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I feel like youÂ’re the definition of when you look into a body of water and what you see back is you, rippled and intangible. A wisp of smoke and then gone. When itÂ’s dark out and your shadow isnÂ’t with you. ItÂ’s hard to learn about something that is constantly hiding away. YouÂ’re a crossword personified, but weÂ’re all still trying to connect the dots. WeÂ’re all playing the wrong game.

Someone left the door open and the cool eerie draft came in again, swore IÂ’d have a backup plan to keep it warm this time, but that was then. The floors once creeked in harmony now they threaten to bust from underneath me. IÂ’m shaken, the fireplace no longer slow burning embers, but blinding flames that dance violently leaving behind charred dark shadows that stain the mantle. Raindrops no longer offer the calming sound of drawn out taps to soothe my static mind, now they ripple one after the other until itÂ’s no longer a monotoned volume but a stampede aross the ceiling. The bed I rest on is no vacation from the day but another reason why I stay away. ItÂ’s a row full of pins, if I lay too long theyÂ’ll sink in and IÂ’ll never leave till this pain ends. But this house is old and the fixes that are needed arenÂ’t seen by the people who peak inside these windows. They say a house is a house and they all come with problems, I shouldnÂ’t be so discouraged to just start over. And I tell them I canÂ’t, because the minute I patch this wall and go to the next itÂ’s caving in on me and I canÂ’t even see the mess IÂ’ve been working on. I can hardly breathe, I keep all the openings shut, I canÂ’t be bothered with people throwing away their trash into my house. Though now no one visits and they tell me they never see me, my lights are off and the door is locked. I wish theyÂ’d see what this house could truly be, what it was meant to be. However, as long as the key is mine they have to be patient till I can find one day where I can bear to see them standing in the doorway. Where IÂ’ll expect their knock and be willing to invite them in to lend a hand to make this house a home again.

- Ravynne K.

1. name: Tepes
2. birthday: January 31.
3. favorite color: green
4. lucky number: 4
5. height: 168

talents
1. last dream you remember: It was winter and I was somewhere with my dude but I lost him and got on the wrong bus then stormed back to him with a snowmobile
2. can you juggle: a little bit
3. art/sports/both: art
4. do you like writing: yes
5. do you like dancing: only when I'm alone
6. do you like singing: sometimes but badly

fantasize
1. dream vacation: Some very old city and museums and shopping and cemeteries and ancient things and markets and old buildings...
3. dream guy/gal: there never was a dream person before I met him I guess
4. dream wedding: simple pagan celebration in a forest
5. dream pet: a dragon
6. dream job: artist and craftsman and writer and farmer all in one

favorites
1. favorite song: Deine Lakaien - Return
2. favorite album: Summoning - Stronghold OR Caladan Brood - Echoes of Battle
3. favorite artist: Summoning
4. last song you heard on the radio: can not remember
5. least favorite song: I guess there ain't one
6. least favorite album: -
7. least favorite artist: how about... Bieber

preferences
1. guys/girls/both: guys at the moment yeah
2. hair color: unnatural or blonde
3. eye color: green and gray

4. humorous/serious: humorous
5. taller/shorter: doesn't matter
6. biggest turn-off: arrogance
7. biggest turn-on: intellect

1:Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
- closed

2:Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?
- sometimes

3:Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?
- in

4:Have you ever stolen a street sign before?
- not sure, probably not

5:Do you like to use post-it notes?
- occasionally

6:Do you cut out coupons but then never use them?
- I do use them, but not always

7:Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?
- at least you can run from bees and they won't kill me

8:Do you have freckles?
- a few

9:Do you always smile for pictures?
- usually not

10:What is your biggest pet peeve?
- ooh, tough one... perhaps people who make constant annoying little noises? or forgetting a tissue in my pocket when putting clothes in the laundry!

11:Do you ever count your steps when you walk?
- rarely nowadays

14:Do you ever dance even if there's no music playing?
- sometimes

15:Do you chew your pens and pencils?
- no

16:How many people have you slept with this week?
- like slept or had sex slept with? this week? I've had sex and just slept with the same person

17:What size is your bed?
- 90cm wide

18:What is your Song of the week?
- R A K A S KULTAKULTASEINMÄSANOINNIINJASELVÄKSTEIN

19:Is it okay for guys to wear pink?
- totally

20:Do you still watch cartoons?
- some

21:Whats your least favorite movie?
- I just remember I hated 30 days of night

22:Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?
- into the woods

23:What do you drink with dinner?
- water

24:What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
- sweet chili sauce

25:What is your favorite food?
- ice cream

26:What movies could you watch over and over and still love?
- The Company of Wolves, Ying Xiong, Braveheart, The Lord of The Rings obviously... and much more

28:Were you ever a boy/girl scout?
- for a short time

29:Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?
- hmmm, maybe not in a magazine

30:When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?
- too long ago! I used to do that with my cousin and my best friend quite a lot

31:Can you change the oil on a car?
- dunno, never tried! or perhaps not

32:Ever gotten a speeding ticket?
- nope

33:Ever ran out of gas?
- nope

34:Favorite kind of sandwich?
- hmmm... cucumber and cream cheese and turkey and lettuce and dunno a lot of stuff damn I'm so hungry again

35:Best thing to eat for breakfast?
- smoothie

36:What is your usual bedtime?
- around midnight

37:Are you lazy?
- yeah

38:When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?
- I would've but no Halloween in Finland :/

39:What is your Chinese astrological sign?
- Horse

40:How many languages can you speak?
- A few, but fluently just two.

41:Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
- nope

42:Which are better legos or lincoln logs?
- wtf are lincoln logs

43:Are you stubborn?
- a bit, but not much

44:Who is better...Leno or Letterman?
- don't care

45:Ever watch soap operas?
- not really

46:Are you afraid of heights?
- nope

47:Do you sing in the car?
- in the tractor yes

48:Do you sing in the shower?
-nope

49:Do you dance in the car?
- still in the tractor

50:Ever used a gun?
-indeed I have, a shotgun

51:Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
- for passport pictures in 2012

52:Do you think musicals are cheesy?
- yeah, but cheesyness is awesome

53:Is Christmas stressful?
- not for me

54:Ever eat a pierogi?
- huh? nope (had to google this one and damn soooo hungry)

55:Favorite type of fruit pie?
- berries

56:Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
- actress

57:Do you believe in ghosts?
- yes

58:Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
- sometimes

59:Take a vitamin daily?
-nope

60:Wear slippers?
- uh I guess

61:Wear a bath robe?
- wtf are these questions anymore

62:What do you wear to bed?
- at winter EVERYTHING, must have fuzzy socks and warm pajamas or a long nightgown, at summer not much

63:First concert?
- I think it was Tik-Tak a loooong time ago

64:Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
- don't really know the difference

65:Nike or Adidas?
- is there a difference?

66:Cheetos Or Fritos?
- ??

67:Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
- sunflower seeds are awesome when roasted and salted and honeyed

68:Ever hear of the group Tres Bien?
- nope

69:Ever take dance lessons?
- as a kid I was in the dance group Siepakat

70:Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
- nope

71:Can you curl your tongue?
- sadly no

72:Ever won a spelling bee?
- never attended one

73:Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
- many times

74:Own any record albums?
- no

75:Own a record player?
-no

76:Regularly burn incense?
- pretty rarely actually, though I own quite a lot

77:Ever been in love?
- I am

78:Who would you like to see in concert?
- I'm not big on concerts, but perhaps Rammstein would be awesomely cool

79:What was the last concert you saw?
- might have been Sabaton

80:Hot tea or cold tea?
- hot

81:Tea or coffee?
- tea

82:Sugar or snickerdoodles?
- and snickerdoodles is?

83:Can you swim well?
- not even close

84:Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
- yeah who doesn't

85:Are you patient?
-sometimes very

86:DJ or band, at a wedding?
- band I guess

87:Ever won a contest?
- some

88:Ever have plastic surgery?
- yeah with what money, but luckily I don't want or need one

89:Which are better black or green olives?
- greeen yum!

90:Can you knit or crochet?
- not really

91:Best room for a fireplace?
- best room? what an odd question

92:Do you want to get married?
- not really

93:If married, how long have you been married?
--

95:Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way?
- nah I just get silent and think about things until a solution is found

96:Do you have kids?
- nope!

97:Do you want kids?
- no

98:Whats your favorite color?
- might be green

99:Do you miss anyone right now?
-yeah

How old were you when you had your first kiss?
- 19

If I handed you a concert ticket right now, who would you want to be the performer?
- some (dancable) gothic rock band, like Clan of Xymox

What color looks best on you?
- oh honey, everything looks good on me! though I prefer cold colours

Name three facts about your family?
- my family is not whole anymore, my brother died in -99
- I'm having a really nice relationship with my mom right now
- my dad is such a weird but kinda cool man

What's the best thing you can cook?
- my expertise is baking! cupcakes are always awesome

If you could pick the gender and appearance of your child, would you?
- nope

If you died right now, what song would you want to play at your funeral?
- I'm still liking this one but maybe acoustic with a female singer or something

Favorite holiday dish?
- ummmm... no answer

Would you ever get into a long distance relationship?
- done that, wasn't much fun tbh

Favorite kind of soup?
- what's it called in english... some sort of vegetable mash thing with sweet potatoes and carrots and potatoes and onion and a lot of black pepper and stuff

What's the most thoughtful present you've ever received?
- I liked it when one yule my dad got my cat a nice litter box

Are you currently in love with someone?
- indeed I am

Would you ever become a vegan?
- probably not, vegetarian maybe

What's your favorite hot beverage?
- hot cocoa

For your birthday, what kind of cake do you ask for?
- next year I'd like a cheesecake

Do you like going on airplanes?
- it's exiting and a bit magical

Did you ever play an instrument? If so what?
- I have played piano and harmonica mostly, also drums and bass guitar a bit

Who was your best friend when you were six years old?
- the girl closest to my age and my home, she lived 5km away

What color was your childhood home?
- red

Starbucks order?
- dunno, some hot cocoa probs

Do you like where you're from?
- yes indeed, a lot

What was your favorite book as a child?
- before Harry Potters I don't think I had a favourite, everything was important and amazing

What's the scariest dream you've ever had?
- there was one where I was exploring a huge mansion which was my mind, and I was terrified of what I could find... and I did see some really disturbing things, but there have probably been worse ones

Would you rather carve pumpkins or wrap presents?
- pumpkins! I've never actually carved one

Favorite kind of candy?
- perhaps licorice

Would you rather be cold or hot?
- cold

Do you listen to what's on the radio?
- nope

Do you like when it rains?
- yeah, as long as I don't get wet

What's a movie you cried while watching?
- just a moment ago I cried to an episode of Buffy the Vampire Slayer... also the first Hobbit movie, not because it was sad or anything, I was just so overwhelmed to be finally able to see it, I sobbed for hours I tell you! I'm a bit of a crybaby

Do you think you're important?
- extremely important in all of this life's insignificance

01:tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now?
- hmmm, probably his mysteriousness!

02:what on your body is hurting or bothering you?
- my knees sometimes

03:what was your last thought before going to bed last night?
- probably him...

04:what are you listening to?
- 80's post punk

05:what’s something you’re not looking forward to?
- getting my feet wet when going to the grocery store

06:where do you think your best friend is right now?
- in her bed hopefully

07:have you kissed anybody in the last five days?
- yes

08:favorite song ?
- Deine Lakaien - Return

09:kiss on the first date?
- why not

10:is there one person you want to be with right now?
- right now i'm good here alone

11:are you seriously happy with where you are in life?
- pretty much! wow

12:is there something you would like to say to someone?
- yeah, perhaps, things

13:what are three things you did today?
- tonight i've been tumbling, listening to gothic rock and dancing

14:would you rather sleep at a friend’s or have them over?
- it depends on the friend

15:what is your favorite kind of gum?
- liquorice

16:are you friends with any of your ex boyfriends/ girlfriends?
- one of them, i think

17:what is on your wrists right now?
- sleeves

18:ever liked someone you thought you didn’t stand a chance with?
- yes!

19:does anyone have strong feelings for you?
- it seems so

20:are you slowly drifting away from someone?
- might be

21:have you ever wasted your time on someone?
- nah, they are all learning experiences

22:can you do the alphabet in sign language?
- some of them at least

23:how have you felt today?
- tired and miserable, then suddenly happy and inspired!

24:you receive €60 without any reason, what do you spend it on?
- no idea. stuff

25:what is wrong with you right now?
- excuse you, what's wrong with me? what's wrong with you?!

26:is there anyone you’re really disappointed in?
- nah

27:would you rather have starbucks or jamba juice right now?
- neither

28:why aren’t you in ‘love’ with your last ex anymore?
- because things change, people change, times change

29:how late did you stay up last night and why?
- i'm still up and it's 6am

30:when was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
- too long ago

31:what were you doing an hour ago?
- probably teasing my hair

32:what are you looking forward to in the next month?
- something exiting might happen!

33:are you wearing jeans right now?
- ugh no way, i hate jeans

34:are you a patient person?
- actually yes, pretty much so

35:do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?
- omg plz wtf

36:favorite color?
- dunno, maybe green

37:did you have a dream last night?
- hmmmmm, probably, can't remember

38:are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
- none of those

39:if someone could be cuddling you right now, who would you want it to be?
- him

40:do you love anyone who is not related to you?
- sure

41:if someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
- ok

42:do you like meeting new people?
- yeah sorta, but not too much

43:are you afraid of falling in love?
- yes

44:ever self-harmed or starved yourself?
- both

45:has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
- yeah

46:have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough?
- of course you silly goose

10 kysymystä sinusta:
1. Nimikirjaimesi? - EIPP
2. Mitä kuuluu? - Palelee yhtäkkiä
3. Minä viikonpäivänä synnyit? - Tiiäppä tuota
4. Käytkö vielä peruskoulua/lukiota/amista? - e
5. Oletko joutunut vakavaan onnettomuuteen? - e
6. Mikä piristi sinua viimeksi? - kisu
7. Mitä olet tehnyt tänää? - Keräsin mustia viinimarjoja, kuokin maasta pottuja, keitin ne ja paistoin haukea jonka pyydystin eilen, huijasin kisun kantolootaan ja toin sen takas kaupunkiin.
8. Mikä luonteenpiirre sinussa ärsyttää itseäsi? - Yksityiskohtiin takertuminen ja yliherkkyys
9. Entä mikä taas on hyvä luonteenpiirre? - Avoimuus ja luotettavuus

10. mielipidekysymystä:
1. Mistä musiikista pidät? - Hyvästä
2. Mikä on lempi vuodenaikasi ja miksi juuri se on ylitse muiden? - Syksy. Se on muutos, uuden alku, tunnelmallinen, tykkään syksyvaatteista ja säästä ja luonnon hiipumisesta
3. Pidätkö jonkun maan kulttuurista erityisen paljon? - Kiina on aina kiinnostanu
4. Syrjitkö ihmisiä esimerkiksi ihonvärin tai muiden seikkojen perusteella? - Syrjin kaikkia ihmisiä varmaan. Esim niitä joilla on tietty kävelytyyli tai lahkeet sukissa tai tietty ilme tai käyttää tiettyä sanontaa jne.
5. Kissat vai koirat? - Kisut
6. T-paita vai pitkähihanen? - Pitkähianen
7. Facebook vai Irc-Galleria? - Ei kumpikaan
8. Kavereiden laatu vai määrä? - Laatu
9. Alkoholi vai huumeet? - Ei kumpikaan
10. Pidätkö kauhuleffoista? - Kyl

10 kysymystä ulkonäöstäsi:
1. Millaiset vaatteet sinulla on päälläsi? - Lökäpöksyt, toppi ja haltianeule
2. Oletko ruskettunut kesän aikana? - Jos vertaan käsivartta masuun se on aiiiivan aavistuksen tummempi, tai vähemmän kuolemanvalkonen
3. Onko jaloissasi arpia? - On, paljon
4. Haluaisitko olla laihempi? - Enpä oikeastaan
5. Onko sinulla pitkät vai lyhyet kynnet? - Pitkät, aidot
6. Kuinka pitkä olet? - 169
7. Minkälaiset hiukset sinulla on? - Vaalea kasaripörrö, värjään heti ko saan aikaseksi taas
8. Silmät ovat sielun peili, minkälaiset silmät omistat? - Isot, kuulemma lohikäärmeenvihreät, ripset ja kulmakarvat on tummat, joku joskus väitti että "syvällinen katse", mitä lie meinas.
9. Pidätkö hymystäsi? - En oikein, mutta eihän kukaan tykkää omastaan kai?
10. Mistä pidät ja et pidä ulkonäössäsi? - Alkaa nyt erittelemään saatana, mie oon ihan jees, tai siis bitch I'm fabulous!

10 kysymystä suhteistasi:
1. Ketä perheeseesi kuuluu? - Kisu ainaki
2. Kuka on sinulle tärkein ihminen maailmassa? - Paras kamuni Mai
3. Seurusteletko? - En
4. Millaisia ystäväsi ovat? - Harvalukuisia
5. Tunnetko paljon ihmisiä? - En
7. Rakastatko ketään perheestäsi? - Duh mikä kysymys kamoon
8. Haluaisitko tutustua joihinkin ihmisiin paremmin? - Joo
9. Tuletko helposti toimeen ihmisten kanssa? - En
10. Ystävystytkö helposti? - En

10 kysymystä vapaa-ajastasi:
1. Pidätkö piirtämisestä? - Välillä
2. Pyöräiletkö paljon? - Kesäaikaan jonku verran
3. Mitä musiikki merkitsee sinulle? - Itseni ilmaisua, pakokeinoa, rentoutumista ja transsitilaa
4. Harrastatko mitään vapaa-ajallasi? - Luen ja dataan lähinnä
5. Mitä harrastit pienempänä? - Nojoo, soitin pianoa ja haitaria ja olin siepakoissa ja jossain voimistelussaki välillä ja harrastin kaikkea aina puoli vuotta tai vuojen kunnes lopetin, olin hetken partiossaki
6. Miksi lopetit sen? - Toisten pentujen takia
7. Kuluuko koulutehtäviin paljon aikaasi? - Ko olin koulussa en kuluttanu kyllä kovin paljoa, ehkä joskus englannin aineisiin ko innostuin
8. Makaatko usein sängyssä tekemättä mitään? - Se on mukavaa, vain maata ja ajatella ja ehkä kuunnella musiikkia
9. Mitä haluaisit tehdä nyt? - Ehkä mennä nukkumaan, ei oikein innosta

10 kysymystä unelmistasi.
1. Odotatko aina huomista vai elätkö tätä päivää? - Yritän elää tässä päivässä, mutta syksy muutoksen aikana on aina kans odotuksen aikaa
2. Mihin suurin haaveesi liittyy? - Vapauteen liittyy minun molemmat suurimmat haaveet
3. Haaveiletko paljon vai pidätkö jalat maassa - Haaveilen kai
4. Uskotko kohtaloon? - Ehkä vähän
5. Kerro jokin pieni mukava haaveesi? - Haluan oman mönkijän
6. Mitä toivot parhaillaan? - Että pääsen muuttamaan Ouluun suuremmitta ongelmitta
7. Joutuuko mielestäsi unelmien eteen taistella? - Tottahan toki
8. Oletko koskaan valehdellut saavuttaaksesi jotain? - Enköhän
9. Mikä olisi tulevaisuudessa unelma-ammattisi? - hsflgmkdfjkx
10. Entä mikä olisi unelmakämppäsi? - Minun maatila

10 sekalaista kysymystä:
1. Onko sinulla hyvä ryhti? - Varmaan parempi ko keskivertonörtillä! Istun tälläkin hetkellä selkä suorassa, vaikka yleensä koneella en... Mutta kiinnitän ryhtiin huomiota paljon, ja venyttelen
2. Mitä kappaletta kuuntelit viimeksi? - Johnny Cash - Hurt
3. Nautitko olla yksin? - KYLLLÄÄÄÄÄÄ
4. Pidätkö pimeästä vai valoisasta enemmän? - Pimeästä oikeastaan, vaikka oishan se kurja olla sokea, ehkä sellanen hämärä mieluummin
5. Kuka on hienoin ihminen jonka olet tavannut? - No se Mai
6. Kelle viimeksi toivotit hyvää huomenta? - Muista vain
7. Moneen esineeseen yletät nyt? - Aika hiton moneen
8. Missä olit viimeksi reissussa? - Turkissa omg
9. Miksi olit viimeksi surullinen? - Oivoi
10. Mitä viimeksi lainasit ja kelle? - Rahaa tyypeille

KOLME ASIAA JOISTA ET PIDÄ ITSESSÄSI:
1. Yliherkkyys
2. Hamstrauspakko
3. Polvikolotus

KOLME ASIAA JOTKA PELOTTAVAT SINUA:
1. Oksentaminen
2. Mielenterveysjutut
3. Tulevaisuuden oletettu rankkuus

KOLME ASIAA JOTKA OVAT OLENNAISIA PÄIVÄSSÄSI:
1. Lukeminen
2. Netti ehkä, selviän kyllä ilmanki
3. Ajattelu

KOLME VAATETTA JOTKA OVAT PÄÄLLÄSI NYT:
1. Lökärit
2. Toppi
3. Neule, miksi kysyt samoja kysymyksiä saatana

KOLME LEMPIBÄNDIÄSI/ARTISTIASI (NYT):
1. Summoning
2. Ashbury Heights
3. Solemn Novena

KOLME ASIAA, JOTKA VIEHÄTTÄVÄT SINUA SUKUPUOLESSA, JOHON OLET MIELTYNYT:
1. Tukka
2. Katse
3. Kädet

KOLME LEMPIHARRASTUSTASI:
1. Lolita
2. Kirjat
3. Blogi

KOLME ASIAA, JOITA KUUMEISESTI HALUAT TEHDÄ NYT:
1. Siirtää kamerasta kuvat koneelle
2. Mennä maate
3. Ottaa kisu kainaloon ja nuuhkia sen turkkia

KOLME URAA, JOITA HARKITSET:
1. En jaksa
2.
3.

KOLME PAIKKAA, JONNE HALUAT MENNÄ:
1. Kiina
2. Itävalta
3. Moskova

KOLME ASIAA, JOITA TAHDOT TEHDÄ ENNEN KUOLEMAASI:
1. Suuri Seikkailuni Siperian ja Aasian halki junalla...
2. Valaistua, löytää onnellisuus ja vapaus
3. Rakastua

don’t buy that “love is a serious word" crap, love freely, love carelessly, love yourself, love that lady bird that just flew past, love that cutie that served you lunch at a cafe that you’ll probably never see again, love every single cat you see and when you stop loving someone or something, don’t fight it, i don’t know what love is but i know it’s not serious.