IRC-Galleria

1- you're the biggest shit i've EVER met. and you know i think of you this way.
you're manipulative, depressing, crushing, loving, confusing, misleading, hating. you left a bitter taste in my mouth. you play with others feelings, wait 'til they're under you charm then crush them. i don't understand what can make a person become something like you.
you're devastating, distressing, despicable.
what you think of me is just a reflection of my feelings towards you.

2- I'm sorry for treating you like shit. sometimes, it's easier for one. it's easier than assuming your feelings. It's easier in the longrun.
It might've seemed like forever, it might've seemed cold. so it was meant to be from me.
BUt i Did care, but i also knew that by admitting it to you,´there would be nothing left to pull you back.
and you saw, even after the way i treated you, there was barely nothing to pull you back. and when i pulled myself back, you barely had anything.
this might eventually seem like self-centered assumption, but knowing how it works...
sorry for the misunderstandings; but you didn't make it easy either



3- I haven't thought of what happened since a long time, but i can assure you that i'm still angry and disapointed about what happened. lying to my face, convincing me, although you knew that even the truth would have been better. for the both of us.
it's not as if i would have accepted the situation even if you had admitted it to me, but we might've remained friends, still. if only you would have had the guts to look me in the eyes and tell it.
not even afterwards did you tell me, which still hurts me. no matter what i said, what i asked did you admit it.
now, all i can say is that our roads might've separated in a rather cold way, but i have my reasons not to be your friend, i have my reasons not to contact you unless you did so first. and i had and still have more reasons to cut our bonds.



4- we've grown apart badly, but i still love you. it's gonna get better with time. you're not just nothing without her. you're better off with her. she's gone whoosh. cut her out of your mind, because she isn't going to come back.
continue living and keep evoluting. roll a little J and keep on living, loving and being