IÂ’ve been trying to love myself for real
IÂ’ve been trying not to feel what I feel
IÂ’ve been trying to be a bit less mistaken
It was real the feeling I had for you
And you told me how you need me too
Everyone kept saying itÂ’s not the real thing
How dare you break my lonely heart
And dance on the pieces
Being with you just tares me apart
Not again and again
Take you love and leave me behind
Realize weÂ’re mistaken
I donÂ’t need to be torn down
Not again and again
IÂ’ve been wanting to die, just so you know
Trying to show them all how IÂ’m alone
IÂ’ve been hating my bedroom in the night
IÂ’ve seen heaven and hell with you
I believed the lies you said were true
IÂ’ve been trying to grow, IÂ’ve been holding on
IÂ’ve been trying to be strong
How dare you break my lonely heart
And dance on the pieces
Being with you just tares me apart
Not again and again
Take you love and leave me behind
Realize weÂ’re mistaken
I donÂ’t need to be torn down
Not again and again
Once again I just want to feel something true
Once again I just want to get closer to you
Nothing will ever change anyway
This is all we have
Not again will I lie to myself
Not again