Take a breath, take it deep
Calm yourself, he says to me
If you play, you play for keeps
Take a gun, and count to three
IÂ’m sweating now, moving slow
No time to think, my turn to go
And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
And IÂ’m terrified but IÂ’m not leaving
Know that I must must pass this test
So just pull the trigger
Say a prayer to yourself
He says close your eyes
Sometimes it helps
And then I get a scary thought
That heÂ’s here means heÂ’s never lost
As my life flashes before my eyes
IÂ’m wondering will I ever see another sunrise?
So many wonÂ’t get the chance to say goodbye
But itÂ’s too late too pick up the value of my life