I have been dreaming of one guy, but he doesn't know... and i wonder when i'm going to tell him, i'm too shy to tell... first i cry then laugh for myself, being so stupid keeping these feelings inside of my heart and i shame so much for my mistakes what i have done in my past.... I had one best friend and i lost her... and we're studying in different schools and I wonder why i was so angry for her but i'm not interested about it anymore. But everything's all right now, but i don't know will it be in future but who knows what will happen...