I FEEL HYSTERICAL.
I CANT FUCKING TAKE THIS FEELING
I am so. goddamn. exhausted.
I help alot of people.
Or I like to think so, but.
When is it my turn?
I can talk about my things freely, there's nothing that is holding me back about talking I have zero issue with telling every single detail about my experiences and my life.
But no amount of talking helps.
Therapy helped. I miss Ari. He was the only one to understand.
I can't have that anymore.
I can't fucking carry this.
I'm so tired.
I need. a hug.