The blue lights reflects on my skin.
It doesn´t feel any different than any other light,
nor does it differ from anything else I ever think I feel.
The way I pick my nails involuntarily, or I bite my cheeks.
Until they bleed.
I don´t know how to stop.
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Do you think the same thoughts I do?
Do you overthink?
Do you consistently choose to share your time with me?
Do you do this on purpose?
Am I reading too much into it?
I do. I know I do.
I´m reading too much into this.
Why do I even bother to have hope?
That sounded really shitty.
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I inhale it so smoothly.
Not a care in the world of what it´ll do to me.
I don´t bother to think about it.
Or anything, for that matter.