IRC-Galleria

I wrote this story so many days ago, and the words kept falling onto pages.
Without the loss we can't go on, and with the loss we became strong.
It's how it is, as we stare it down.

Oh my god do I think that this is the end of everything?
When everything inside wants me to feel like this is normal.

And in the quiet, the silence screams aloud.
And the panic resides along our inners.
And with the tragedy we go, pushing the hell so far below.
Desperate hands cover my face.

So stay calm this way in case we're needed for emergency.
And if we are we'll be prepared for action.

This is how it's supposed to be.
[This is how it's supposed to be]

Somebody better call a doctor
Somebody call a doctor

And maybe this could be the end of everything that we want. Don't panic.
And from a distance it seems that the water will wash panic away.
Oh my lord, believe.
There's no need for emergency, but in case there is: distract it.

This is how it's supposed to be.
[This is how it's supposed to be]

Somebody better call a doctor
Somebody call a doctor

And maybe this could be the end of everything that we want. Don't panic.
And from a distance it seems that the water will wash panic away.

The water [water] will wash panic [panic] away [away]


If this is the great descent, I won't be running for the exits

There's a shadow just behind me
Shrouding every step I take
Making every promise empty
Pointing every finger at me
Waiting like a stalking butler
Who upon the finger rests
Murder now, the path that must be
Just because the son has come

Jesus, won't you fucking whistle
something but the past and done?
Jesus, won't you fucking whistle
something but the past and done?

Why can't we not be sober?
I just want to start this over
And why can't we drink forever?
I just want to start this over

I am just a worthless liar
I am just an imbecile
I will only complicate you
Trust in me and fall as well
I will find a center in you
I will chew it up and leave
I will work to elevate you
Just enough to bring you down

Mother Mary, won't you whisper?
Something bout what's past and done
Mother Mary, won't you whisper?
Something bout what's past and done

Why can't we not be sober?
I just want to start this over
And why can't we sleep forever?
I just want to start this over
why?

I am just a worthless liar
I am just an imbecile
I will only complicate you
Trust in me and fall as well
I will find a center in you
I will chew it up and leave

Trust me
Trust me
Trust me
Trust me
Trust me

Why can't we not be sober?
I just want to start things over
And why can't we sleep forever?
I just want to start this over
why?
I want it, what I want it
I want it, what I want it
I want it, what I want it
I want it, what I want it

amidst a swirling din of smoke and screaming
on the battlefield born reared on the teat of my dead mother war
hardened to stone through abuse mocked beaten and scorned
a bayonet severed umbilical cord
the wind sings its sweet lullaby through
a black and hollowed ribcage
I'm to die in battle divine with the flames as my grave
this realm of inhuman carnage
where the blood eternally rains
to my brothers who've fallen before me
I will walk with you again
This is my demented playground
the horizon is howling ablaze
a skeletal village illuminates the sky
as fire destroys their grains
with glee I rape and torture
my pleasure is inflicting pain
with a vigor unholy ill fight to my doom
till I've vanquished the Christian's gods ways
oh it must be such a different world
to which those on the outside exist
AT LEAST I KNOW WHO LOVE ME HERE
no delusions all weakness dismissed
an era of inhuman tragedy
to be ushered by my iron hand
the ovens bellowed to crematory highs
to dispose of the god fearing man
the wind sings its sweet lullaby through
a black and hollowed ribcage
I'm to die in battle divine with the flames as my grave
this realm of inhuman carnage
where the blood eternally rains
to my brothers who've fallen before me
I will walk with you again

It's just one of those days, when ya don't wanna wake up
Everything is fucked, everybody sucks
You don't really know why, but you wanna justify rippin someone's head off
No human contact, and if you interact your life is on contract
Your best bet is to stay away motherfucker!, It's just one of those days!

It's all about the he said she said bullshit
I think you better quit lettin shit slip
Or you'll be leavin with a fat lip
It's all about the he said she said bullshit
I think you better quit talkin that shit

It's just one of those days, feelin like a freight train
First one to complain, leaves with the blood stain
Damn right I'm a maniac, you better watch your back
Cuz I'm fucking up your program, and if you're stuck up, your just lucked up
Next in line to get fucked up, your best bet is to stay away motherfucker!
It's just one of those days!

It's all about the he said she said bullshit
I think you better quit lettin shit slip
Or you'll be leavin with a fat lip
It's all about the he said she said bullshit
I think you better quit talkin that shit punk
So come and get it

I feel like shit, my suggestion is to keep your distance
Cuz right now I'm dangerous, we've all felt like shit, and been treated like shit
All those motherfuckers who want to step up, I hope ya know I pack a chainsaw
I'll skin your ass raw, and if my day keeps going this way
I just might break sumthin tonight, I pack a chainsaw
I'll skin your ass raw, and if my day keeps going this way
I just might break sumthin tonight, I pack a chainsaw
I'll skin your ass raw, and if my day keeps going this way
I just might break your fuckin face tonight!
Give me something to break! Give me something to break!
Just give me something to break! How bout your fuckin face!
I hope ya know I'm like a chainsaw (what)
A chainsaw (what) A motherfuckin chainsaw (what)
So come and get it

It's all about the he said she said bullshit
I think you better quit lettin shit slip
Or you'll be leavin with a fat lip
It's all about the he said she said bullshit
I think you better quit talkin that shit punk
So come and get it

It's not in the way that you hold me
it's not in the way you say you care
It's not in the way you've been treating my friends
It's not in the way that you stayed till the end
It's not in the way you look or the things that you say that you'll do

Hold the line, love isn't always on time, oh oh oh
Hold the line, love isn't always on time, oh oh oh

It's not in the words that you told me, girl
It's not in the way you say you're mine
It's not in the way that you came back to me
It's not in the way that your love set me free
It's not in the way you look or the things that you say that you'll do

Hold the line, love isn't always on time, oh oh oh
Hold the line, love isn't always on time, oh oh oh

It's not in the words that you told me
It's not in the way you say you're mine
It's not in the way that you came back to me
It's not in the way that your love set me free
It's not in the way you look or the things that you say that you'll do

Hold the line, love isn't always on time oh oh oh
Hold the line, love isn't always on the time
Love isn't always on time

Hold the line, love isn't always on time
Love isn't always, love isn't always on time
Hold the line, love isn't always on time
Love isn't always on time
Love isn't always on time
Love isn't always on time oh oh oh

I'm selling heavenly sketches
A world out of my mind
Ready to explode in purity to fill the holes inside

An ever moving stream with glowing rays of light
Emotions tied to past lies and I know I should let go

Tamed with confidence of a brighter future

I found a flame in the burnt out ashes... burn out, burn out!

Fueled, these new shores burn, dark past lies cold
Shadow, my sweet shadow, to you I look no more

Another dawn collapses
Do I need to be reminded
A glimpse of my safe home
A path to hide all anger

I found a flame in the burnt out ashes... burn out, burn out!

Fueled, these new shores burn, dark past lies cold
Shadow, my sweet shadow, to you I look no more

In circles I catch
A torch carried by the immortal
From depths that I created
In vain echoes fade

Burn out!

Fueled, these new shores burn, dark past lies cold
Shadow, my sweet shadow, to you I look no more

Fueled, these new shores burn, dark past lies cold
Shadow, my sweet shadow, to you I look no more

Fueled, dark past lies cold
For you I look no more

I heard your voice today
it echoed through my mind
i cant stand the thought of losing you
im so dumb these days are gerring so
confused
i wish i could have the chance
to be with you lady again (again)
cant find the words i cant find the
words
(happiness lies without you) just know
happiness
lays with you and the birds
you and the birds. the birds. the birds
singing on a summers morning

why are you so far. so far away. so
far. so far away?
now the moments gone, the moments
gone

took so long to find you then you fly
away again

(i heard your voice today)
i heard your voice today (it was on my)
it was on my answering machine, i
played it back
again and again (and i regret)
and i regret not listening more clearly
when i was drinking
oh. the words you said
with a daintly little whisper (with a
dainty whisper)
with a dainty whisper. whisper

sinking in you shand i saw my heard
still weeping
for your lure
you are the clover i have warmed to
the blossom always growing in you
heart
now i think i love you
i think i love you

why are you so far so far away?
so far so far away
now the moments gone. the moments
gone
the moments gone the moments gone

look at the callendar, how long til i
see her?
i got to plan. to see you in that
distant land
try to live
i want you to be here
you opened up so much. i wanted to
come up and hug you

but your five thousand miles away
up in the sky to have to fly away
from here
here the gravy smear
from here here the gravy smear
just say whenever
want to be with you now lady out of this
gray climate
too true
so take a look into the mirror
shiver shiver vagabond!
take a look at the state of the?
the beast in front of me now
how could you desire a beast like me? a beast like me
so far away i can not take it
feel alright? feel alright? feel
alright?
i wanna try to walk out of theres no
ground beneath my feet now
feel alright? feel alright? do you feel
alright?
as we sail in through this dream of
summer love?

I will not give in to faciest beliefs and I am not a fool
I will not let pride in my core be rooted out
I will stand firm on my beliefs
Live life the master of my destiny
See no other way to live

I am not the weak willed
Nor am I a fool who can not see
I am not the weak willed
I will not let pride destroy me

Wise men can see the difference in compromise
And laying down ones beliefs

There shall be wisdom in my beliefs
They shall be rooted in strenght not failure

With lies on your tong seek to decieve
You've fallen victim to the human condition
And it's lead to your defeat

I am not the weak willed
Nor am I a fool who can not see
I am not the weak willed
I will not let pride destroy me

I will not let pride destroy me

No more
No more are the days that I will
Fear for I have found a strength that
None can match and I'll push forward

Never has the blood in my veins
Flowed so fiercely as when I feel this around me
I am whole

Im not alone.
With the touch of your hand,
I am whole again (x2)

Now I feel the passion burning
This what drives me further
Strengthens my resolve to push me further

Im not alone

And Im not alone.
With the touch of your hand,
I am whole again (x2)

No more are the days that I will
Fear for I have found a strength that
None can match and I'll push forward

Now I feel the passion burning
This what drives me further
Strengthens my resolve to push me further