IRC-Galleria

"We have touched for the last time.
You are long gone, in love with someone else.
I now fear nothing but life itself.
And I have learned that living is just a slow way to die.
I do not believe in life or in love anymore.
The joy I feel are the joys of emptiness.
I hate myself for loving you.
The fear I feel night after night has developed into a disease.
No-one can see the emptiness in my eyes.
To escape life itself now seems the only solution.
With relief I look foward of letting go of the pain.
Finally... there is peace in my soul.
To lie dead without a concern, without a tear.
You own my heart.
And life without you is so immensly painful.
Just to think of you, talk about you, dream of you makes tears stream down
my face.
I cannot imagine happiness without your beautiful smile, your angelic face,
your wonderful body and your good heart.
You are everything, I am nothing.
I want to die.
But really... I am already dead."

And it's killinÂ’ me when you're away,
i wanna leave and i wanna stay
IÂ’m so confused,So hard to choose.
Between the pleasure and the pain
And I know it's wrong, and I know it's right.
Even if i try to win the fight,
my heart would overrule my mind
And IÂ’m not strong enough to stay away

When everything is said and done,
Still looking for answers, if only one.
Turn my back, the urge has gone.
Left with no reason, we come undone.

Simple..

Mut ei kyl jaksais vaikka ponia onkin jo vähän ikävä.
Väsyttää. Ja vituttaa kun kaikki rahat on menny.
+ näin ihan sairasta maailmanloppu unta, sun muita paskoja...
:-(

..ja mitähän helvettiä sitä laittas päällensä..?

tätä ilon määrää! Mä sain kämpän!!!!
Cant even believe it... :)))

mikä helevetti toi sydän juttu on?

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