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I'm not gon beg you
I see you just aint actin right

Everytime I need someone to be there when I had me one of them crazy days
I aint gon beg you
Everytime I want someone to treat me like they always said they were gonna treat me like
I aint gon beg you

cause I let you slide before but I see you aint gon learn since you like to play with fire then I'ma let us burn aint nothin gon miss my lovin the last time was the last time
so I'm through with you


No I aint gon beg you no more
I'm sick and tired of waitin don't know what I'm waitin for
cause you know you don't treat me like you should when you know I'm the coldest thing about this hood
No I aint gon beg you no more
and If you're not down with this then baby theres the door
I'm usually not the type to just lay it down and quit
but lot of men would get with this so I aint gon beg you no more

Everytime I want to be wine and dined taken out on a Friday night to spend a little time
I aint gon beg you
And everytime I need some huggin and some lovin but its late and I don't get nothin
I aint gon beg you


Said I'm thorugh with being patient I aint here for you just to come and (take it when you wanna take it
you took it all for granted ooh all the good love and all that freaky stuff is all gone
thats how you i let me tell you this take your lame old tired excuses somewhere else
cause you weak and I dont wanna hear it stay away I dont wanna get near it cause boy im moving on and I



aint gon beg you to love me
aint gon beg you to hold me
aint gon beg you to pick me up and take me out
I aint gon beg you to ice me
I aint gon beg you to wife me
I aint gon beg you to do the things a real mans about
aint gon beg you to love me
aint gon beg you to hold me
aint gon beg you to pick me up and take me out
I aint gon beg you to ice me
I aint gon beg you to wife me
I aint gon beg you to go the things a real mans about

Dear God, give me courage,
for perhaps I lack it more than anything else.

I need courage before men against their threats
and against their seductions.

I need courage to bear unkindness,
mockery, contradiction.

I need courage to fight against the devil,
against terrors and troubles, temptations,
attractions, darkness and false lights,
against tears, depression, and above all fear.

I need Your help, dear God.

Strengthen me with Your love and Your grace.

Console me with Your blessed Presence
and grant me the courage to persevere
until I am with You forever in heaven.

Que se sabes tu de mi, no me hagas reír
Tu creías que eras imprescindible
pero sin tu amor no voy a morirme, baby
Que se sabes tu de mi, no me hagas reír
Me veras con otro hombre a mi lado
Ya lo ves traidor voy a sustituirte
A olvidar tu amor
ya me cure del dolor
Ya te saque de mi corazón
Vete con ella solos los dos
Pobre de ti, lárgate me das asco
Tu eres mi luz
Pero hay amores que matan de daño
Me canse de ti ya no soy aquella infeliz
Y se acaso piensas que esta vez voy a perdonar, ya veras
Que nunca mas me vuelves a engañar, ya lárgate

I don't know what it is that you've done to me...
but it's caused me to act in such a crazy way.
Whatever it is that you do when you do what you're doing...
it's a feeling I don't understand.

'Cause my heart starts beating triple time,
with thoughts of loving you on my mind.
I can't figure out just what to do,
when the cause and cure is you.


I get so weak in the knees I can hardly speak.
I lose all control and something takes over me.
In a daze and it's so amazing, it's not a phase.
I want you to stay with me, by my side.
I swallow my pride, your love is so sweet.
It knocks me right off of my feet.
I can't explain why your loving makes me weak.

It's Time after time after time I've tried to fight it.
But your love is strong it keeps on holding on.
Resistance is down when you're around, starts fading.
In my condition I don't want to be alone.




I try hard to fight it.
No way can I deny it.
Your love's so sweet.
It knocks me off my feet.


I get so weak...
Blood starts racing through my veins
I get so weak...
Boy it's something I can't explain.
I get so weak...
Something 'bout the way you do
the things you do ooh ooh, it...
knocks me right off of my feet,
off of my feet.
Can't explain why your loving makes me weak.

Chapter 1: Personal

Initials: caj
Middle name: ann
Birthday: march 27
Birth Place: us of a
Current location:forssa.
Height: 5'3" ish.
Hair length: long
Eye color: dark brown. "two espresso shots." hahaha.
Piercings: 5
Birthmarks: nada

Chapter 2: Family

Do you live with your parents: nope.
Do you get along with your parents? for the most part.
Are your parents married/separated/divorced? married
Do you have any siblings? one
What pets do you have? a dog. bubush and 2 cats

What are their names? whos names

Chapter 3: Favorites

City: new york city. hands down best place ever.
Season: summer
clothing brand: baby phat
Color:blk gold and pink
Number: 7

Chapter 4: Do You Â…

Sing in the shower? sometimes.
Write memos on your hand? if there is no paper readily available.
Call people back? most of the time. sometimes i forget.
Believe in love? yes.
Sleep on a certain side of the bed? no if im by myself but me and hunyn haveour own sides..
Wear glasses or contacts? sometimes.

Chapter 5: Have You EverÂ…

Gone skinny dipping? yep.
Worn braces? yep
Broken a bone? yes.
Had stitches? yes.
Punched someone in the face? ha,
Skipped school? yes.
Taken painkillers? yup.
Gone SCUBA diving? snorkeling.
Been stung by a bee? yes.
Thrown up in a restaurant? yes

Been to overnight camp? yep.
Written a letter to Santa Claus? yessir.
Had detention? yes
Been sent to the principalÂ’s office? yes
Been called a bitch? yep.

Chaper 6: Who/What was the last..

Person to IM you? joahnnes .. my hunny
Person to call you? cathirna
Person you hugged? hunny
Person you tackled? uhh ...
Thing you touched? the keyboard.
Thing you ate? spaghettoi
Drank? iced tea.
Thing you said? ummm

40 RANDOM questions:

Last call recieved: didnt i just get asked this question?
Last call made: my hunny
Last text recieved from: jenni

CURRENT:

What channel is the tv on? nelonen
What song is playing: smitty died in your arms
Watching: nothing.

FAVORITE:

Type of pizza: pizza hut
College basketball team: univ of miam
Shirt that you own: umm i dunno
Warning: what? like the crazy ones on appliances ... there was one on our iron that said it is not such a great idea to iron your clothes while they're on your body. just an fyi ..

OTHER RANDOM:

Whats the time: 23 18
Whats the date: april 12.
Whats the day: thursday.
Do you own more than 5 tv sets: no
Do you own a toaster: yes.
Do you own a house with 2 floors?:no

WHAT DO U THINK OF WHEN I SAY

Cat: mouse.
Jump: in.
Love: bug.
Bed: pillow.
Food: fight.
Scratch and sniff: um, stickers.

What am I gonna do?
You know I miss you
You know I love you ma


Dear uncle, I know you're prowd your niece doing good
But I return it all for just one hug
Your oldest son and daughter they doing good
We all sticking together like we should
Introduce me to the lord when I have no kids
Mad at the world like life ain't fair
I remember you said only the lord I should fear
And with that my stormy weather would be clear
Lord how could you take somethin' so precious
Against our cares, prayers, and strong wishes
I know now unc you livin' through your kids
And if I look at my heart there you is
I can't believe that you're gone you was so important
My mother my father everything that I am
I love you, unc you's my guardian angel
I can't wait to see your face real soon


2006, I lost my sons
That day I felt I lost my unc
Victims of a still birth, man it still hurt
Until this day memories still lurk
I think to myself 'bout what could it been
It makes me realize that life is thin
And I promise that you'll always live on
And franks, dog I can't believe that you're gone
Can't believe I gotta menton your name on this
Seems like yesterday we was jokin' around
Always had a smile on your face, never a frown
You told me, "nena keep holdin' it down"
You got too much talent to be quittin' it now
So, cause of you I stayed in this game
I'ma make sure no one forgets your name Rest in peace franks

I still don't know how I got by
All of these hard times I took it and strive
Turn to the pad grab my pen
And said that "I would enjoy my life to the end
And no matter what, I keep my head up
Persue my dreams and never get fed up
So, when I hear this put up my fist
To let ya know that you'll always be miss


It took so long to write these stors
It's so dang hard to lode a love
I'm gon' stay strong and pray to the lord
Cause everything he does is for a cause
sandra, that was my dog
I won't forget those wild times in the hood
You won't be forgotten girl, that's for sure
Pour out a little liquor for all of ya

dedicate this one to my sons
Rest in peace I see you babies
dedicate this one to my uncle mort
I miss you
To my stones sandra and frank I knows you're watchin' my back
I always watch yours,

1. What do you want for your Birthday?
hmm i dont know

2. Who will be your next kiss?
johannes .. duh

3. When is the last time you went to the mall?
umm no mallls here

4. Are you wearing socks right now?
yeah

5. When was the last time you went out of the state?
well i dont live in the states soo

6. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
no

7. What was the last thing you had to drink?
pepsi max

8. What are you wearing right now?
grey capris and a green hoodie

9. What was your last purchase?
umm food from the grocery store

10. Last food you ate?
umm carrs table water crackers

11. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
my sister

12. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
i cant remeber

13. Do you have a pet?
yes, mr bubush and my 2 pussies .. tequila and the cat formly none as mama cuca

14. Last sport u watched?
mm kisat

15. What's the most played song on your iTunes?
don`t have iTunees

16. If you could go anywhere, where would you be?
miami .. wit my bestest lauren

17. What is the last thing you purchased online?
air forces

18. One thing you hate about yourself?
theres a few things

19. What's your favorite soup?
herne

20. Do you miss anyone?
sure i do

21. Last play you saw?
ummm dunno

22. What are your plans for the day?
weLL, the day is aLmost over.but im waitin for my hunny to come here and im gna cook

23. What are you listening to?
si eres tu by ivy queen

24. Ever go to camp?
yes

25. Were you an honor roll student in school?
yes

26. What do you know about the future?
hmmm.. i know what i want from the future ..

27. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
yeah

28. Where are your best friends located?
right now?? lol driving mimaw to the drs and the other one is proobably home even tho he shld be on his way here

29. Do you have a tan?
always

30. How old do you want to be when you have kids?
ummm as soon as possible lol

31.Who was the first person who made you cry?
proabbly my mom

32. Do you have any tattoos or piercings?
yes my ears peirced and belly button and 2 tats

32. Have you ever drank your pop ((coke)) from a straw?
yes

33. How do you like your pop((coke))?
how do i like it?? cold lol

34. Do you like hot sauce?
yes.... love it

35. Next time you'll take a shower?
maybe tonight

36. What's the last movie you saw at home?
the holiday

37. What is your mood?
indifferent

38. Are you someone's best friend?
yes!!

39. Have you ever been to Virginia?
yes i have

40. What are you doing right now?
this survey

I fear not what the future holds
But more what the future unfolds
Cause I'm dying each time that I breath in life with out you
Every hour is solemn I need you
I'm devoured, I've fallen now what can I do
There is so much to give
If only I had my hands to fix what you did
So I hold it inside
Watch as it dies
I can't even look at the sky
It's burning my eyes
Similar to cigarette smoke
I wish I could float far away from here
Still dealing' with the death of my road dawg
still dealing with the death of my best friend
Frankers and Sandy I'm a miss yall but you know I'm a ride to the end, I love yall
I ain't cry when you died, but i'm a let my tears fall on this paper
See everything happens for a reason, you don't know what you have till it's gone
that's why I'm a take advantage of the fact I'm breathing and the words of this song
are dedicated to Frank and Sandra, but I know in the future I'm a see ya
I know you both looking down on me proudly, I know ya'll both love me
Raindrops, I hope one day that this pain stops
Washing me away
See in Life things go wrong, if it don't kill it's only gonna make you strong
so you must hold on, If everything was right then there is something wrong
Ironic ain't it, that's just the way life is, that's why I thank God any chance that I get for blessing me
What's victory with no loss, what's smiling with no tears, what's love with no hate, what's courage with no fear
just think about it and apply it to your life and no matter what the problem is, don't worry baby, keep your head up it's gonna be alright

An angels smile is what you sell
You promise me heaven, then put me through hell
Chains of love got a hold on me
When passions a prison, you cant break free

Youre a loaded gun
Theres nowhere to run
No one can save me
The damage is done

Chorus:
Shot through the heart
And youre to blame
You give love a bad name
I play my part and you play your game
You give love a bad name
You give love a bad name

Paint your smile on your lips
Blood red nails on your fingertips
A school boys dream, you act so shy
Your very first kiss was your first kiss goodbye

Youre a loaded gun
Theres nowhere to run
No one can save me
The damage is done

I know you're trying to get around me baby
I know you've got me in your heart baby
I know that you could love me
If you only had a guarantee
When I look at your face it's so empty
I know I could fill you with love baby
Your soul is dying for me
Can't deny our energy

And you're far I'm near you're there
I'm here you're hurting for me I can see it in your eyes
Some of the hardest things are easy to achieve with patience

I'll wait for you until the heavens fall
I'll wait for you until the end of the world
I'll wait for you until I no longer breathe
I know that it's not impossible
I'll wait for you until you finish your fight
I'll wait for you until the timing is right
I'll wait for you until you knock on my door
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Cuz right now it's feeling just like a movie yeah yeah...
Just like a movie

I know that this is hard for you
Want you to know that I'm feling it too
It's taken some time but now I see everything
It's so clear to me I can't give up your love without dying baby
I'll wait until the sea is dry baby
How do we know what love is
Until it is free

You don't gotta do anything that you can't do
You don't gotta do anything in a hurry
You don't gotta do anything that you can't do
I know you're there you got me
You don't gotta do anything that you can't do
You don't gotta do anything in a hurry
You don't gotta do anything so don't worry
I trust you and I know you're there
I know you're there