IRC-Galleria

my fever was 39.7 when i woke up now its 40.5 .. and i feel like shit :( i feel like death

1. Where were you 6 hours ago?
in bed.

2. Who will be your next kiss?
johannes of course

3. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
yeah my sheets

4. When is the last time you went to the mall?
dunno

5. Are you wearing socks right now?
negative.

6. When was the last time you went out of the state?
february.

7. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
nope.

8. Whats was the last thing you had to drink?
water.

9. What are you wearing right now?
yellow tank top .. white pjs

10. What was your last purchase?
ummm grocerys

11. Last food you ate?
chicken and rice well if u dont count the ice cream

12. When was the last time you were upset?
last night when i got frustrated

13. Have you ever seen a celebrity?
quite a few.

14. Do you have a pet?
2 cats and a bubush

15. What's the last sporting event you watched?
ummm clips of miami heat today on the net

16. What is your favorite class?
ummm i dunno probably physchology

17. Are your favorite people in those classes?
they were.

18. If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?
in bed underthe covers wit my hunny cuz im sick

19. What is the last thing you purchased online?
shoes

20. What's your favorite soup?
chicken noodle

21. Do you miss anyone?
lots of people.

22. Last play you saw?
miss saigon

23. What are your plans for the day?
try to get over my fever

24. Who is the last person you messaged on galleria?
cathirna

25. Ever go to camp?
yup.

26. Were you an honor roll student in school?
sure was

27. What do you know about the future?
nothing

28. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
yes

29. Where is your best friend(s) bestfriend located?
one all the way in florida 2 in heaven and one 500m from me:)

30. Do you have a tan?
kinda istill feel pale

31. How old do you want to be when you have kids?
now but i dont think its gns work out that way ..

32. Do people hate you?
dont care.

34. How do you like your pop?
hopefully this is not referring to soda, because it drives me nuts when people call it that.

35. Do you like hot sauce?
yes

36. Who do you like/love?
johannes( and its love not like)

37. Do they like you?
he sure does!! he lobes me.***update he doesnt believe in the word love so ..yeah im very importantt to him..*

38. Are you someone's best friend?
yup.

39. When was the last time you ate waffles?
no clue.

40. Are you addicted to a certain kind of gum?
used to be juicy fruit

41. When is the last time you ate pancakes?
dunno that either.

42. Did you ever talk passionately to your pillow?
i prefer to talk passionately to people.

todays mine and johannes six month anniversary .. and nobody thought it last this long ;)

Name Four Things That You Wish You Had:
someone to love and someone who loves me baCK,lauren here ,frankers alive,SANDRA ALIVE

Name Four Scents You Love:
GUCCI RUSH,BURBERRY WEEKEND,DKNY APPLE,DOLCE &GABBANA
Name Four Things You Did Today:
GYM,JOGGING,COOKED,CLEANED
What is your current relationship status?
SINGLE


What is your sexual orientation? STRAIGHT

What sort of people do you like, as far as what their interests are in life? HONEST CARING PEOPLE

What physical traits do you look for in a potential interest? VARIES

What kind of fashion-sense attracts you? CLEAN

What kind of hair style do you find attractive on a potential mate? FADE

What is the usual age range you look at? MY AGE OR OLDER

What traits turn you off? CHEATING

Do you prefer to date various people or do you pretty much fall into monogamous relationships quickly? MONOGOMOUS ITS A SHAME SO FEW PEOPLE HAVE GOOD MORALS LIKE THAT LEFT

Are you afraid to ask people out on dates?
YES
If you're single right now, do you wish you were in a relationship?
I WISH THE RELATIONSHIP I WAS IN WLDNT HAVE HURT SO BAD
What are the positive points about being single?
NONE
What are the negative points about being single?
NOBODY TO TELL UR THOUGHTS TO
When single, do you often find yourself longing for companionship?
YES
How well do you handle rejection?
NOT WELL
Do you miss your last sweetie?
NO COMMENT
Do you think it's better to look for love or let it find you?
BOTH
What's the longest relationship you've ever been in?
8 YEARS
The shortest?
6 MONTHS WELL ALMOST A DAY SHORT OF
Do you think couples should spend a very large amount of time together or space things out a tad?
LARGE AMOUNT
Have you ever found yourself worrying about commitment?
NO
When involved with a person, do you try to think about the here and now or do you often think of the future? BOTH

How do you prefer to handle disagreements? NO COMMENT
How do you feel when your mate is mad at you and won't tell you why? NOT GOOD

Do you have a crush right now? Do they know? NOPE

What's the longest period of time you've ever had a crush? I DUNNO

Have you ever confessed your feelings to a crush? YES

Do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush? NO

Has someone who had a crush on you ever confessed to you? YES

How do you feel about long-distance relationships? IT WORKS

Have you ever pined for someone when you're not around them? YES RT NOW

Would you get involved with someone if they had a child already? YES

What would you do if you got pregnant while in a relationship? UMM
Would you get involved with someone if they were previously married? YES

How big of an issue is religion to your compatibility? A LOT

How big of an issue to you is your mate's ethnicity? NONE

In a potential mate, how important is intelligence to you? .KINDA

In a potential mate, how important is a sense of humor to you? VERY

What makes your heart flutter and brings a big cheesy smile to your face? J DOES UNFORTUANLTY BUT IM GONAN TRY TO CHANGE THAT
What was your first kiss like? SLOPPY
What part of a person's body do you find most attractive? SMILE OR STOMACH

What's the first thing you look at when you look at someone you're attracted to? EYES
How important are the looks of a mate's face to you? EYES SMILE
How important are the looks of a mate's body to you? A LIL
When you kiss someone for the first time, is it usually you who initiates it or the other? OTHER

Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren't seriously involved with? YEAH , IT LED TO SOMETHING BUT IT DIDNT WORK OUT CUZ HE SEEMS TO DO THAT WITH EVERYONE

Were you single at the time? YUH
What are your ticklish areas? NO COMMENT
What do you most like about making out? THE CLOSENESS
Are you a virgin? NO

If not, would you consider your first time to have been a good one? NO
How old were you when you lost your virginity?

Have you ever had sex with someone you loved? YES WELL I THOUGHT I DID I DONT KNOW WHAT LOVE IS ANYMORE
Have you ever turned down an offer for sex? YES
How much do you think sex changes a relationship? A LOT
On a scale from 1 to 10 [10 being the highest] how would you rate your sexual attractiveness? 8

On a scale from 1 to 10 [10 being highest]
How do you feel about casual sex? 1
Would you stay with a lover if the love stopped but the sex was still enjoyable? NO
Would you stay with a lover if the sex stopped/got boring but there was still love?
YES
Do you believe in love? I USED TO
Do you believe in love at first sight? I DUNNO

Has someone ever told you they loved you? YES

Have you ever told someone you loved them and meant it? YES

Have you ever told someone you loved them and not meant it? NO
Are you a monogamous person or do you believe in open-ended relationships? MONOGOMOUS
Have you ever been married? NO

How do you feel about marriage? SACRED AND IMORTANT
If you're currently not married, do you foresee yourself ever tying the knot? YES

Do you plan on having children someday? YES 3
Have you ever had your heart broken? YES AT THE MOMENT

Have you ever been dumped? NO

Have you ever dumped someone? YES

Have you ever mutually broken up with someone? NO

Has a romantic companion ever made you cry? YES AT THE MOMENT
Have you ever made a romantic companion cry? NOPE THE NEVER CARED ENOUGH TO CRY

Have you ever had an emotional pain so bad it made you sick or physically hurt?RT NOW

Have you ever been unfaithful? NO ITS WRONG

Have you ever been cheated on? YEAH THE STORY OF MTY LIFE

Have you ever learned an important lesson as a result of a break up? YEAH NOT TO BE PLAYED A FOOL

Have you ever gotten back together with someone after breaking up? YES

Did it work? NO

Do you believe there's hope for people after they get back together or do you think the same problems that caused the initial break up will resurface? IF THE PERSON CHANGES

Have you ever broken up with someone and remained friends afterward? NO NOT POSSIBLE

Have you ever broken up with someone and become bitter enemies? YES
If so, did you ever made amends? NOPE

Have you ever broken up with someone and lost touch? NOPE
Have you ever gotten back in touch with an old flame after a time of more than 3 months of no communication? YES

Were you afraid to do so?YES

Do you ever check up on old flames without actually contacting them? NO
If you've ever lost touch or went sour with someone you loved, how did it make you feel? ID IMAGINE IT FEELS HORRIBLE BUT IT DEPENDS ON THE SITUTATUON

Have you ever longed to get back together with someone? YES

Last night I cried tossed and turned, woke up with dry eyes.
My mind was racing, feet were pacing.
Lord help me please tell me what have I gotten into.
Ran my 3 miles to clear my mind, it always me out,
it's my therapy when I'm losing it which is usually.


I'm on a emotional rollercoaster.
Loving you aint nothing healthy.
Loving you was never good for me.
But I can't get off.


Yesterday I told myself I was gonna be okay.
Gonna start a new day be truly happy.
I was gonna take control of me.
But eventually reality hit me.
Mentally, physicaly, emotionally.
And I opened my eyes and realized
that I was still being taken for a constant ride


So tired of you making love to me, then disappearing so suddenly.
Up and down it goes.
And I'm so tired of you pacifying me
with promises you know that you'll never keep.
Round and round it goes.

I looked at your face I saw that all the love had died
I saw that we had forgotten to take the time
I, I saw that you couldn't care less about what you do
Couldn't care less about the lies
You couldn't find the time to cry

Now our love's floating out the window
Our love's floating out the back door
Our love's floating up in the sky in heaven
Where it began back in God's hands
You didn't respect it
You went and neglected it
You didn't deserve it
But I never expected this

EVERYONE HAS THEIR FIRSTS:

FIRST REAL BEST FRIEND: lauren frankers
FIRST SCHOOL: northern private school
FIRST CELL PHONE:nokia
FIRST KISS: frankie
FIRST FUNERAL: uncle morts
FIRST PET: tina the turtle
FIRST BIG TRIP: finland
FIRST FIGHT: 7th grade some stupid haitian girl
FIRST CELEBRITY CRUSH: jordan knight new from new kids on the block
FIRST TIME OUT OF THE COUNTRY: to finland when i was 2
FIRST MYSPACE FRIEND: lauren

EVERYONE HAS THEIR LASTS:
LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO: lauren
LAST CAR RIDE: when johannes drove me to work yesterday
LAST TIME YOU CRIED: yesterday ...
LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED: the wash
LAST FOOD YOU ATE: lohi kuisaus
LAST THING BOUGHT: my crack aka national enquirer
LAST PHONE CALL: lauren
LAST TEXT MESSAGE: tiia
LAST THING YOU TOUCHED: the keyboard.
LAST FUNERAL: morts.
LAST TIME AT THE MALL: ehhh too long.
LAST TIME YOU WERE EXCITED FOR SOMETHING: nothing to be excited about lately
LAST THING YOU DRANK: pepsi max
LAST ALCOHOLIC DRINK: cider

Eight Have You Evers...
8. have you ever dated someone twice: well kinda .. joahnness--
7. have you ever been cheated on? yep.
6. have you ever kissed someone: duh.
5. have you ever kissed someone you regret: lately.... i regret a lot of things
4. have you ever fallen in love: yes.
3. have you ever lost someone: yes.
2. have you ever been depressed: yeah
1. have you ever been drunk and thrown up: yessir.

Seven Things You Did In The Past Three Days...
7. school: nope.
6. On the phone: yep.
5. got highlights: no.
4. watched movies: yes.
3. had a hug: yup.
2. bought sneakers: not in a while actually..like 2months.
1. taped something: like with scotch tape, yes. other than that, no.

Six People You Can Tell Pretty Much Anything To...
1. Lauren
2. Johannes
3. Toni
4. Jenni
5.Cathrina
6. My dad most of the times

Five Favorite Foods...
5. ropa viejo
4. salmon
3. mexican
2. cuban sandwich
1.arroz con pollo

Four Things You Couldnt Live Without...
1. johannes ( figured that one out sunday).
2. my family ( even tho they get on my nerves sometime
3. Lauren
4. cell phone.

Three Favorite Colors...
3. black
2. gold
1. pink

Two Things You Want To Do Before You Die...
2. have kids
1. husband

So Far in '07 I have:......

gotten bad grades: nope.
made a new friend: yep.
fallen out of love: no.
done something you swore never to do: yep. ;)
laughed until you cried: yes.
went behind your parents back: no.
lost a friend: yes.
kept your new years resolution:ummm kinda
forgot your new years resolution: haha.
met someone who changed your life: sure.
changed your outlook on life: mos def.
left the state: nope.
lost someone: yess too many
gotten close to someone: yes.
given up something important to you: yes .. a little too imprtant
found out who your true friends were: yep.

THINGS ABOUT ME
1. Are your parents married or divorced?
2. Are you a vegetarian? nope.
3. Do you believe in Heaven? yes.
4. Have you ever come close to dying? yes.
5. What jewelry do you wear 24/7? my necklace.
6. Favorite time of day? sleepin time
7. Do you eat the stems of broccoli? eww no
8. Do you wear makeup? yep.
9. Ever had plastic surgery? nope.
12. Have you ever done anything illegal? yep.
13. Can you roll your tongue? yeah
14. Do you tweeze your eyebrows? wax and tweeze.
15. What kind of sneakers? nikes reebox
16. Do you believe in Abortions? i believe a woman has the right to make decisions about her own body, but no ... i dont personally agree with them.
17. What is your hair color? dark brown.
18. Future childÂ’s name:alani, antonio,Lexani,Maritza,Christopher,lol i got a list
19. Do you snore? sometimes.
20. If you could go anywhere in the world where would it be? jamaica or brazil.

21. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? no :( dont have any
22. If you won the lottery, what would you do first? pay off all of my bills , buy a house and shop.
23. Gold or silver? gold
24. Hamburger or hot dog?usually id say hamburger but i miss hotdogs
25. If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life? cuban sandwich
26. What is your myspace song? died in your arms by smitty

1. Do you like anyone? - yeah
2. Do they know it? - lol everyone knows
3. Simple or complicated? - complicated.

IN - T H E - L A S T - M O N T H - H A V E - Y O U

4. Had sex: - no
6. Gotten sick: - yeah but not too sick but i like never get sick.
7. Been hugged: - Yes.
9. Talked to an ex: yes
10. Failed a test: - no
11. Missed someone: - yeah.
12. Got your hair cut: - No.
13. Danced: - All the time.
14. wacked: - What the hell?lol..
15. Gotten a gift? yes..big.........blaack... haha not gna go on
16. Nervous habit? - smokin
17. Are you double jointed? - yes
18. Can you roll your tongue? - Yep.
19. Can you raise one eyebrow? - i try too and i think i can but i cant.
20. Can you cross your eyes? - yeah
21. Do you make your bed daily? - no
22. Do you think you are unique? - yer


H A V E - Y O U - E V E R'S

23. Said "I Love you"? - Yes.
24. Given money to a homeless person? -yes
26. Waited all night for a phone call? -yes too many times :(
28. Sat and looked at the stars? yes.
29. Do you swear/curse? - Like a pirate. thts one of my bad habbits
31. You cook your own food? - yessir
32. You do your own chores? - yea
33. You like beef jerky? - iyeah ... step into a slim jim
35. You're happy with your life?ehhhhhhh
36. You own a dog? mr bubush
37. You spend your money wisely?ha!! thts another one of my bad habits really bad with money!!!like seriously im probley the worst person! no contest
38. You like to swim? - yeah
39. When you get bored do you call a friend? -joahnness..hah my hunny gets mad sumtimes


D O - Y O U - P R E F E R'S

41. Flowers or angels? - wht the hell?
42. Gray or black? - Black.
43. Color or black and white photos? - Depends on the picture.
44. Lust or love? - love.
45. Sunrise or sunset? - I'm not up early enough for sunrises.
46. M&Ms or Skittles? -skittles!
48. Staying up late or waking up early? - Staying up way late.
49. Being hot or cold? -neither but rather hot then cold
50. Winter or Fall? - Fall cuz it aint as cold and no snow..i HATE snow!!
51. Left or right? - Right
52. Having 10 acquaintances or 2 best friends? - 2 best friends.
53. Sunshine or rain? - i dont know


M O R E - H A V E - Y O U - E V E R S

Slept in a bed with the opposite sex? - yeah.
Hooked up in the woods? lol no but i would wit my bubu
Stolen money from a friend? - nope
Slept naked? - Yes.
Been in a fist fight? - Yes.
Had a crush on a teacher? - yeah actually but in middle school.
Seen someone die? - no
Been on an airplane? - Love them, and airports.
Slept all day? - yeah
Missed someone so much it hurt? - yeah
Been lonely? -Who hasn't?
Cheated in a game? - Can't remember, probably have..lol.
Been to the ER? - yea
Been in a car accident? yeah.
Had detention? - Yes.
Cried yourself to sleep? - yes too many times.
Sung in the shower? - yes
Kissed a complete stranger? - That's alcohol for ya!but thats how i met my hunny bunny :)
Laughed so hard you cried? - Yes, .
Regretted hurting someone? - yeah
Regretted loving someone? - no.

I'm not gon beg you
I see you just aint actin right

Everytime I need someone to be there when I had me one of them crazy days
I aint gon beg you
Everytime I want someone to treat me like they always said they were gonna treat me like
I aint gon beg you

cause I let you slide before but I see you aint gon learn since you like to play with fire then I'ma let us burn aint nothin gon miss my lovin the last time was the last time
so I'm through with you


No I aint gon beg you no more
I'm sick and tired of waitin don't know what I'm waitin for
cause you know you don't treat me like you should when you know I'm the coldest thing about this hood
No I aint gon beg you no more
and If you're not down with this then baby theres the door
I'm usually not the type to just lay it down and quit
but lot of men would get with this so I aint gon beg you no more

Everytime I want to be wine and dined taken out on a Friday night to spend a little time
I aint gon beg you
And everytime I need some huggin and some lovin but its late and I don't get nothin
I aint gon beg you


Said I'm thorugh with being patient I aint here for you just to come and (take it when you wanna take it
you took it all for granted ooh all the good love and all that freaky stuff is all gone
thats how you i let me tell you this take your lame old tired excuses somewhere else
cause you weak and I dont wanna hear it stay away I dont wanna get near it cause boy im moving on and I



aint gon beg you to love me
aint gon beg you to hold me
aint gon beg you to pick me up and take me out
I aint gon beg you to ice me
I aint gon beg you to wife me
I aint gon beg you to do the things a real mans about
aint gon beg you to love me
aint gon beg you to hold me
aint gon beg you to pick me up and take me out
I aint gon beg you to ice me
I aint gon beg you to wife me
I aint gon beg you to go the things a real mans about

Dear God, give me courage,
for perhaps I lack it more than anything else.

I need courage before men against their threats
and against their seductions.

I need courage to bear unkindness,
mockery, contradiction.

I need courage to fight against the devil,
against terrors and troubles, temptations,
attractions, darkness and false lights,
against tears, depression, and above all fear.

I need Your help, dear God.

Strengthen me with Your love and Your grace.

Console me with Your blessed Presence
and grant me the courage to persevere
until I am with You forever in heaven.