IRC-Galleria

Where are you right now? home
Are you bored? yes
What day is today? monday
Are you happy? no
Do you have a lot of friends? not anymore
Are you close with them?
Who do you tell everything to ? lauren
Is that person your best friend?yes
Does your best friend call you their best friend? yes
Does your best friend have other best friends? nope
Do you ever fight with your best friend?yes we do
Does your best friend know everything about you? yes she does
Do you know everything about your best friend? yes
Are your friends jealous of your best friend? dunno dont care
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? i have .. i dunno ..what the fuck i have ..i have a boyf when its convient for him
Do you have sex with that person? npe
Are you close with your boyfriend/girlfriend? i dunno ..
Do you want kids? yes
Do you miss being a kid?yes
Who was the last person to call you? my mom
Who was the last person to text you? paula
Who was the last person to comment on your galleria page? j
Do you have facebook? no
Who was the last person to write on your facebook wall? dont have i t

Which do you like better facebook or myspace? myspace
Have you ever cheated? nope and i never will
Have you ever been cheated on? yeah ...
Would you ever cheat? i said no
Do you have any tattoos?yeah
Do you have any piercings? yeah
Do you have any regrets? yeah .. more and more as the days go on
What are you wearing?nothing
Do you have plans for the weekend? nope
will you be with your friends this weekend? probably not
When was the last time you were drunk rt now
Do you ever lie? nope
Do you enjoy sex? yeah
How often do you have sex? hah... i never have sex anymore
What was the last movie you watched? 25th hour
Who was the last person to email you? frankies mom
Is that person a close friend? soemthing like that
Would that person do anything to hurt you?dunno proabbaly
Does that person know a lot about you? yeah
Who was the last person you talked to? j
What did you say ? i yelled not said ... bout things being unfair and fucked up
Do you wish you were somewhere else? yeah
Are you a nice person? i dunno anymore apparently not
Do people like you? i guess. dont care..
Do you have friends from out of state? yes
Where do they live? ny and texas and florida
Do you have friends from out of the country? yeeah
Have you ever been out of the country? and if yes where? yeah
Where would you like to go? to the moon
What song are you listening to? pokka
Are you getting bored of this survey? a little
Are you close with your parents? yes
What's your favorite thing to eat ? nothing in finland
Whats the thing that you hate the most to eat?dunno
Do you think anyone will do this survey? nope
Do you think 60 questions is too many to answer? nope

Yhtä toivon enemmän kuin muuta.
Paljon sen vuoksi antaisin,
Että tuntisit oikeesti
Miten paljon sä haavoitit.
Ja miten kerran toisensa,
Jälkeen se kaikki uudestaan nöyryytti.
Älä väitä ettei sulla ole muka muistoo.
Vai pidätkö sä mua tyhmänä,
Jolla ei ole väliä?
Itsetäänselvyytenä, lastenpalapelinä?

Pokkaa sul on ainakin, se on käynyt selväksi.
Liikaa oot sen varjolla,
Jo varastanut anteeksi.
Mistä sait sen käsityksen,
Että noin voi tehdä toisille.
Mut se mun täytyy kyllä myöntää,
Sul on pokkaa ainakin.

Mä en tahtois kantaa turhaa kuormaa.
Varsinkaan kun se mitään muuta ei.
Mut tekisitkö sä uudestaan saman,
Jos saisit valita?
Onko sussa jäljellä,
Palaakaan inhimillisyydestä?


Joo mä tiedän mitä tunnen,
Mut sitä koskaan ääneen sano en.
Mä pelkään että joskus peilistä
Katsoo sun kaltainen.
Mä en suutu enkä raivoo, enkä huuda,
Siihen suostu enää en.
Yksi ainut katse jota et ymmärrä kuitenkaan,

Kertoo enemmän kuin kaikki sanat yhteensä.
Sitä mitä tapahtuu syvällä mun sisällä
Ja sitä mikä odottaa vielä sitä hetkeä,
Kun on vapaa kaikesta mitä kannan mukana.
Tiedän kuka sinä oot, mut onko sulla hajua,
Sitä mihin oon päässyt ilman apua?
Oikeastaan minun pitäisi kai kiittää sinua,
Avasit mun silmät, en usko enää satuja.

Six months
That's how long we've been havein' this thing
We've got every moment hasn't been perfect
But still when it's perfect it feels
Like we're the only people who have somethin' real
And I wouldn't go tradin
The love we got
So don't go changin'
I love you just the way you are


It's true love
When you say I need me like the way i need you
And you can't be without me
Like I can't be without you
It's true love
When we spend time talking on the phone
Cause when we're not around each other you don't want to be
alone
It's true love, love, love, love
Don't you know it's good to be in love, love, love, love
Just believe me truthfully cause
Love is never ever makin you cry
Before I tell you a lie
I'll give you my life
Cause that true love


Now when the love is right
Somehow you just know
Because you hold it tight
And you don't want to let it go
And it's so deep inside of you that
You just can't take it cause it fills up your heart
And you just, you can't replace it alone
Somebody's makin love
Non-stop tonight
And And they can't make enough
I know what it feels like
Grab your lover by the hand
Say that you understand
How love really works
So good that it hurts


Cause I don't need nobody but you in my life oh baby
Those of you who understand what I'm sayin'
Sing along with me say
Cause I don't need nobody but
You in my life oh baby
Those of you who understand what I'm sayin'
Let me hear you say true love

. Fuck me, fuck you, fuck ny city and everyone in it. Fuck the panhandlers, grubbing for money, and smiling at me behind my back. Fuck the squeegee men dirtying up the clean windshield of my car. Get a fucking job! Fuck the Sikhs and the Pakistanis bombing down the avenues in decrepit cabs, curry steaming out their pores, stinking up my day. Terrorists in fucking training. SLOW THE FUCK DOWN! Fuck the Chelsea boys with their waxed chests and pumped up biceps. Going down on each other in my parks and on my piers, jingling their dicks on my Channel 35. Fuck the Korean grocers with their pyramids of overpriced fruit and their tulips and roses wrapped in plastic. Ten years in the country, still no speaky English? Fuck the Russians in Brighton Beach. Mobster thugs sitting in cafés, sipping tea in little glasses, sugar cubes between their teeth. Wheelin' and dealin' and schemin'. Go back where you fucking came from! Fuck the black-hatted Chassidim, strolling up and down 47th street in their dirty gabardine with their dandruff. Selling South African apartheid diamonds! Fuck the Wall Street brokers. Self-styled masters of the universe. Michael Douglas, Gordon Gekko wannabe mother fuckers, figuring out new ways to rob hard working people blind. Send those Enron assholes to jail for FUCKING LIFE! You think Bush and Cheney didn't know about that shit? Give me a fucking break! Tyco! Worldcom! Fuck the mexicans. 20 to a car, swelling up the welfare rolls, . And don't even get me started on the ,the haitains 'cause they make the mexicans look good. Fuck the Bensonhurst Italians with their pomaded hair, their nylon warm-up suits, their St. Anthony medallions, swinging their, Jason Giambi, Louisville slugger, baseball bats, trying to audition for the Sopranos. Fuck the Upper East Side wives with their Hermes scarves and their fifty-dollar Balducci artichokes. Overfed faces getting pulled and lifted and stretched, all taut and shiny. You're not fooling anybody, sweetheart! Fuck the corrupt cops with their anus violating plungers and their 41 shots, standing behind a blue wall of silence. You betray our trust! Fuck the priests who put their hands down some innocent child's pants. Fuck the church that protects them, delivering us into evil. Fuck Osama Bin Laden, Al Qaeda, and backward-ass, cave-dwelling, fundamentalist assholes everywhere. On the names of innocent thousands murdered, I pray you spend the rest of eternity with your seventy-two whores roasting in a jet-fuel fire in hell. You towel headed camel jockeys can kiss my royal ass! Fuck whining malcontent. . Fuck this whole city and everyone in it. From the row-houses of Astoria to the penthouses on Park Avenue, from the projects in the Bronx to the lofts in Soho. From the tenements in Alphabet City to the brownstones in Park slope to the split-levels in Staten Island. Let an earthquake crumble it, let the fires rage, let it burn to fucking ash and then let the waters rise and submerge this whole rat-infested place

Today Did You--

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1. Talk to a boy/girl you like?
everyday

2. Learn anything new?
yes

3. Talk to an ex?
no...thank god!

4. Miss someone?
i always miss my hunny


-Last Person Who-

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5. Laid in your bed?
my baby booooooooo


7. You went to the movies with?
gosh dont remember

8. Went to the mall with you?
dunno

9. You showered with?
johannes ... aka my hunny bunny

10. Person who made you laugh?
hunnnyyyy

General stuff--

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16. Favorite location?
its going to be in his arms

17. Tattoo?
2...about to get another soon

18. What are you most scared of this second?
hmmmmmm dunno a lot of things

19. Where do you want to get married?
in a church..duh

20. Who do you like?
johannesssss

21. Does anyone like you?
he does and thats alll that matters....but cmon have u not looked at the pictures of me? wuts not to like lol ( thats a joke ya know cuz my hunny says im too cocky)

22. Do you like being around people?
certain people

23. Have you ever cried?
yes

24. Are you alone right now?
yes i am

25. Song stuck in your head?
03 bonnie and clyde

26. Been on radio/TV?
yuppers radio many times and tv a few

28. Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
yes...

30. What color shirt are you wearing right now?
no shirt =¤

32. How much cash do you have right now?
none

33. Are you bored right now?
nope...this is keeping me entertained

34. What's your favorite show?
desperate housewives

35. Who got you into galleria?
my lovely cousin elina aka musshu

37. Wish someone was next to you this morning when you woke up?
yes!!! id love to wake up wit my baby every morning

38. What website do you visit daily?
Myspace...galleria

39. Do you have plants in your room?
yeah a palm tree i just realized i havent watered in a month

40. Does anything hurt on your body right now?
yea my stomach and my head ..

41. Who was the last person to hug you?
my hunny


26 SECRETS


1.WHAT IS YOUR DISPLAY NAME ABOUT?
babii_Girl cuz ive always been the babygirl wit everyone

2. WHERE WAS YOUR DEFAULT PICTURE TAKEN?
my room at my grandma house

3. WHAT IS YOUR MIDDLE NAME?
nonya

4. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT RELATIONSHIP STATUS?
~TakeN~

5. HONESTLY, IF SOMEONE WERE TO TELL YOU HOW THEY FELT, WOULD YOU LISTEN?
yes but i wldnt do anything unless its my baby

6. WHATS YOUR CURRENT MOOD?
i wanna shower and go to bed

7. WHATS YOUR MOST VALUED POSSESSION?
my jewelry

8. IF YOU COULD CHANGE SOMETHING IN THE PAST WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
theres a lot of things...but if i go back and did chang it then i wouldnt be who i am today and i forsure wouldnt have my baby

11. IF YOU MUST BE AN ANIMAL FOR ONE DAY- WHAT WOULD YOU BE?
a tiger...roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr lol

12. EVER HAD A NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE?
yes

15. WHO DID YOU COPY AND PASTE THIS FROM?
deann

16. NAME SOMEONE WITH THE SAME B-DAY AS YOU?
mariah carey :)

17. HAVE YOU EVER SANG IN FRONT OF A LARGE AUDIENCE?
yes with busta rhymes at his concert :)

18. WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
i dotn notice nobody but my baby now

19. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY ORDER FROM STARBUCKS?
mocha frapp

20. HAVE YOU EVER HAD A DRUNKEN NIGHT?
yes

21. DO YOU STILL WATCH KIDDY MOVIES OR TV SHOWS?
both

23. NAME SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED TO YOU TODAY?
i went to the hospital

24. DO YOU SPEAK ANY OTHER LANGUAGE?
yes

25. IS THERE SOMEONE ON YOUR MIND NOW?
hunnnnnyyyyyyyyyyy as alwasy

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41 facts and 26 secrets

my fever was 39.7 when i woke up now its 40.5 .. and i feel like shit :( i feel like death

1. Where were you 6 hours ago?
in bed.

2. Who will be your next kiss?
johannes of course

3. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
yeah my sheets

4. When is the last time you went to the mall?
dunno

5. Are you wearing socks right now?
negative.

6. When was the last time you went out of the state?
february.

7. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
nope.

8. Whats was the last thing you had to drink?
water.

9. What are you wearing right now?
yellow tank top .. white pjs

10. What was your last purchase?
ummm grocerys

11. Last food you ate?
chicken and rice well if u dont count the ice cream

12. When was the last time you were upset?
last night when i got frustrated

13. Have you ever seen a celebrity?
quite a few.

14. Do you have a pet?
2 cats and a bubush

15. What's the last sporting event you watched?
ummm clips of miami heat today on the net

16. What is your favorite class?
ummm i dunno probably physchology

17. Are your favorite people in those classes?
they were.

18. If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?
in bed underthe covers wit my hunny cuz im sick

19. What is the last thing you purchased online?
shoes

20. What's your favorite soup?
chicken noodle

21. Do you miss anyone?
lots of people.

22. Last play you saw?
miss saigon

23. What are your plans for the day?
try to get over my fever

24. Who is the last person you messaged on galleria?
cathirna

25. Ever go to camp?
yup.

26. Were you an honor roll student in school?
sure was

27. What do you know about the future?
nothing

28. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
yes

29. Where is your best friend(s) bestfriend located?
one all the way in florida 2 in heaven and one 500m from me:)

30. Do you have a tan?
kinda istill feel pale

31. How old do you want to be when you have kids?
now but i dont think its gns work out that way ..

32. Do people hate you?
dont care.

34. How do you like your pop?
hopefully this is not referring to soda, because it drives me nuts when people call it that.

35. Do you like hot sauce?
yes

36. Who do you like/love?
johannes( and its love not like)

37. Do they like you?
he sure does!! he lobes me.***update he doesnt believe in the word love so ..yeah im very importantt to him..*

38. Are you someone's best friend?
yup.

39. When was the last time you ate waffles?
no clue.

40. Are you addicted to a certain kind of gum?
used to be juicy fruit

41. When is the last time you ate pancakes?
dunno that either.

42. Did you ever talk passionately to your pillow?
i prefer to talk passionately to people.

todays mine and johannes six month anniversary .. and nobody thought it last this long ;)

Name Four Things That You Wish You Had:
someone to love and someone who loves me baCK,lauren here ,frankers alive,SANDRA ALIVE

Name Four Scents You Love:
GUCCI RUSH,BURBERRY WEEKEND,DKNY APPLE,DOLCE &GABBANA
Name Four Things You Did Today:
GYM,JOGGING,COOKED,CLEANED
What is your current relationship status?
SINGLE


What is your sexual orientation? STRAIGHT

What sort of people do you like, as far as what their interests are in life? HONEST CARING PEOPLE

What physical traits do you look for in a potential interest? VARIES

What kind of fashion-sense attracts you? CLEAN

What kind of hair style do you find attractive on a potential mate? FADE

What is the usual age range you look at? MY AGE OR OLDER

What traits turn you off? CHEATING

Do you prefer to date various people or do you pretty much fall into monogamous relationships quickly? MONOGOMOUS ITS A SHAME SO FEW PEOPLE HAVE GOOD MORALS LIKE THAT LEFT

Are you afraid to ask people out on dates?
YES
If you're single right now, do you wish you were in a relationship?
I WISH THE RELATIONSHIP I WAS IN WLDNT HAVE HURT SO BAD
What are the positive points about being single?
NONE
What are the negative points about being single?
NOBODY TO TELL UR THOUGHTS TO
When single, do you often find yourself longing for companionship?
YES
How well do you handle rejection?
NOT WELL
Do you miss your last sweetie?
NO COMMENT
Do you think it's better to look for love or let it find you?
BOTH
What's the longest relationship you've ever been in?
8 YEARS
The shortest?
6 MONTHS WELL ALMOST A DAY SHORT OF
Do you think couples should spend a very large amount of time together or space things out a tad?
LARGE AMOUNT
Have you ever found yourself worrying about commitment?
NO
When involved with a person, do you try to think about the here and now or do you often think of the future? BOTH

How do you prefer to handle disagreements? NO COMMENT
How do you feel when your mate is mad at you and won't tell you why? NOT GOOD

Do you have a crush right now? Do they know? NOPE

What's the longest period of time you've ever had a crush? I DUNNO

Have you ever confessed your feelings to a crush? YES

Do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush? NO

Has someone who had a crush on you ever confessed to you? YES

How do you feel about long-distance relationships? IT WORKS

Have you ever pined for someone when you're not around them? YES RT NOW

Would you get involved with someone if they had a child already? YES

What would you do if you got pregnant while in a relationship? UMM
Would you get involved with someone if they were previously married? YES

How big of an issue is religion to your compatibility? A LOT

How big of an issue to you is your mate's ethnicity? NONE

In a potential mate, how important is intelligence to you? .KINDA

In a potential mate, how important is a sense of humor to you? VERY

What makes your heart flutter and brings a big cheesy smile to your face? J DOES UNFORTUANLTY BUT IM GONAN TRY TO CHANGE THAT
What was your first kiss like? SLOPPY
What part of a person's body do you find most attractive? SMILE OR STOMACH

What's the first thing you look at when you look at someone you're attracted to? EYES
How important are the looks of a mate's face to you? EYES SMILE
How important are the looks of a mate's body to you? A LIL
When you kiss someone for the first time, is it usually you who initiates it or the other? OTHER

Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren't seriously involved with? YEAH , IT LED TO SOMETHING BUT IT DIDNT WORK OUT CUZ HE SEEMS TO DO THAT WITH EVERYONE

Were you single at the time? YUH
What are your ticklish areas? NO COMMENT
What do you most like about making out? THE CLOSENESS
Are you a virgin? NO

If not, would you consider your first time to have been a good one? NO
How old were you when you lost your virginity?

Have you ever had sex with someone you loved? YES WELL I THOUGHT I DID I DONT KNOW WHAT LOVE IS ANYMORE
Have you ever turned down an offer for sex? YES
How much do you think sex changes a relationship? A LOT
On a scale from 1 to 10 [10 being the highest] how would you rate your sexual attractiveness? 8

On a scale from 1 to 10 [10 being highest]
How do you feel about casual sex? 1
Would you stay with a lover if the love stopped but the sex was still enjoyable? NO
Would you stay with a lover if the sex stopped/got boring but there was still love?
YES
Do you believe in love? I USED TO
Do you believe in love at first sight? I DUNNO

Has someone ever told you they loved you? YES

Have you ever told someone you loved them and meant it? YES

Have you ever told someone you loved them and not meant it? NO
Are you a monogamous person or do you believe in open-ended relationships? MONOGOMOUS
Have you ever been married? NO

How do you feel about marriage? SACRED AND IMORTANT
If you're currently not married, do you foresee yourself ever tying the knot? YES

Do you plan on having children someday? YES 3
Have you ever had your heart broken? YES AT THE MOMENT

Have you ever been dumped? NO

Have you ever dumped someone? YES

Have you ever mutually broken up with someone? NO

Has a romantic companion ever made you cry? YES AT THE MOMENT
Have you ever made a romantic companion cry? NOPE THE NEVER CARED ENOUGH TO CRY

Have you ever had an emotional pain so bad it made you sick or physically hurt?RT NOW

Have you ever been unfaithful? NO ITS WRONG

Have you ever been cheated on? YEAH THE STORY OF MTY LIFE

Have you ever learned an important lesson as a result of a break up? YEAH NOT TO BE PLAYED A FOOL

Have you ever gotten back together with someone after breaking up? YES

Did it work? NO

Do you believe there's hope for people after they get back together or do you think the same problems that caused the initial break up will resurface? IF THE PERSON CHANGES

Have you ever broken up with someone and remained friends afterward? NO NOT POSSIBLE

Have you ever broken up with someone and become bitter enemies? YES
If so, did you ever made amends? NOPE

Have you ever broken up with someone and lost touch? NOPE
Have you ever gotten back in touch with an old flame after a time of more than 3 months of no communication? YES

Were you afraid to do so?YES

Do you ever check up on old flames without actually contacting them? NO
If you've ever lost touch or went sour with someone you loved, how did it make you feel? ID IMAGINE IT FEELS HORRIBLE BUT IT DEPENDS ON THE SITUTATUON

Have you ever longed to get back together with someone? YES

Last night I cried tossed and turned, woke up with dry eyes.
My mind was racing, feet were pacing.
Lord help me please tell me what have I gotten into.
Ran my 3 miles to clear my mind, it always me out,
it's my therapy when I'm losing it which is usually.


I'm on a emotional rollercoaster.
Loving you aint nothing healthy.
Loving you was never good for me.
But I can't get off.


Yesterday I told myself I was gonna be okay.
Gonna start a new day be truly happy.
I was gonna take control of me.
But eventually reality hit me.
Mentally, physicaly, emotionally.
And I opened my eyes and realized
that I was still being taken for a constant ride


So tired of you making love to me, then disappearing so suddenly.
Up and down it goes.
And I'm so tired of you pacifying me
with promises you know that you'll never keep.
Round and round it goes.