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1. Dont tell me your different when you know your not.

2. Dont lie about your feelings no matter what they are.

3. Dont lead me on.

4. Dont make promises you cant keep.

5. Why even start talking to me when you will stop in a few weeks.

6. Dont tell me you will call then not or even better text me instead.

7. Dont tell people im just your friend when its more then that.

8. Dont tell me we will be together when you know we wont.

9. Dont pretend to be someone your not.

10. Dont tell me you wont hurt me when you know you will.

11. Dont take advantage of me when im drunk

12. Dont wine and dine me and have me meet your parents when you know u will fuck me over.

13. Why even show you care by being so gentle and caring or sensitive when its all just a game.

14. Dont call me when your drunk and want some ass.

15. Dont pretend you care about my friends and family when you just want to fuck.

16. Dont tell me im beautiful when you just want to get in my pants.

17. Dont leave clothes or any other things around on purpose when you plan on blowing me off.

18. Dont make me feel bad when ive had enough and let you know it.

19. If you really respected me and liked me you would be able to see what I really want not what you want me to want.

Im sitting here watching American Idols gives back and I suddenly feel so selfish and self righteous. The problems people have around the world, the poverty the struggles is just so so sad , how can something like this be happening in 2007 , some people have more money then god himself and yet some people in this world cant even afford housing or medications when its most critical .. as I know look around my apartment , all the things Ive always thought "i needed" just make me cry .The showed a clip of a town in Kentucky ,IN THE UNITED STATES , the greatest and wealthiest country in the world and yet there are kids there who cannot affford 1.50 a day for a school lunch. Its just amazing that all this could be happening and for most people in this world not to even have a clue about it or some who do and still continue to waste money on so caleld luxories.. Im so ashamed to say I have done the same....Its time for people to change and start caring about people, I dont think people can no longer just shut the door on a problem in such a critical situation,I cannot change the world but I can change myself, how much i could afford to give to others and I dont .Its time for a change in me;and too everyone that reads this remember one person can do so much for others, so it took me to see it for my own eyes ,whats it gonna take you?

See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you
See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you

Baby I don't know why ya treatin me so bad
You said you love me, no one above me
And I was all you had
And though my heart is eating for ya
I can't stop crying
I don't know how
I allow you to treat me this way and still i stay

See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you
See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you

Baby I don't know why ya wanna do me wrong
See when I'm home, I'm all alone
And you are always gone
And boy, you kno I really love you
I can't deny
I can't see how you could bring me to so many tears
after all these years

See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you
See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you
Oohhhhh
I trusted you, I trusted you
So sad, so sad
what love will make you do
all the things that we accept
be the things that we regret
too all of my ladies (ladies) feel me
c'mon sing wit me
See, when I get the strength to leave
You always tell me that you need me
And I'm weak cause I believe you
And I'm mad because I love you
So I stop and think that maybe
You can learn to appreciate me
Then it all remains the same that
You ain't never gonna change
(never gonna change, never gonna change)
See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you
See my days are cold without you
Butm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you

Baby why you hurt me leave me and desert me
Boy I gave you all my heart
And all you do is tear it up
Looking out my window
Knowing that I should go
Even when I pack my bags
This something always hold me back

And you
Can bring me to my knees
Yeah

All this time
That I could make you breathe
Yeah

All the times
That I felt insecure
Yeah

And I leave
A burning path of flame

(Chorus)
IÂ’m on the outside
IÂ’m looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
Cause inside youÂ’re ugly
YouÂ’re Ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

All this time
That I felt like this wonÂ’t add
Once for you

And I taste
What I could never have
ItÂ’s from you

All those times
That I tried
My intentions
Full of pride
And I waist
More time than anyone

IÂ’m on the outside
IÂ’m looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
Cause inside youÂ’re ugly
YouÂ’re ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

All the times
That IÂ’ve cried
All thatÂ’s wasted
ItÂ’s all inside

And I feel
All this pain
Stuffed it down
ItÂ’s back again

And I lie
Here in bed
All alone
I canÂ’t mend

And I feel
Tomorrow will be okay
But I know

That IÂ’m on the outside
IÂ’m looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
Cause inside youÂ’re ugly
YouÂ’re ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

1. When I'm drunk, I become?

HYPER, LOUD, very sexual...LOL

2. When drunk, do you talk about religion or deep, meaningful thoughts?

it depends who's around me

3. Do you cry when you're drunk?

i im depressed

4. Do you get angry when your drunk?

Yeah, i was told i have anger problems

5. Do you vomit?

i have lol

6. After 7 beers you are:

umm dont drink beer....after 7 glasses of wine i am incompacitated

7. After 1 shot of 151 you are:

I'm ready for second

8. Tequila does what to you?

too much too me... patron ..ay .. memories memories

9. Whiskey makes you?

Get fuck up

10. Who do you drink with?

Shit with everybody

11. Vodka makes you?

even more cocky

12. Do you smoke when you drink?
yessir

13. On the rocks or straight up?

Come on; real bitches drink straight up

14. Do you pass out?

lol if id have enough

15. Do you drink girly drinks?

um if u count wine

16. Do you drink alone?

SOMETIMES

17. Worst drink you have ever had?

Can't re-call

18. Do you play drinking games?

Hell yeah Spades

19. Drunk phone calls to people?

if I call, it's because I wanted to call... at the time ..as to whati say in the phone calls is a completly different story

20. Drink and drive?

not really

21. What is your favorite beer?

Are we back to beer, infact no more question about Beer

22. What is your favorite mixed drink?

NUTCRACKER "A.K.A. hood drink"!! lol or white wine

23. What is your favorite shot?

PATRON OR HENNY

24. What will you NOT drink?

umm...nothing if im drunk enuff

25. Are you a lightweight when it comes to drinking?

I am a functional alcoholic

26. Do you like the drinks with the little umbrellas?

You know what, I'm going ignore this question

27. Do you drink liquor straight?

No fucking doubt

28. Do you ever drink out of the bottle?

I am hood..

29. Are you drunk right now?

Oh shit, .. well no not yet

30. Do you consume more than 2 alcoholic beverages a day?

yes

31. Do you drink a lot of wine?

yessir

32. Have you ever thrown up from drinking?

sometime

33. Do you feel horny when you drink?

yeah ,...

34. Ever done a keg stand?

lol yeah

35. Name someone that will repost this drinking survey?
dunno

36. Ever been streaking while drinking?

lol haha does skinny dippin count
38. Ever hooked up w/ more than 1 person in a night because of alcohol?

no way

39. Ever woken up & said "dude where's my car?"

lol!!!!!!!!!!im a say no comment to that

40. Ever carried someone up & down the same flight of stairs due to their drunkenness?

carried up the stairs lol ..

41. Have you ever taken the shirt off your back to clean up a friend's puke?

Fuck no

42. Puked in a friend's car?

hell no

43. Puked in a friend's house?

Yeah, in the bathroom and went to sleep on the floor

44. Puked on a friend?

never

45. Puked and swallowed?

lol fuck no

46. Do you remember most things you did the morning after drunkiness?

of course..

Subject a new twist to surveyism...... lol
Body: This is funny. YOU fill in the blanks about ME ... even if you don't have any idea, and send it back to ME (via reply). But first post a blank one out to all your friends so they can return the favor to you. Be honest and make sure you repost it blank in your own bulletin so I can do it for you!


My name:

Summarize me in three words:

Where did we meet:

Take a stab at my middle name:

How long have you known me:

When is the last time that we saw each other:

Do I drink:

Do I smoke:

Am I happy:

Am I a good person:

What was your first impression of upon meeting me/seeing me:

What's one of my favorite things to do:

Am I funny:

How do you make me smile:

What's my favorite type of music:

Have you ever seen me cry:

Can I sing?:

What is the best feature about me:

Am I shy or outgoing:

Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:
.
Do I have any special talents:

Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what):

I'm hot? Am I not?

Have you ever hugged me:

Kissed me?:

What is my favorite food:

Have you ever had a crush on me:

Am I dating anyone:

If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be:

What's your favorite memory of me:

What is my worst habit:

Have you ever had a dream about me? If so, what?:

If you and I were stranded on a desert island, what is the one thing I would bring?

Are we friends:

Do I believe in God?

Am I family oriented?

Who is my best friend?

Will you repost this so I can do it?

well i found my cat ,.... and after 140 euros and and hour taxi ride ...shes home...i just hope shes not pregnant =x

NAme???? cristina
How old r u????? 22
where r u ?????? my house
where did u come from????/ my mother
fav.color????? pink
fav.style??? me
fav.type of music??? hiphop
favorite singer???? mary
fav.song??? too many
your bff???? lauren
your brothers name???? umm dont got one
your sisters name???? mia
your cats name ???? oreo and tequila
your dogs name???? mr bubush
ever been on stage???? yeah
do u sing ??? yeah
do u have a crush????? dunno
do u like chad michel murry???? ummmm wtf
fav.show a few of them
last song u heard????? bounce
whats your fav.thing to do???? i dont have fav things
do ulike to dance??? yeah
i like to dance!!!!isnt that nice???
do ulike disco balls???? umm i guess
dou like flashlights???? no
r u sad???? no im pissed
your almost done!!!arnt u excited?
do clowns scare u???? no
whats your fav drink????? wine spritzer
k your done.do u think this quiz was wicked awlsome???? no it sucked ass

Where are you right now? home
Are you bored? yes
What day is today? monday
Are you happy? no
Do you have a lot of friends? not anymore
Are you close with them?
Who do you tell everything to ? lauren
Is that person your best friend?yes
Does your best friend call you their best friend? yes
Does your best friend have other best friends? nope
Do you ever fight with your best friend?yes we do
Does your best friend know everything about you? yes she does
Do you know everything about your best friend? yes
Are your friends jealous of your best friend? dunno dont care
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? i have .. i dunno ..what the fuck i have ..i have a boyf when its convient for him
Do you have sex with that person? npe
Are you close with your boyfriend/girlfriend? i dunno ..
Do you want kids? yes
Do you miss being a kid?yes
Who was the last person to call you? my mom
Who was the last person to text you? paula
Who was the last person to comment on your galleria page? j
Do you have facebook? no
Who was the last person to write on your facebook wall? dont have i t

Which do you like better facebook or myspace? myspace
Have you ever cheated? nope and i never will
Have you ever been cheated on? yeah ...
Would you ever cheat? i said no
Do you have any tattoos?yeah
Do you have any piercings? yeah
Do you have any regrets? yeah .. more and more as the days go on
What are you wearing?nothing
Do you have plans for the weekend? nope
will you be with your friends this weekend? probably not
When was the last time you were drunk rt now
Do you ever lie? nope
Do you enjoy sex? yeah
How often do you have sex? hah... i never have sex anymore
What was the last movie you watched? 25th hour
Who was the last person to email you? frankies mom
Is that person a close friend? soemthing like that
Would that person do anything to hurt you?dunno proabbaly
Does that person know a lot about you? yeah
Who was the last person you talked to? j
What did you say ? i yelled not said ... bout things being unfair and fucked up
Do you wish you were somewhere else? yeah
Are you a nice person? i dunno anymore apparently not
Do people like you? i guess. dont care..
Do you have friends from out of state? yes
Where do they live? ny and texas and florida
Do you have friends from out of the country? yeeah
Have you ever been out of the country? and if yes where? yeah
Where would you like to go? to the moon
What song are you listening to? pokka
Are you getting bored of this survey? a little
Are you close with your parents? yes
What's your favorite thing to eat ? nothing in finland
Whats the thing that you hate the most to eat?dunno
Do you think anyone will do this survey? nope
Do you think 60 questions is too many to answer? nope

Yhtä toivon enemmän kuin muuta.
Paljon sen vuoksi antaisin,
Että tuntisit oikeesti
Miten paljon sä haavoitit.
Ja miten kerran toisensa,
Jälkeen se kaikki uudestaan nöyryytti.
Älä väitä ettei sulla ole muka muistoo.
Vai pidätkö sä mua tyhmänä,
Jolla ei ole väliä?
Itsetäänselvyytenä, lastenpalapelinä?

Pokkaa sul on ainakin, se on käynyt selväksi.
Liikaa oot sen varjolla,
Jo varastanut anteeksi.
Mistä sait sen käsityksen,
Että noin voi tehdä toisille.
Mut se mun täytyy kyllä myöntää,
Sul on pokkaa ainakin.

Mä en tahtois kantaa turhaa kuormaa.
Varsinkaan kun se mitään muuta ei.
Mut tekisitkö sä uudestaan saman,
Jos saisit valita?
Onko sussa jäljellä,
Palaakaan inhimillisyydestä?


Joo mä tiedän mitä tunnen,
Mut sitä koskaan ääneen sano en.
Mä pelkään että joskus peilistä
Katsoo sun kaltainen.
Mä en suutu enkä raivoo, enkä huuda,
Siihen suostu enää en.
Yksi ainut katse jota et ymmärrä kuitenkaan,

Kertoo enemmän kuin kaikki sanat yhteensä.
Sitä mitä tapahtuu syvällä mun sisällä
Ja sitä mikä odottaa vielä sitä hetkeä,
Kun on vapaa kaikesta mitä kannan mukana.
Tiedän kuka sinä oot, mut onko sulla hajua,
Sitä mihin oon päässyt ilman apua?
Oikeastaan minun pitäisi kai kiittää sinua,
Avasit mun silmät, en usko enää satuja.