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Keep pushing me down
Keep saying we're bound
That you're wrapped around cause all
the things I do
Well it's over now
And it's much better how
You're not staying around to see
the things I do
Why do I apologize
Why do you make me despise
All the things that I do
I'm pushin' me away from you
You keep on coming back to me
Do I stay right here or should I breathe
You're saying that I'm playing games
These things I do
Your little games are so insane
You always put me down this way
Quit changing me to fit your needs
I'm my own identity
I know I'm not alone in this
I'll move on you won't exist
I won't ever let you see
These things I do
You say that I am trying to fill
That empty spot with others still
That spot I never knew was there
It was a figment of your despair
Now it was clear I thought you knew
That I'm over through and done with you
You think you have me on a string
You're wishing that in all your dreams
But the problem isn't that you see
You can't seem to get over me

"Your host family will be Mr. and Mrs. Asamoah and their 2 teenage children. They have good experience in hosting volunteers for the past 2 years and you will enjoy staying with them. You will occupy some of the extra rooms at their house at C249/14 Nii Bonnie Crescent, Dzorwulu, Accra, Ghana. Dzorwulu is a calm, clean, beautiful and peaceful community just 5 miles from Accra-Central. "



i got a letter from my host family in africa today :)Dzorwulu, Accra, Ghana my home for 3 weeks :) im gonna working at an hiv/aids orphanage. kinda nervous...=)

Why do we constantly think about everything?.. Become so perplexed by life in general that we dont undertand whats going on.. And why does love become so oblivious by like or infatuation?? Why is it so imperative to know who, what, when, where, why, and how come?? Can't anything be simple?? Why does the mind think of millions of things in one second? Why would someone u love and you care about elude you?? Maybe they dont really care or love you in the same way. Maybe people are misunderstood. People who are misunderstood are taken to be manipulative, mean, rude, unemotional, and unapreciative. Some people are not sympathetic or empathetic so they are always thought of to be the uncaring type. What if your not good at reacting to crytical circumstances where advice needs to be given? What if you love and appreciate everyone in your life that has helped you but are not sure how to show it? If you love someone, tell them.. If you need someone.. tell them.. If you care about someone, let them know. Not everyone is the same, some people hide their emotions and feelings and dont like to talk about it. Some people are opposite and can sit there and go on and on and on... No one can help how someone feels about them, they have to take what they can get and cherish it. Or they can let it go. But how can you let something go, that your unsure of? People need to talk more, to understand eachother more. In any type of relationship. Whether its friends or lovers. Everyone needs to know. Skeptical situations are when people are caught up in secrets and lies. Be honest, most people know when they are living a lie. They know when they are hurting someone,yet they do nothing to changeit. If your wrong, stick it out and say it. No one is perfect. No one will ever be perfect,but it doesnt hurt to try

1. Dont tell me your different when you know your not.

2. Dont lie about your feelings no matter what they are.

3. Dont lead me on.

4. Dont make promises you cant keep.

5. Why even start talking to me when you will stop in a few weeks.

6. Dont tell me you will call then not or even better text me instead.

7. Dont tell people im just your friend when its more then that.

8. Dont tell me we will be together when you know we wont.

9. Dont pretend to be someone your not.

10. Dont tell me you wont hurt me when you know you will.

11. Dont take advantage of me when im drunk

12. Dont wine and dine me and have me meet your parents when you know u will fuck me over.

13. Why even show you care by being so gentle and caring or sensitive when its all just a game.

14. Dont call me when your drunk and want some ass.

15. Dont pretend you care about my friends and family when you just want to fuck.

16. Dont tell me im beautiful when you just want to get in my pants.

17. Dont leave clothes or any other things around on purpose when you plan on blowing me off.

18. Dont make me feel bad when ive had enough and let you know it.

19. If you really respected me and liked me you would be able to see what I really want not what you want me to want.

Im sitting here watching American Idols gives back and I suddenly feel so selfish and self righteous. The problems people have around the world, the poverty the struggles is just so so sad , how can something like this be happening in 2007 , some people have more money then god himself and yet some people in this world cant even afford housing or medications when its most critical .. as I know look around my apartment , all the things Ive always thought "i needed" just make me cry .The showed a clip of a town in Kentucky ,IN THE UNITED STATES , the greatest and wealthiest country in the world and yet there are kids there who cannot affford 1.50 a day for a school lunch. Its just amazing that all this could be happening and for most people in this world not to even have a clue about it or some who do and still continue to waste money on so caleld luxories.. Im so ashamed to say I have done the same....Its time for people to change and start caring about people, I dont think people can no longer just shut the door on a problem in such a critical situation,I cannot change the world but I can change myself, how much i could afford to give to others and I dont .Its time for a change in me;and too everyone that reads this remember one person can do so much for others, so it took me to see it for my own eyes ,whats it gonna take you?

See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you
See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you

Baby I don't know why ya treatin me so bad
You said you love me, no one above me
And I was all you had
And though my heart is eating for ya
I can't stop crying
I don't know how
I allow you to treat me this way and still i stay

See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you
See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you

Baby I don't know why ya wanna do me wrong
See when I'm home, I'm all alone
And you are always gone
And boy, you kno I really love you
I can't deny
I can't see how you could bring me to so many tears
after all these years

See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you
See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you
Oohhhhh
I trusted you, I trusted you
So sad, so sad
what love will make you do
all the things that we accept
be the things that we regret
too all of my ladies (ladies) feel me
c'mon sing wit me
See, when I get the strength to leave
You always tell me that you need me
And I'm weak cause I believe you
And I'm mad because I love you
So I stop and think that maybe
You can learn to appreciate me
Then it all remains the same that
You ain't never gonna change
(never gonna change, never gonna change)
See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you
See my days are cold without you
Butm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you

Baby why you hurt me leave me and desert me
Boy I gave you all my heart
And all you do is tear it up
Looking out my window
Knowing that I should go
Even when I pack my bags
This something always hold me back

And you
Can bring me to my knees
Yeah

All this time
That I could make you breathe
Yeah

All the times
That I felt insecure
Yeah

And I leave
A burning path of flame

(Chorus)
IÂ’m on the outside
IÂ’m looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
Cause inside youÂ’re ugly
YouÂ’re Ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

All this time
That I felt like this wonÂ’t add
Once for you

And I taste
What I could never have
ItÂ’s from you

All those times
That I tried
My intentions
Full of pride
And I waist
More time than anyone

IÂ’m on the outside
IÂ’m looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
Cause inside youÂ’re ugly
YouÂ’re ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

All the times
That IÂ’ve cried
All thatÂ’s wasted
ItÂ’s all inside

And I feel
All this pain
Stuffed it down
ItÂ’s back again

And I lie
Here in bed
All alone
I canÂ’t mend

And I feel
Tomorrow will be okay
But I know

That IÂ’m on the outside
IÂ’m looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
Cause inside youÂ’re ugly
YouÂ’re ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

1. When I'm drunk, I become?

HYPER, LOUD, very sexual...LOL

2. When drunk, do you talk about religion or deep, meaningful thoughts?

it depends who's around me

3. Do you cry when you're drunk?

i im depressed

4. Do you get angry when your drunk?

Yeah, i was told i have anger problems

5. Do you vomit?

i have lol

6. After 7 beers you are:

umm dont drink beer....after 7 glasses of wine i am incompacitated

7. After 1 shot of 151 you are:

I'm ready for second

8. Tequila does what to you?

too much too me... patron ..ay .. memories memories

9. Whiskey makes you?

Get fuck up

10. Who do you drink with?

Shit with everybody

11. Vodka makes you?

even more cocky

12. Do you smoke when you drink?
yessir

13. On the rocks or straight up?

Come on; real bitches drink straight up

14. Do you pass out?

lol if id have enough

15. Do you drink girly drinks?

um if u count wine

16. Do you drink alone?

SOMETIMES

17. Worst drink you have ever had?

Can't re-call

18. Do you play drinking games?

Hell yeah Spades

19. Drunk phone calls to people?

if I call, it's because I wanted to call... at the time ..as to whati say in the phone calls is a completly different story

20. Drink and drive?

not really

21. What is your favorite beer?

Are we back to beer, infact no more question about Beer

22. What is your favorite mixed drink?

NUTCRACKER "A.K.A. hood drink"!! lol or white wine

23. What is your favorite shot?

PATRON OR HENNY

24. What will you NOT drink?

umm...nothing if im drunk enuff

25. Are you a lightweight when it comes to drinking?

I am a functional alcoholic

26. Do you like the drinks with the little umbrellas?

You know what, I'm going ignore this question

27. Do you drink liquor straight?

No fucking doubt

28. Do you ever drink out of the bottle?

I am hood..

29. Are you drunk right now?

Oh shit, .. well no not yet

30. Do you consume more than 2 alcoholic beverages a day?

yes

31. Do you drink a lot of wine?

yessir

32. Have you ever thrown up from drinking?

sometime

33. Do you feel horny when you drink?

yeah ,...

34. Ever done a keg stand?

lol yeah

35. Name someone that will repost this drinking survey?
dunno

36. Ever been streaking while drinking?

lol haha does skinny dippin count
38. Ever hooked up w/ more than 1 person in a night because of alcohol?

no way

39. Ever woken up & said "dude where's my car?"

lol!!!!!!!!!!im a say no comment to that

40. Ever carried someone up & down the same flight of stairs due to their drunkenness?

carried up the stairs lol ..

41. Have you ever taken the shirt off your back to clean up a friend's puke?

Fuck no

42. Puked in a friend's car?

hell no

43. Puked in a friend's house?

Yeah, in the bathroom and went to sleep on the floor

44. Puked on a friend?

never

45. Puked and swallowed?

lol fuck no

46. Do you remember most things you did the morning after drunkiness?

of course..

Subject a new twist to surveyism...... lol
Body: This is funny. YOU fill in the blanks about ME ... even if you don't have any idea, and send it back to ME (via reply). But first post a blank one out to all your friends so they can return the favor to you. Be honest and make sure you repost it blank in your own bulletin so I can do it for you!


My name:

Summarize me in three words:

Where did we meet:

Take a stab at my middle name:

How long have you known me:

When is the last time that we saw each other:

Do I drink:

Do I smoke:

Am I happy:

Am I a good person:

What was your first impression of upon meeting me/seeing me:

What's one of my favorite things to do:

Am I funny:

How do you make me smile:

What's my favorite type of music:

Have you ever seen me cry:

Can I sing?:

What is the best feature about me:

Am I shy or outgoing:

Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:
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Do I have any special talents:

Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what):

I'm hot? Am I not?

Have you ever hugged me:

Kissed me?:

What is my favorite food:

Have you ever had a crush on me:

Am I dating anyone:

If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be:

What's your favorite memory of me:

What is my worst habit:

Have you ever had a dream about me? If so, what?:

If you and I were stranded on a desert island, what is the one thing I would bring?

Are we friends:

Do I believe in God?

Am I family oriented?

Who is my best friend?

Will you repost this so I can do it?

well i found my cat ,.... and after 140 euros and and hour taxi ride ...shes home...i just hope shes not pregnant =x