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"En mä oo donitsi!"
"Ei se haittaa.. :3"

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"Miks sä haluut ostaa mulle joululahjan?!"
"Noku sillo ku Mia anto sulle lahjan sä näytit niin innostuneelta ja iloselta"

Tänään se osti mulle jäätelön spice ice:stä koskarissa :3


viimeks olo oli niin ahdistunu.. nyt ahdistaa mutta ainoastaan rakkaudesta<3

niin ahdistunut.. niin tuskallinen...

juu.. liian moneen ihastunut samaan aikaan.. eikä asiaa helpota että kyseiset henkilöt pitää musta kans.. no tän hetkinen tilanne kelpaa mulle siihen asti kunnes se tajuu kuinka kamala oon ja lopettaa meiän väliset jutut.. jeejee..

the day i hate the most is coming.. everyone tells me to get over it and go on with my life but i just am not that kind of person. i feel that i won't get over it until my menthal problems are solved.. i just would prefer not to celebrate my birthday at all.... my friends understand what is so wrong about that day and it's not the birth part as some may think.. it's about something what happened exactly two years ago from that day.. i even remember the time...... just be kind and do not congratulate me on that day..

juupajuu.. tuli vähän valvottuu eilen ja enpä päässykkää ylös kahdeksan aamuna >.< mutta Hellboy 2 on hyvä leffa jota suosittelen lämpimästi ;) joo eli just heräsin ja en jaksa kouluunkaan lähtee joten mitä tekisin?

Piano --> Nagareboshi

im so pissed of! my mind's just so restless and confused.. maybe i should take few weeks of no school at all like my psychiatrist suggested.. though i think it wouldn't help..

guys should't hit girls right? then why did you? i know you can't stand me and my stubborness but did you really have to? i guess you didn't mean to hit so hard but now i'm afraid of you.. was it worth it? yeah i know you said sorry but that doesn't stop me thinking what have i done to deserve this. and you know what's the worst part at this? you made me think all the years my so called friends violated me.. sorry for being over sensitive but maybe now you stop slapping and kicking me..

Why is everything so complicated? Why there can't be one guy/girl at a time! Take a number and stay in the fucking line! I'm too messed up already.

You had you're chance so don't think I'd forgive the heartaches you cost.

Doctor's can put their fingers wherever they want : )

Shit my mind's a mess.

I must see my old friend soon. We haven't seen each other like over four years!!!

Maaan... I have to go in a blood test next mind. I fucking hate needles!

Oh! Did everyone already see my new piercing? Industrials are so cool :)

I want you on me now so get your ass here!!!

No one understood and neither did I so we're cool. Let's all go watch strawberry pancakes!!!!

If You're Not the One by Daniel Bedingfield

If youre not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If youre not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
Well make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I dont want to run away but I cant take it, I dont understand
If Im not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I dont need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I dont need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If youre not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If youre not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I dont know why youre so far away
But I know that this much is true
Well make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in youre the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I dont want to run away but I cant take it, I dont understand
If Im not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
cause I love you, whether its wrong or right
And though I cant be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I dont want to run away but I cant take it, I dont understand
If Im not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?