IRC-Galleria

Days go by and sometimes they all seem just alike. There are good days and then there are those I'd be more than willing to forget. I've done my fair share of drinking and I've met a whole lot of people, yet I'm always disappointed in the end. I wake up in the morning expecting something different to happen, but it never does. I'm caught in an endless circle of passing time that goes by too slowly.

These are the thoughts that come to me in evenings like these. I hear people chattering outside and there's a damp feeling in the air that comes through my window. Nights are getting ever colder and the summer's coming to an end. Most of my friends have retreated to their homes, none goes out in the park during daytime since the sun is no longer shining as warm as it was before.

I find myself going back to those good moments I had during the last few months, even though there are very few. Yet it's those few that bring a smile to my face every time and remind me that there's meaning to this living. Perhaps one needs phases like this, to take time for oneself and truly look forward to the future - Without looking back.