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roadtrippin through the desert to get to nowhere

readingSTARFIGHTERandLUVIN'itMaanantai 05.04.2010 05:19

http://www.starfightercomic.com/index.html

mmm<3


(c) Hamlet Machine

ur my BITCH now

And I'm likin' u already



AND NOW I WANT MOARRRR

[Ei aihetta]Maanantai 05.04.2010 03:58

[Ei aihetta]Maanantai 05.04.2010 03:50

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I...
Got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window...
And I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be gray,
But your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
It's not so bad...

Dear Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callin
I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom
I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em
There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin
Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em
But anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter?
My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father
If I have a daughter, guess what I'm a call her?
I'm a name her Bonnie
I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry
I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him
I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan
I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam
I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat
Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back,
Just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan
This is Stan

Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance
I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans
If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert
You didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
That's my little brother man, he's only six years old
We waited in the blistering cold for you,
Four hours and you just said, "No."
That's pretty shitty man - you're like his fuckin idol
He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do
I ain't that mad though, I just don't like bein lied to
Remember when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you
You would write back - see I'm just like you in a way
I never knew my father neither;
He used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
I can relate to what you're saying in your songs
So when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on
Cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed
I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it
My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7
But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one does
She don't know what it was like for people like us growin up
You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
Sincerely yours, Stan - P.S.
We should be together too


Dear Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans,
This'll be the last package I ever send your ass
It's been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it?
I know you got my last two letters;
I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect
So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it
I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway
Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive?
You know the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night"
About that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning
But didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him?
That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning
Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy
And all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call
I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall
I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it
You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it
I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me
See Slim; Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk!
Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin in the trunk
But I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you
Cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too
Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now
Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send this shit out?



Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy
You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?
Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that
And here's an autograph for your brother,
I wrote it on the Starter cap
I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you
Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you
But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too?
I say that shit just clownin dogg,
C'mon - how fucked up is you?
You got some issues Stan, I think you need some counseling
To help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some
And what's this shit about us meant to be together?
That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other
I really think you and your girlfriend need each other
Or maybe you just need to treat her better
I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time
Before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fine
If you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan
Why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan
I just don't want you to do some crazy shit
I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
And had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid
And in the car they found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to
Come to think about, his name was... it was you
Damn!

[Ei aihetta]Maanantai 05.04.2010 02:28

ihmettelen täällä itsekseni että mistä tämä ääretön turhautumisen ja ärsyyntymisen aalto oikein pulppuaa?

Kuin olisin kyllästynyt (ei, huono sanavalinta, turhautunut olisi parempi) melkein kaikkeen tällä hetkellä.

Kuten jo sanoinkin, olis kivaa olla tunnoton ja turta nyt.

[Ei aihetta]Sunnuntai 04.04.2010 21:08

"”Minä olen Jonathan”

Joulukuun 15. vuonna 1992. Poika syntyi koko ajan kiihtyvästi kasvavan laman kourissa vellovaan, synkkään Suomeen. Sinä päivänä lunta satoi niin että taivas pimeni, maan pinta katosi valkeiden lumimassojen alle. Aurinko ei pilkahtanutkaan raskaiden pilvien välistä, ja pojan syntyessä pimeys oli jo imaissut maan syövereihinsä. Tuo lumi suli seuraavana päivänä, kadut tulvivat märästä, kaiken kastelevasta, jääkylmästä loskasta, mutta yhä vain taivas pysyi harmaana ja repeilemättömänä, kuten se pysyikin koko loppuvuoden.
Pojan isä oli työttömäksi jäänyt lentokapteeni, joka hukutti suruaan ja häpeäänsä kovasta kohtalostaan juomalla. Mies oli komea, pitkä ja hoikka. Lopulta alkoholi pöhötti hänetkin, ja nuori isä muuttui komistuksesta hirviöksi, punoittavaksi ja lurppasilmäiseksi. Herttainen mies katosi aggressiivisen kuoren alle. Äiti oli entinen lentoemäntä, mutta myös työttömäksi jäätyään alkoi pikku hiljaa jojoilla painonsa kanssa. Joskus äiti oli kuin valas, kuten poika häntä joskus myöhemmin kuvaili, joskus pelkkä luuviulu. Äiti oli herkkä ja taipui miehensä tahtoon turhankin usein. Myötäilystä huolimatta äiti peitteli mustelmia ja naarmujaan vaatteiden ja meikin alle. Poika, joka syntyi väärään paikkaan, tai jos ei väärään paikkaan niin ainakin väärään aikaan, oli nimeltään Joonas. Joonas sai myös oman osuutensa väkivallasta ja henkisestä musertamisesta.
Hänen vanhempansa olivat olleet onnellinen pariskunta, ja innoissaan raskaudesta. Työnsä menetettyään he kuitenkin joutuivat rappiolle. Pojan äiti olisi halunnut tehdä abortin, isä suorastaan painosti siihen, mutta oli jo liian myöhäistä; raskaus oli edennyt jo neljännelle kuukaudelle. Joka ikinen päivä, lapsen kasvaessa äidin kohdussa, hän salaa toivoi lapsen kuolevan, tukehtuvan napanuoraansa, koska koki, ettei pystyisi kasvattamaan tätä rahattomassa perheessä.
Poika kuitenkin syntyi, ja rahankäyttöä alettiin tarkkailla vielä enemmän. Varsinkaan isän juominen ja äidin syöminen ei tilannetta paljoa auttanut, ja Joonas pysyi laihana, melkein riutuneena poikana. Isän joka viikonloppuinen juominen jätti jälkensä pojan iholle, mutta kaikki olettivat ruhjeiden olevan vain 4-vuotiaan pojan rajuista leikeistä peräisin. Kummallista tässä oli, ettei Joonas koskaan leikkinyt muiden lasten kanssa. Ei edes aivan pienenä. Siltikin oletukset jatkuivat elämistään ja perhe sai rauhassa murtua palasiksi.
Tuli päivä, kun Joonas täytti 6 vuotta. Hän oli samana päivänä aloittanut koulun, ala-asteen. Toisin kuin muut lapset, hän ei ollut innostunut koulun aloittamisesta. Hän halusi vain pysyä kotona, suojella äitiä isän rystysiltä..."

ÖRR i'll manage
I wasn't jealous before we met
Now every woman I see is a potential threat
And I'm possessive, it isn't nice
You've heard me saying that smoking was my only vice
But now it isn't true
Now everything is new
And all I've learned has overturned
I beg of you...
Don't go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me
It was like shooting a sitting duck
A little small-talk, a smile and baby I was stuck
I still don't know what you've done with me
A grown-up woman should never fall so easily
I feel a kind of fear
When I don't have you near
Unsatisfied, I skip my pride
I beg you dear
Don't go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me
Don't go sharing your devotion
Lay all your love on me
I've had a few little love affairs
They didn't last very long and they've been pretty scarce
I used to think that was sensible
It makes the truth even more incomprehensible
'Cause everything is new
And everything is you
And all I've learned has overturned
What can I do
Don't go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me
Don't go sharing your devotion
Lay all your love on me
Don't go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me
Don't go sharing your devotion
Lay all your love on me

gallupSunnuntai 04.04.2010 03:34

jos sun täytyisi tehdä valinta näiden kahden seuraavan väliltä, kumman ottaisit? + perustelut


a) sulle rakas ihminen tapettais.


b) se sama ihminen raiskattais / pahoinpideltäis niin että sille jäis kauheet henkiset + fyysiset vammat koko loppuiäks, mut jäis henkiin

Point pointSunnuntai 04.04.2010 02:49

Обичам те
ma armastan sind
I love you
te amo
mi amas vin
ti amo
Σ' αγαπώ
Es mīlu tevi
Tave myliu
jeg elsker deg
Minä rakastan sinua
Eu te amo
kocham cię
je t'aime
jag älskar dig
Ich liebe Dich
jeg elsker dig
miluju tě
seni seviyorum
szeretlek
Я люблю тебя
Ik hou van je
愛してる

Did you get my point through?

i fucking hate internetLauantai 03.04.2010 02:54

i do i do

laauraa myötäillenLauantai 03.04.2010 00:50

emma on munaton homopoika. emma on heikkopäinen rinssi. emma on oudonhajuinen himovemputtaja. emma on rasistinen pieru.