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I guess I'm just tired.

Tired of being bitched about behnd my back.
Tired of being laughed at.
Tired of being made fun of.
Tired of feeling ugly.
Tired of being ignored.
Tired of feeling unloved.
Tired of no one caring.
Tired of pretending to be happy when all I want to do it cry.

If you ask me what's wrong,
I'll say I'm just fine.
If you insist that somethings wrong,
I'll say everything's okay.
But the truth is that,
I'm not fine.
Everything's not okay.
I'm done with being laughed at.
I'm done with being picked on.
I'm done trying to be someone I'm not.
I'm done trying to change myself for people.
I like being me.
I like being different.

Yes, I'm socially awkward.
Yes, I'm afraid of being hurt.
Yes, I'm horribly insecure.
Yes, I'm different.
Yes, I'm not like most guys.
But, get over it.

Call me a whore.
Call me ugly.
Call me fat.
Say I'm useless.
Tell me I'm worthless.
I'm done caring about what everyone else thinks about me.

Let me be me.
Let me be the,
Socially awkard,
Weird,
Random,
Messed Up,
Lonely,
Hurt,
Outgoing,
Hard to Understand,
Different,
Loud,
Happy,
Smiley,
Funny,
Stupid,
Easily-Amused,
Strange
Guy,
That I am.

Don't judge me,
On what you see.
Judge me on who I am,
Not, on how I look.

Don't tell me I can't,
Because I'll turn around and say watch me.
Don't say I look different,
Than how you look.
Don't tell me that you don't like me,
Because I'm done caring.

From now on,
I'll just be me.
And then,
You can be you.



Deal?