IRC-Galleria

I've been trying to love myself for real.
I've been trying not to feel what I feel.
I've been trying to be a bit less mistaken.

It was real the feeling I had for you.
And you told me how you need me too.
Everyone kept saying it's not the real thing.

I've been wanting to die, just so you know.
Trying to show them all how I'm alone.
I've been hating my bedroom in the night.

I've seen heaven and hell with you.
I believed the lies you said were true.
I've been trying to grow, I've been holding on.
I've been trying to be strong.