IRC-Galleria

Why didn't I embrace/those days you spent with me/for now when I look back in time/it's too easy to see//while I lived my dream/I was seeking a fantasy/and here I lie all alone again/drown in memories//you're so far away from me//I live to love again/but it won't do you any good to see me/when I die a little more/and all the vanity/has vanished from my world/just to show me/how I die a little more//I'm bound to stumble/everytime I try to fly/can't get up, can't take a breath/I fall down, I cry//no light in the end/storm after the rain/only thing that I've got left/is the blood inside my veins

just think how wonderful life would be if..

The Sacrament is You...

something inside my head tells me to live.... something tells me to kill myself... try to understand...

i'm thinking about suicide..

ja sitä kun luulin ettei viikko enää paskemmaksi voisi mennä... koko ajan pahenee... sekunti sekunnilta...

ja kun luulin olevani uintireissua tärkeämpi..

pummikännit, kolmiolla varustetut särkylääkkeet ja antibiootit on takuuvarma yhdistelmä..

mikään, ei mikään ois voinu parantaa mun oloa niin paljon ku se, että naluukka sanoi olevansa todella ylpeä musta ku kestin sen hammasleikkauksen niin hyvin <3