Just trying find my way back home (back home)
But the old me's dead and gone,
Dead and Gone..
Every had one of them days wish you would have stayed home,
Run into a group of niggers who getting their hate on,
You walk by - they get wrong,
You reply then shit get blown
No more stress now I'm straight,
Now I get it now I take time to think before I make mistake just for my
family's sake,
That part of me left yesterday
The harder me is strong today,
No regrets I'm blessed to say the old me dead and gonna away.
I ain't never been scared I live through tragic,
Situations could been dead looking back at it,
Most of that shit didn't even have to happen,
But you think about it when you out there trapping,
In the apartments hanging, smoking and rapping
I won that fight I lost that war
Cause I hit you and you sue me,
I shoot you get locked up poor me.
I turn my head to the east I don't see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west, still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north swallow that pill that they call pride
That old me dead and gone but the new me will be alright