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Mama just killed a man
Put a gun against his head, pulled my trigger, now he's dead
Mama, life had just begun
But now I've gone and thrown it all away
Mama, ooh, didn't mean to make you cry
If I'm not back again this time tomorrow
Carry on, carry on as if nothing really matters

Too late, my time has come
Sends shivers down my spine, body's aching all the time
Goodbye, everybody, I've got to go
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth
Mama, ooh, I don't want to die
I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all..

Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me, for me, for me

So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye
So you think you can love me and leave me to die
Oh, baby, can't do this to me, baby
Just gotta get out, just gotta get right outta here

Nothing really matters, anyone can see
Nothing really matters
Nothing really matters to me

Any way the wind blows

Last christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Once bitten and twice shy, I keep my distance
But you still catch my eye
Tell me baby, do you recognize me?
Well, it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me

I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying I love you, I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now
I know you'd fool me again

A crowded room, friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you and your soul of ice
My God I thought you were someone to rely on
Me? I guess I was a shoulder to cry on

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A girl under cover but you tore me apart
Now I've found a real love
You'll never fool me again

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A girl under cover but you tore him apart
Maybe this year I'll give it to someone
I'll give it to someone special..

Please accept my apologies, wonder what would have been
Would you've been a little angel or an angel of sin?
Tom-boy running around, hanging with all the guys.
Or a little tough boy with beautiful brown eyes?

I payed for the murder before they determined the sex
Choosing our life over your life meant your death
And you never got'a chance to even open your eyes
Sometimes I wonder as a foetus if you faught for your life?

Would you have been a little genius in love with math?
Would you have played in your school clothes and made me mad?
Would you have been a little rapper like your papa da Piper?
Would you have made me quit smokin' by finding one of my lighters?

I wonder about your skintone and shape of your nose?
And the way you would have laughed and talked fast or slow?
Think about it every year, so I picked up a pen
Happy birthday, love you whoever you woulda been
Happy birthday...

what I thought was a dream (make a wish)
Was as real as it seemed (happy birthday)
What I thought was a dream (make a wish)
Was as real as it seemed

I made a mistake!

I've got a millon excuses to why you died
Bet the people got their own reasons for homicide
Who's to say it woulda worked, and who's to say it wouldn't have?
I was young and strugglin' but old enough to be your dad

The fear of being my father has never disappeared
Pondering frequently while I'm sippin' on my beer
My vision of a family was artificial and fake
So when it came time to create I made a mistake

Now you've got a little brother maybe he's really you?
Maybe you really forgave us knowin' we was confused?
Maybe everytime that he smiles it's you proudly knowin' that your father's doin' the right thing now?

I never tell a woman what to do with her body
But if she don't love children then we can't party
Think about it every year, so I picked up a pen
Happy birthday, love you whoever you woulda been
Happy birthday...

What I thought was a dream (make a wish)
Was as real as it seemed (happy birthday)
What I thought was a dream (yeah, make a wish)
Was as real as it seemed

I made a mistake!

And from the heavens to the womb to the heavens again
From the endin' to the endin', never got to begin
Maybe one day we could meet face to face?
In a place without time and space
Happy birthday...

From the heavens to the womb to the heavens again
From the endin' to the endin', never got to begin
Maybe one day we could meet face to face?
In a place without time and space

Happy birthday...

What I thought was a dream (make a wish)
Was as real as it seemed (happy birthday)
What I thought was a dream (make a wish)
Was as real as it seemed

I made a mistake...!



<3

She looked young but also wise
Something made me shiver
She was both dead and alive
And I could see the ravens fly

In the house of silence far from here
Distant voices coming out of the air
The house of silence sends our tears
Shadows dancing for a hundred years
And they cry

(Girl: Give me your love)

I saw her sleep but couldn't hear
What the girl was saying
And sadness filled the misty night

Then I tried to hold her back
While she was slowly fading
Bittersweet was her smile
And I could see the ravens fly

Distant voices coming out of the air
The house of silence sends our tears...

○Pussaisitko uudestaan viimeksi pussaamaasi ihmistä?- kyllä
○Ajattelet jotakuta, etkö niin?- kokoajan :ss
○Jos juot alkoholia, mitä haittaa luulet siitä sinulle olevan?- ois siit aika paljonki..
○Onko sinulla outoja tapoja tai fetissejä?- joo on toki. xDD harva tuntee kuiten ni hyvin. :oo
○Mitä suunnitelmia sinulla on huomiseksi?- lekuriin :s yh.
○Mitä lääkkeitä olet käyttänyt viimeisen vuoden aikana?- särkylääkkeitä?
○Ymmärrätkö miksi niin monet hehkuttavat Twilight-elokuvaa?- juuh
○Oletko tyytyväinen nykyiseen elämääsi? - en kokonaan. It's too scary right now..
○Onko söpöä, kun poika punastuu?- ihan sulosta<3
○keltä on kännykkäsi viides viesti?- enkyltiä.. oisko tuhtuh?
○Oletko tyytyväinen elämäntilanteeseesi?- en ://
○Onko parempi että tunnet henkilön jonka kanssa aloitat seurustelun?- onse. Tietää ainaki et toinen on tosissaan.
○Nukuitko viime yönä omassa sängyssä, jos et missä sitten?- pyörin unettomana patjalla lattialla.
○Oletko kyllästynyt IRC-Galleriaan?- no ulkoasu on tylsä.
○Montako paitaa sinulla on päälläsi nyt?- 1
○Ikkuna- vai käytäväpaikka?- ihan sama
○Kuka sai sinut viimeksi nauramaan ?- Entiä.
○Luuletko että kukaan jaksaa lukea vastauksiasi?- tuskin
○Mitä teit viime uutena vuotena?- jtn.
○Luotatko helposti ihmisiin?- en todellakaan.
○Kenelle puhuit viimeksi messengerissä? - joku random.
○Väsyttääkö?- liikaa ku ei saa nukkustua yhtään.. :<<
○Joulu vai Juhannus?- joulu.
○Oletko koskaan saanut 10 todistukseen? - jooh
○Kuinka pitkä koulu/työmatkasi on?- liikaa.
○Onko joku ihastunut sinuun?- entijä enkä välitä pahemmi xD
○Mitä ovat tämän illan suunnitelmat?- survive.
○Pyysikö sinua elämässäsi eniten satuttanut henkilö sinulta anteeksi?- ei.
○Onko joku jota et koskaan unohda?- on<3
○Onko sinulla ystävä jolle voit kertoa asioita ja olla varma että hän ei kerro eteenpäin?- on :)
○Oletko koskaan suudellut ketään jonka nimi alkaa M:llä? - mmhh, enkai? tylsä kirjain.
○Tuleeko tästä viikonlopusta hyvä ?- entiä.. koton varmaan yssin jumii.
○Missä olet kahden tunnin päästä ? - jaah.
○Vastakkaisen sukupuolen tärkein ulkonäöllinen seikka?- "naururypyt" :/<3 hymy.
○Oletko nyt ihastunut?- ehkä olen. ehkä en sittenkään ole.
○Haluisitko seurustella?- <3
○Kenen kanssa tekstailet useimmiten? - entiä.
○Tyypillisin tapasi viettää juhannusta?- hyvää seuraa ja ruokaa kait. Viimeks oman kullan kainalos ja porukoil käynti.
○Aiotko vielä aikuisenakin asua samalla paikkakunnalla kuin nyt?- entiiä.. riippuu ihan alkaako ahistaa kemin paska porukka.
○Kuka viimeksi soitti sinulle?- emt?
○Kuka viimeksi lähetti sinulle tekstiviestin? - niko?
○Millainen olet aamuisin?- väsyny.
○Suutelisitko henkilöä, jota viimeisimpänä ajattelit? - ehkä.
○Kenelle haluaisit antaa pusun?- <3
○Minkä takia nauroit viimeksi? - emt.
○Luonne vai ulkonäkö?- luonne, ehdottomasti<3

Jos saat yli 20, olet paatunut pissaliisa.

1. [x] olen 13-19 vuotias
2. [x] minulla on kuvia galleriassa
3. [x] ..ommailen kuviani kavereille huomioilla
4. [x] ..ja kirjoitan jokaiseen huomioon oman tekstin
5. [ ] galleriassa olen © alkuisissa yhteisössä
6. [/] meikkaan joka aamu
7. [x] ..käytän meikkivoidetta ja puuteria
8. [x] ..sekä poskipunaa tai aurinkopuuteria
9. [x] ..ja myös ripsiväriä
10.[/] käytän farkkuhameita ja farkkusotrseja sekä legginsejä
12. [ ] omistan lacoste kengät
13. [x] tai ballerinat
14. [ ] en kannata feikki-merkkikenkiä (kuten feikki-converseja)
15. [ ] poltan tupakkaa
16. [ ].. koulun välitunneilla
17. [ ] juon myös alkoholijuomia joka viikonloppu
18. [ ] ..ja vedän kännit joka kerta
19. [ ] omistan Paul Frank paitoja
20. [ ] ..tai Wescin paitoja
22. [x] käytän paidan päällä vyötä koristeena
23. [ ] pidän myös päässäni joskus ohutta narua eli leijapantaa
24. [x] käytän myös suuria aurinkolaseja
25. [ ] olen blondannut hiukseni
26. [ ] omistan vaaleanpunaiset pillifarkut
27. [x] omistan vähintään 3kpl mekkoja
28. [x] omistan ns. "tissivyön"
29. [x] omistan Lacosten kengät tai Adidaksen kengät
30. [x] kännykästäni voi kuunnella musiikkia
31. [x] kiroilen
32. [ ] vihaan vanhempiani
33. [x] minulla on paljon meikkejä
34. [ ] olen tehnyt tällä viikolla ainakin yhden fritsun
35. [x] laitan hiuksiani aamulla ennen kouluun lähtöä (eli laitat lakkaa, vahaa, ym)
36. [x] ONLY on hyvä kauppa
37. [x] minulla on otsatukka TAI sivujakaus
38. [x] omistan isot helmet
39. [ ] koulu on perseestä
40. [ ] Pinkki on ihq
16 >8)

Just, onhan nämä näppäriä :)) lmao. naurattaa näis jokku kysymykset ku yleistetään esim. meikit/mekot jnejne :DD haha.

BLUE RIBBON AGAINST Child Abuse; pass it on please!!



My name is Sarah I am but three, my eyes are swollen I cannot see. I must be stupid, I must be bad, what else could have made my daddy so mad? I wish I were better, I wish I weren't ugly, then maybe my Mommy would still want to hug me. I can't speak at all, I can't do a wrong or else I'm locked up all the day long. When I awake I'm all alone the house is dark my folks aren't home. When my Mommy does come I'll try and be nice, so maybe I'll get just one whipping tonight. Don't make a sound! I just heard a car my daddy is back from Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse my name he calls I press myself against the wall. I try and hide from his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping he shouts ugly words, he says its my fault that he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me and yells at me more, I finally get free and I run for the door. He's already locked it and I start to bawl, he takes me and throws me against the hard wall. I fall to the floor with my bones nearly broken, and my daddy continues with more bad words spoken. 'I'm sorry!' I scream but its now much too late his face has been twisted into unimaginable hate. The hurt and the pain again and again oh please God, have mercy! oh please let it end! And he finally stops and heads for the door, while I lay there motionless sprawled on the floor. My name is Sarah and I am but three, tonight my daddy murdered me. There are thousands of kids out there just like Sarah. And you can help It sickens me to my soul, and if you just read this and don't pass it on I pray for your forgiveness, because you would have to be one heartless person to not be affected by this email. And because you are affected, do something about it!! So all I am asking you to do is take some time to send this on and acknowledge that this stuff does happen, and that people like her dad do live in our society , and pray for child abuse to wither out and die, but also pray for the safety of our youth. Please pass this poem on as a Blue Ribbon Against Child Abuse because, as crazy as it might sound, it might just indirectly change a life. PLEASE SEND THIS TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS


BILLY