It's not meant to be like this
Not what I planned at all
I don't want to feel like this
Yeah..
Was not meant to be like this
It's just what I don't need
I don't want to feel like this
So that makes it all your fault
"..Many are still puzzled about why they felt his loss so deeply, why they still grieve with such depth nearly a year later, why it feels so personal, why he feels like family. Well, Michael was special. You just feel that. And there will never be another."