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Metamorphosis

Metamorphosis
Cold wind sneaks inside you
Pleasure center is being frozen
No tender lap to warm you
I's so cold
formation of ice has begun

Try to stop the process
You are on the verge of ice-age
Later, when you have melt
There's only water left
it has replaced you

Let me say it in another way...

Icestick
hanging from the eaves
slowly softening
Soon falling down
Turning into water, evaporating
finally ceasing to exist

Emotions

Don't be too concentrated on your problems
shame makes you feel paralyzed
Try to break chains that past made for you

We should better hang to the only life we have
and find shelter where safetiness can be found
not let the system bring us down

But wishes are so unrealistic
dreaming of world that harly exists
yearning for love and care badly but
always searching from wrong places

Some of us are trying to heal others
but maybe it's not enough
Maybe it's too easy to break down
and leave the emotions behind...

Take risks

Sometimes I got scared
when I felt like I have an addiction
Sometimes you managed to get
inside my skin
I felt happy
but then I had to realize
how bad it feels like
losing you...

Take risks, open yourself
it's worth it
no use feeling sick and alone
all the time...

Your mind can go numb
it's not right if you are
too scared to feel
too scared to feel
Then you might get the idea
that life is too difficult

Stones in the wall

I'm trying to surrender
raise my hands
but I'm scared
I'm trying to stop feeling unpure
but risks are so big
You could hurt me so badly
Only some words and
I would break into pieces but...

I'm tired of being alone
putting new stones to the wall
time after time
time after time

You are sweet but you are also
dangerous to me
Jealousy, lack of strenght
those things I have to come terms with but...

Tangled

It was morning
you lied beside me
tangled around you
I didn't want to go out
I didn't want to go out

You looked so serious
I quess everything wasn't allright
You didn't want to tell me
You didn't want to tell me

Now I'm beginning to
forget everything about you
Your scent, touch voice and everything
Time goes quickly and memories fade away

I miss you

You just called me
it was so nice to hear your voice
I love your voice, laugh
You make me smile

I miss you but luckily
we'll meet again
Until then
I'll try think how you
could be mine

I'll try to find ways to be near you
Don't want you to run away
I have to be careful

Enjoying the world's ride?

Are you allright darling
Are you enjoying the world's ride
I can only quess what your history is like
but now it's time to fill a blank page...

Slowly, tenderly
life starts to make sense
but then again...
You lose yourself, ah
You lose yourself, ah

Don't worry, carry on imagining
You will get along well
You are sweet and won't let
bad things inside you too deep

This Morning

No wonder you are down and feel strange
after the dream
horse lying dead beside your bed
You look it in awe
but dare not move it away
You have that strange feeling
it's going to get up

Now you're awake
Cold, rainy morning
it always takes time to
really leave the dream
and realize there's
nothing beside your bed...

You will cheer up or not
yet there's another day to be wasted
take it or
leave it on the table
until it rottens
And it's time to go to bed again