Honestly I'm feeling so confused. I don't know what to do, what to say, what to think. I kind of lost all my hopes and beliefs. Somehow it feels like I'm only sinking down, deeper and deeper. You don't know what you did... And now I feel that I was only a game to you. Why?! Why did you keep on going and let me believe that there was a hope, that there was a light? I don't see the light in the end of the tunnel anymore. It disappeared while you said this ain't gonna work... I just didn't think that was coming... Not now when we had just begun.
I know I'll find that light from somewhere again... But atm it doesn't give me much comfort.
What am I becoming? Where am I going?
I lost 1000 dreams and more...