everywhere i go
But i'm doin it
It's hard to force that smile when i see our old friends
and i'm alone
Still harder gettin up, gettin dressed, livin with this regret
But i know if i could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that i saved in my heart that i left unspoken
What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though
goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again i pretend
i'm okay but that's not what gets me