I'm not addicted to drugs
I'm addicted to being hurt
It may seem bezerk
But none of these stress relievers work
Caught the pill
At the pill
Trying to get my head straight
Trying to over power the pain until the next day
But it aint happening
I'm an addict that's half asleep
While the other half of me is trapped in a series of bad dreams
My current position was trippin on trees of acid casts,
Until my eyes collapsed in suicide was an after math
Falling down erasing memories you gave to me
I'm still alive and nothing you can say can make me breathe
So please take away the pain that hurts me
I don't wanna be alone and thirsty
So many drugs to push the pain I have intrapped in me
Cause I don't wanna live my life inside this fantasy
So please take away the pain that fills me
I don't wanna be the one that kills me
. . . . . .
I guess I'm Insane indeed
Cause no matter what the fuck I do, you never seem happy