i havenÂ’t ever really found a place that I call home
i never stick around quite long enough to make it
i apologize that once again IÂ’m not in love
but itÂ’s not as if i mind that your heart ain't exactly breaking
itÂ’s just a thought, only a thought
but if my life is for rent and i donÂ’t learn to buy
well i deserve nothing more than i get
'cause nothing i have is truly mine
iÂ’ve always thought that i would love to live by the sea
to travel the world alone and live more simply
i have no idea whatÂ’s happened to that dream
'cause thereÂ’s really nothing left here to stop me
itÂ’s just a thought, only a thought
but if my life is for rent and i donÂ’t learn to buy
well i deserve nothing more than i get
'cause nothing i have is truly mine
while my heart is a shield and i wonÂ’t let it down
while i am so afraid to fail so i wonÂ’t even try
well how can i say iÂ’m alive?