if you could come back even for a moment hug you hard and i would say: "Grandma i love you now an always." If it is the opportunity to get it i would have a happy ending of life. I remember those moments in the hospital when you said: "Girl gold if i go i want to do you mourn that you are happy although i do not near you." I konw that you're with me every single moment, but i want to feel the heat of the sun with my hands. Grandma how much you know you love you. Every evening after your tears, but i do not ever forget you are you always my heart.