I am in a living hell, makes me wonder if I'm alive.
Can't seem to bring myself to figure out why.
And I shove, and I pull away to the things that I call you every day. I can't seem to break you down, but I know I'll come around.
I feel your pins,
Through my eyes,
Piercing me...
Lie down in all this piss, you drink it from me every day.
I live in a world of shit, been left here to die.
Sometimes I realize my mind was meant to go away.
Never have I seen your god, so why should I believe in faith?
I feel your pins,
Through my eyes,
Piercing me through the time.
I never find the time to find another place,
I'm a bad motherfucker who lives it every day.
You never look at me now, you never look me in the face.
I'm a timebomb, timebomb, baby.
What am I waiting for? What am I waiting for...