" dear brother and sister,
can you keep a secret?
my life's been going down the drain,
I keep sending my apologies,
I don't really know what's wrong with me, if anything,
just spare your love for someone else
my wish is to be abandoned,
cast off the wagons again,
if you're waiting for a saviour,
who answers all questions you have,
my wish is to be abandoned
I want you to be with me,
and I want you to leave me be,
and I know it doesn't make much sense,
I don't know what I want,
I don't know how to get it,
I break into atoms and rearrange them whole again
so raise a glass for the final demise,
raise a glass 'cause I'm going down with a smile,
spare your love for someone worth it,
spare your love for someone brave,
if you're waiting for a saviour,
I'm not the one,
if you're waiting for a saviour,
I'm already gone
you will never see my face again "