memories consume like opening the wound
i'm picking me apart again
i'm safe here in my room, unless i try to start again
i'm picking me apart again
i'm safe here in my room, unless i try to start again
i don't want to be the one the battles always choose
'cause inside i realize that i'm the one confused
'cause inside i realize that i'm the one confused
i tightly lock the door - i try to catch my breath again
i hurt much more than anytime before
i had no options left again
i hurt much more than anytime before
i had no options left again
i don't know what's worth fighting for or why i have to scream
i don't know why i instigate and say what i don't mean
i don't know how i got this way - i'll never be alright
i don't know why i instigate and say what i don't mean
i don't know how i got this way - i'll never be alright