IRC-Galleria

I've got a big black cloud over my head. For the last 3 months, I've been calm, collected, and happy, but the past week has been hell. I feel really down, I haven't been sleeping or functioning properly, and I feel as though I've had enough. I'm hoping that it's just violent pmt Sad Also I'm completely obsessed with "Mun Koti ei oo täällä" by Chisu (NOT the Uniklubi cover version), and it feels like it's 'my' song- I really don't belong here, but then where *do* I belong? Why can't I establish relationships like everybody else seems to, am I really that hard to get on with? I feel like I'm never going to be enough for anyone, whilst other people get everything going right for them. I try, but I just fail at everything. I don't know what I want or anything. I'm not in-your-face, I'm not stunningly pretty nor am I hot, I'm just distinctly average, there's nothing great about me. People think I'm uptight and cold. Perhaps they're right :(