IRC-Galleria

Kunnes on päivä,
jona kuolen
Annoin lusikkani sinulle
Kyllästyit sitä kantamaan

Elämäni on liian raskas minulle
En jaksa sitä enää jatkaa
Olen liian heikko ja rikottu
Eikö voitaisi ottaa askel toiseen suuntaan?

Ja niin näin sen
Elämäni viimeisen päivän
Illalla aurinko laskee
Yön pimeys jää ikuisesti ylleni

Suljen silmäni
Käyn arkkuun makaamaan
On kuoppa valmiina
Viimeinen matka aina alaspäin

Hautajaisissa
Ruumisarkussa
Lattialla

Aina samoilla kasvoilla
voit nähdä samat ilmeet
Tai ilman ilmeitä
Eihän niillä edes
ole väliä

Viini pulloista
valuu tyhjiin suihin
Ei löydy enää sanoja
On kai turha puhua

Huudan tyhjyyttä
turhuuden täyttämään päähäni
Elävänä tai kuolleena
Ilman tarkoitusta

Ei halua kuolla
Ei syytä elää
Ei toivoa selvitä
Ei mitään järkeä
Jäädään tähän juopumaan


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Todellisuus selviää
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voi sinua pelastaa

vastaa rehellisesti, mitä tekisit jos :

1. sanoisin että rakastan sinua?
2. jäisin auton alle?
3. olisin tekemässä itsemurhaa?
4. sanoisin etten tykkää sinusta enää enkä halua olla missään tekemisissä kanssasi?
5. katoaisin tosta vain eikä kukaan tietäisi missä olen tai minne menin?

kiuru:"millon sä perustat perheen?"
mä:"no.. sitku..."
"ai sitku unelmien prinssi ratsastaa pihaa valkeella ratsulla?"
"just tota mä hain!"

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kiuru:"mikä sust tulee isona?"
mä:"laiska"
"ai mitenni tulee"
"no tulee viel laiskempi"

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kiuru:"te tehdä nyt ajatuskartta"
mä:"me ei tehdä nyt ajatuskartta"
kiuru:"miksi te ei tehdä ajatuskartta?"
mara:"me ei pitää ajatuskartta"

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``````````````````````````````````Auta kissaa valloittaa irc-galleria``````````````````
``````````````````````````````````lisäämällä tämä sinun päiväkirjaan :D``````````````

Homma menee näin: :>
Kysy minulta ainakin 3 kysymystä
ja minun pitää vastata niihin jokaiseen... siis aivan jokaiseen..
Laita sitten tämä omaan päiväkirjaasi, jos siis haluat tietää mitä muut haluavat sinulta kysyä...

Hakkaan päätäni seinään
Ei kai se koskaan halkea
Vain pieniä naarmuja seinässä,
otsalohkossa

Istu, istu!
Syö ja
lyö!

Hakkaa päätä seinään
kunnes se halkeaa
Psyyke hajoaa
Perspektiivi katoaa

Älä itke,
turhaa se on

Ei hajonnut seinä enää vangitse
Ei se tyhjästä kohoa,
enää sinua ei se vangitse

Olet vapaa
Vapaa katoamaan
Vapaa kuolemaan
Katoamaan kuolemaan, kuoleman kadottamaan

Pako pakon sanelema
Vapaus elämän vangitsee
Levottoman sielusi se taas kahlitsee
Myöhäistä on jo paeta

Juosta haudassa
Syödä matoja

Ei
Ei
Ei
Ei

Sano se
Toista sanani
Älä enää valheillasi totta puhu
Silmän ruokaa korvillesi syötä

Totuutta kieroa katso silmiin
Ei

Viimeinen askel on aina se kaikkein vaikein
Eteenpäin
Taaksepäin

Harha-askel ajaa ojaan
Tiput tieltä vankilaasi,
viimeiseen matkaasi,
rakkaaseen kotiisi

Lattia on kova ja sinäkin niin kaunis
Muurahaiset varpaanväleissä miettivät tulevaa
Miksei vain menevää, kun sekin on turta
Herranpieksut, se on niin mahdotonta kun ei pysy sohvalla
En tahdo syödä karkkia, koska hampaani vuotaa verta
Pörrötän hiuksiasi terävällä veitsellä
Onko se niin väärin maistella piimää kulholla
Teräsvilla kuristaa kieltäni sanomaan sanat
En tahtoisi tehdä suurta rikosta niin ontuvaa
Sängyn alla turri, jonkun alushousut kai
En siitä välitä, vaikka lentäisin ilman siipiä <--
Riisuisitko edessäni, jos hetki olisi väärä
On liikaa rahaa, en voi sitä ymmärtää
Sietää en voi totuutta, joka hakkaa tyynyllä
Makuupussista löytyy peikko, hampaistani karannut raukka
Tahdon katsoa kun hiiri pissaa
Aurinko nousee lännestä, jos on tarpeeksi kännissä
Mitä lie taskussakin ollut, kun sitä ei enää ole
Koulu imee verta, ahtaa voimaa kummajaisiin
Ei voi vain kaiket yöt kulkea pimeässä luolassa
Voi vain odottaa, että kukka kasvaa
On turha katsoa pilviä, jotka eivät tykkää sateesta
En halua tehdä sitä, vaikka teenkin jo niin <--

Tehtävänanto: Paljastan itseni ja itsestäni asioita. Valitsen 5 ihmistä, jotka haastan tekemään saman perässä. Heidän tulee myös kirjoittaa nämä säännöt merkintäänsä. Käyn ilmoittamassa heidän kommenttilaatikoihinsa haasteesta ja tästä merkinnästä.

PERUSJUTUT
Nimi> miia
Lävistyksiä > huules, ja molemmis korvis kaks
Pituus > 162
Kengännumero > 36-38
Hiustenväri > mustaa ja punasta
Sisarukset > isoveli, pikkusisko ja sit niit puolikkait

VIIMEISIN...
...Elokuva, jonka ostit? > noo... siin oli kolme leffaa enkä muista niien nimii
...Kappale, jonka kuuntelit? > tytär-murheen murtama
...Kappale, joka oli juuttunut päähäsi? > semmonen "pikkupukki kakki kalliolle"
...CD, jonka ostit? > stam1nan raja
...Henkilö, jolle soitit? > emh... hanna..
...Henkilö, joka soitti sinulle? > iskä varmaa
...TV-show, jonka katsoit? > en muista
...Henkilö, jota ajattelit? > sisko

VASTAAN VAI PUOLESTA?
Kaukosuhteet > puolesta tietyis tilanteis
Itsemurha > vastaan
Ihmisten tappaminen > vastaa
Teinitupakointi > lol
Rattijuopumus > vastaan
Homo- ja lesbosuhteet > ihan sama ku en oo
Saippuasarjat > ne on aika tyhmii ja niille voi nauraa jos on tylsää

MITÄ...
...Shampoota käytät? > palmolive juttuu ja ku käyttää myös hoitoainetta ni on 6 kertaa sileemmät hiukset ^^
...Kenkiä käytät? > maiharei, new rockei ja vaikaa mitä
...Pelkäät? > aseit ainaki ja omii muistojani joskus

KUINKA MONTA...
...Kertaa olet ollut rakastunut? > riippuu... periaattees kerran ainaki kunnol
...Kertaa sydämesi on särkynyt? > liian mont
...Sydäntä olet särkenyt? > jaa a
...Ihmistä luokittelisit sellaisiksi tosiystäviksi, joiden käsiin voisit uskoa elämäsi? > ehkä ei kannattas
...Kertaa nimesi on ollut sanomalehdessä? > on pari
...Arpea on kehossasi? > naamas kaks ja sit on sellasii pienii

AJATTELETKO OLEVASI...
...Soma? > no en
...Hauska? > en
...Kiihkeä? > en O.o
...Ystävällinen? > toisinaa
...Rakastettava? > tuskin
...Huolehtiva? > joo...
...Suloinen? > en usko

SUOSIKKI...
...Alkoholijuoma? > ei oo
...Karkki > en tiiä
...Sarjakuva / piirroselokuva > hmm... joku hyvä tietenki ^^
...Purukumi > sellanen sweet fruit juttu
...Väri > musta
...Kynsilakan väri > musta on ainut mitä ees joskus käytän et varmaa se
...Viikonpäivä > lauantai
...Inhokkipäiväsi > keskiviikko...
...Kukka > O.o
...Koru > sellanen kaulakoru ^^
... Kesä / talvi? > kesä ja talvi ku on kunnol talvi
... Norja / Ruotsi? > norja
... Trampoliini vai uima-allas? > molemmat ^^

HENKILÖ, JOKA VIIMEKSI...
...Nukkui sängyssäsi? > mä
...Näki sinun itkevän? > henry varmaa
...Sai sinut itkemään?> henry
...Oli kanssasi elokuvissa? > sisko, siskopuoli, hanna ja sanja
...Lähetti sinulle sähköpostia? > en oo lukenu niit ni en tiiä...

OLETKO KOSKAAN...
...Sanonut "rakastan sinua" ja tarkottanut sitä? > oon :3
...Ollut julkisella paikalla yöpuvussa? > periaattees oon
...Pitänyt jonkun salaisuuden? > joo
...Itkenyt elokuvan aikana? > juu
...Suunnitellut viikkosi TV-ohjelman perusteella? > en
...Ollut esiintymislavalla? > oon mä joskus
...Toivonut olevasi vastakkaista sukupuolta? > jep

Paljonko kello on? > 16.02
Omenat vai banaanit?> banskut ("ootsä mieltyny banaaneihin?")
Sininen vai punainen? > punanen
Kevät vai syksy? > kevät
Mitä aiot tehdä tämän jälkeen? > en tiiä
Minkä aterian söit viimeksi? > jäätelöö
Oletko tylsistynyt? > no en erityisen
Minkä äänen kuulit viimeksi? > telkkarist jotai...
Mitä tuoksua nuuhkit viimeksi? > en muista

YSTÄVYYS/RAKKAUS:
Uskotko rakkauteen ensisilmäyksellä? > no sen se aina tarvii voidaksee alkaa
Haluatko jonain päivänä lapsia ja jos haluat, kuinka monta? > yks tai kaks
Mikä on sinulle tärkeintä ystävyydessä? > ystävyys :P

MUUTA TIETOA
Rikosrekisteri? > ei taida olla
Mitä kieliä osaat? > sumeski on vaikeuksii... (ruotsi ja enkku ja vähä japanii ja vähä portugalii)
nimeä lempiasioita makuuhuoneestasi > pokaalit, levyt ja pullot ja kaikki muu
Ketä rakastat? > kaikkii ketä rakastan
Ketä kaipaat? > kaipaan jotain liikaa
Lempinimet? > piraatti, piparminttu (?), pipari, miiu, miju.....
Nimesi alkukirjaimet? > m c h
Kuinka vanhalta näytät? > jotku sanoo et nuoremmalt mut konnarit ei koskaa usko et oon alle 17
Kuinka vanhan ihmisen tavoin käyttäydyt? > riippuu
Silmälasit / piilolinssit? > ei oo
Onko sinulla lemmikkejä? > kaks kissaa, heppa, gerbbui ja kaloi
Mikä saa sinut onnelliseksi? > kissat, ajaminen ja kisat ja kaikki kiva
Mikä huolestuttaa sinua? > moniki

OLETKO KOSKAAN...
...Ajatellut, että kuolet? > oon
...Halunnut karata? > oon karannukki :P
...Kokeillut huumeita? > en
...Pinnannut koulusta? > oon

Haastan:
kelli (särppi)
hanna (hn^^)
meri (marizta)
janika (nanna12)

"jos mä nukahan ni sit mä sammun!"
"ai mitens se käy?"
"se on se syntymähumala..."
"elä nyt ala nukkuu ku mä en voi valvoo yksin"
"no valvo sen lehen kans tai ala nukkuu"
"emmä voi nukkuu ku sit mä en herää"
"mä voin herättää"