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These words I have written tonight
Could hardly describe The picture you would see
Behind my eyes so easily

My arms can´t carry The weight of the world anymore
My mind won´t worry About tomorrow
My heart won´t feel sorry Anymore

Breathe
Dead air
With me

Black sun above Cold and no colours
White light Painting all black and white

Give me the drink of the fluid
That disintegrates
And lend me the sweet balm and blessing
Of forgetfulness, empty and strong
Lethe [x2]

Hold me near, unravel the stars
As I speed through the heavens
Speed through the night
For you are my blade and my rope
Your are my [x2]
Lethe

In currents of cobalt
You storm through my heart
To sever, to puncture
The memories that burn
Let sweep through the arteries
In sharp stabs of pain
Your talonlike fingers to kill me again

Steal me, invade me and charge me again
For I burn and I shudder
Burn with each movement of

So, cleansed through a floodlight
I appear; renewed and reforged
Caressed by the sweet balm and blessing
Of forgetfulness, empty and strong
Lethe

Hold me near, my one friend and guide
As I drown through your fingers
Drown through your love
For you are the life I hate
You are my [x2]
Lethe

Drag me down, in passionate sighs
With the ocean above me
And flames in my eyes
And grant me a life I can live
Without...
Take me away...[x2]

...From the life that I hate.

He's a large and ugly giant monster, headless on my back
This urgent haste in my head
Materialized in this dark whole world
No one can help me there
I know this pain has gone too far
The fear is now so loud

Kill a child I'm trying to protect myself
Against your old controlled hate
Pollution of mind filled all the space and destroyed my light
At least mine were never allowed

The hardest thing for me is
Facing the fear I live
No one can help me now it's under my heart

I'll come to know the living
My demons are inside
I'll bring them all to light

I wanted to hate, I wanted to die
I wanted to see you sacrifice
I had to deal with the fear you gave me
But you fucker never tried to help me
I was jealous and I was scared
Nobody ever replaced my pain
To say I'm not evil, to tell I'm not bad
Too late – I'm lost in human nature.
Leave me be
Set me free
Leave me be
Set me free

The hardest thing for me is
Facing the fear I live
No one can help me now it's under my heart

I'll come to know the living
My demons are inside
I'll bring them all to light

Unexpected yet expected,
Emerged from the dark I come to life
Take everything if you give my horse its head

You know me, your fear me, you know
The hardest thing for me is
Facing the fear I live
No one can help me now it's under my heart

I will come to know the living
My demons are inside
I'll bring them all to light

Mind that longs for peace
Endless war it's our mind
What is peace? Sorrow...Pain...Anger..
The world where those all do not live..

Peace doesn't exist if there is no dark
Everyone understand
How should we advance?

People live android like on here
Why can you feel happiness?
Why can you laugh and try?
This world is made in light and dark

Angry. Feels sorry and painful
Still, the world that can be laugh
It is tomorrow for which we hope

We can stay this stardust endless space...
It is our universe
We can feel stardust endless space..
Sightless where is a peace?
Endless, what is a peace?

We can stay this stardust endless space...
Dive into the FREEDOM
we can feel stardust endless space..
Lasting, where is our space?
Trusting, what is our space?

Wave
Why do you live in this world?
What do you live in this world?
Where do you live in this world?
Say, Feel, Lights out
How do you live in this world?
Wave...

Life, Peace, Space, Live
and Universe, Feel, Fly
No we can stay here

We can stay this stardust endless space...
It is our universe
We can feel stardust endless space..
Sightless where is a peace?
Endless, what is a peace?

We can stay this stardust endless space...
Dive into the FREEDOM
we can feel stardust endless space..
Lasting, where is our space?
Trusting, what is our space?

Voi perkele!

The time has come for you and me
To reveal the truth from inside
I am not of the kind you want me to be
I'm going nowhere but down

Forgive me father for my sins
Forgive me for the things I have done
Hey, just look at me I know the reason
You just can't see it from that far

When you look into my eyes
You see a dead part of your life
We are still together as one
In your world, build on silence and greed

Forgive me father for my sins
Forgive me for the things I have done
Hey, just look at me I know the reason
You just can't see it from that far

I will go on my way from the cradle to the grave
I am the one who you should not blame
Take care of your soul, I'll take care of my own
Cos you make me a preacher as you know

Forgive me father for my sins
Forgive me for the things I have done
Hey, just look at me I know the reason
You just can't see it from that far

I will go on my way from the cradle to the grave
I am the one who you should not blame
Take care of your soul, I'll take care of my own
Cos you make me a preacher...
Cos you make me a preacher as you know

In Misery...

Masennusta,,,vitutusta ja ties mitä taas liikenteessä,,,

Running through the times
I have touched the misery
There we got no smile
People lived in poverty
But still the nature grew
Riding in the night
I have killed my enemies
Bleeding to survive
Breaking down technologies
To see the nature grow
Fight for freedom
Let's unite to carry on
it's time to defeat
not run away
or on the other side we will cross
victims of our past we got no failure
never return oh we got no no return
then we can
rise up the universe to give
to the world a glimmer of joy
rise up the universe and tell everyone
to hear the call of the wild
riding, riding for tomorrow
saving, saving the kingdom crown
silence is reigning with sorrow
guilty we are eternally.
Fight for freedom
Let's unite to carry on
it's time to defeat
not return away
or on the other side we will cross
victims of our past we got no failure
never return oh we got no no return
then we can
rise up the universe to give
to the world a glimmer of joy
rise up the universe and tell everyone
to hear the call of the wild
rise up the universe to give
to the world a glimmer of joy
rise up the universe and tell everyone
to hear the call of the wild

Sometimes I feel like the world is looking over my shoulder
I don't know why but I feel my patience getting shorter

I don't want to know
I don't want to feel
I don't want to be
I don't want to sound crazy

I don't want to sound insane
But I can't take the pressure
Have you ever felt the same?
Like you just need to run away

I don't want to sound insane
But I can't take the pressure
Have you ever felt the same?
Like you just need to run away

Away

The tension builds but I feel the walls are getting thicker
And then I still make believe that I am feeling better

I don't want to know
I don't want to feel
I don't want to be
I don't want to sound crazy

I don't want to sound insane
But I can't take the pressure
Have you ever felt the same?
Like you just need to run away

I don't want to sound insane
But I can't take the pressure
Have you ever felt the same?
Like you just need to run away

Away

I don't want to sound insane
But I can't take the pressure
Have you ever felt the same?
Like you just need to run away

I don't want to sound insane
But I can't take the pressure
Have you ever felt the same?
Like you just need to run away

In the corner of your eye
I can see into your mind
A shadow beneath your smile
Something hidden deep inside
Silently you wait for someone to see you

Claw your flesh from off your bones
Face that fire on your own
Embrace the life you thought that you could never know
Can't erase the pain inside without a storm within
They left the lies like scars underneath your skin
The one your hiding in, the one you're supposed to live in

And you gaze up at the sky
As the clouds are passing by
And you wonder for a while
What it would be like to die
Silently you wish for someone to save you

Claw your flesh from off your bones
Face that fire on your own
Embrace the life you thought that you could never know
Can't erase the pain inside without a storm within
They left their lies like scars underneath your skin
The one you're hiding in, the one you're supposed to live in

But you want to be alive
As the self-loathing subsides
And you will not be denied
So you push their lies aside
Violently you burn for someone to feel you

Claw your flesh from off your bones
Face that fire on your own
Embrace the life you thought that you could never know
Can't erase the pain inside without a storm within
They left their lies like scars underneath your skin
The one your hiding in, the one you're supposed to live in

4:19am
I have been here before
In a corner, on the floor
Sorrow chose this hour
Sadness set this time

Into the dark
Where I breathe free
But you can't see
I want you to leave me

Like a universe without a sun
And black hole as a soul
Creates an abcense of light
Like i was born broken inside