IRC-Galleria

[Bridge: Shara Worden]
I know all the times were hard
I know that you've been feeling down
If you only knew how I'm feeling for you
If I could take your pain
I wish that I could wash it all away
If you only knew how I'm feeling

[Verse 1: Vinnie Paz]
Mommy, I'm sorry if my first letter made you cry
To be honest with you, I don't think that I want to die
Sometimes I feel like that I'm cancerous in other's lives
That's probably why I drink at night and sleep 'til four or five
It's kind of hard walkin' through life with my distorted eyes
When I was younger, I was stupid and I thought I'd thrive
I thought a lot about everything I said in the letter
And questioned whether or not if I was dead, you'd be better
You think my shorty would be happy if I never met her?
It's too late now, mommy, I could never forget her
Could never forget how she taught me to love
'Cause my father and my grandmother is always above
It's glory above, you know that daddy taught me to thug
And every time we was with nanny she'd bombard me with hugs
Damn, I miss her, mommy, and it's hard to believe
That I'm grown and I don't understand it, why did they leave?

[Break: Vinnie Paz]
It's better to die and sleep
Then never wake and sleep
Then linger on and dare to live
When the soul's life is gone

[Chorus: Shara Worden]
You've been running around for so long
You've been hurting yourself too much
You keep messing around with darkness
You're the one who's losing
You've been running around for so long
You've been hurting yourself too much
You keep messing around with darkness
You're the one who's losing

[Verse 2: Vinnie Paz]
Mommy, I think that I'ma try to stick around a while
I got a niece, and my nephews, they need me 'round a while
I think they need me 'cause they hittin' that age
And they ain't tryin' to speak to Lenny 'cause they spittin' they rage
Yeah, and mommy, speakin' to Lenny, I think my brother need me
And we Italian, so you know my mother love to feed me
And it's the little things you do for me that make it worth it
Like when I play a joint that we did and you say it's perfect
And when Jake got knocked, you knew that I was hurt
You told me put all of my heart in the song, and it worked
I promised him that I'd be there when he got out the bing
You ain't raise me to be a liar, ma, that's not my thing
I told him that I'd hold him down the whole time that he gone
They kept him locked inside a cage, but that's cool, 'cause he's strong
So mommy, keep that first letter I wrote you on the low
I think I wanna stay alive and see if I can grow

[Chorus: Shara Worden]
You've been running around for so long
You've been hurting yourself too much
You keep messing around with darkness
You're the one who's losing
You've been running around for so long
You've been hurting yourself too much
You keep messing around with darkness
You're the one who's losing

[Interlude: Movie sample]
"You have power and money, but you are mortal
You know you cannot escape death
But immortality can be obtained
The legend is always the same
If ? have succeed in conquering death
Why must we accept it?
I know where the immortals live
And how to obtain their secret
We too must become wise men
The elements of chemistry are many, but finite
So are the techniques of enlightenment"

[Bridge: Shara Worden]
I know all the times were hard
I know that you've been feeling down
If you only knew how I'm feeling for you
If I could take your pain
I wish that I could wash it all away
If you only knew how I'm feeling

Verse 1

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
Verse 2

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
Chorus

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Verse 3

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive

Chorus

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Chorus

I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

I who have forged the heavens
I also have my king
To northland I was sent
I was cast to distant Pohjola
Enforced by my king's spells
His orders undenied

From the small crumbs of earth
From a fleece of summer ewe
From a memory of a single seed
From the flair of a swan's feather
I let the milk come seeping from the heaven
Heaven of my heart

There my skills were known to them all
They all knew my name
All knew of my might
And I forged a godly device
A machine divine
The gates of plenty opened by me

Once more I say goodbye, to you
Things happen but we don't really know why
If it's supposed to be like this, why do most of us ignore the chance to miss?

Oh yeah...

Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears, I'm not feeling this situation
Run away try to find a safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like..

Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah!)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah!)
Just back off before I snap

Once more you tell those lies, to me
Why can't you just be straight up with honesty?
When you say those things in my ear, why do you always tell me what you wanna hear?

Oh yeah...

Wear your heart on your sleeve, make things hard to believe, I'm not feeling this situation
Run away try to find a safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like..

Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah!)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah!)
Just back off before I snap and you'll see...(see!)
Me...(me!)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah)
Just back off before I snap...

Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears, I'm not feeling this situation
Run away try to find a safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like me...

It's the best place to be when you're
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah!)
Just back off before I snap and you'll see...(see!)
Me...(me!)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah)
Just back off before I snap...

uncontrolled spaces
lifeless til provoked
deep uncharted oceans
nonexistent til claimed
great raging fires
silent

when there is no one
when no one is mine
the no one is me
the no one is me
me, me, me, me

tall reaching branches
pointless to even try
countless flaming cities
measured without cost
all-seeing eyes
without stories to tell

inside the orchard there's a scent of devilry
as was in my heart
...the sweetness overripe...
rancid in attempt to overcome the shackles
if only the soil could hold

when there is no one
when no one is mine
the no one is me

when there is no one
when no one is mine
the no one is me
the no one is me

when there is no one
when no one is mine
the no one is me
the no one is me

the wide open wound
won't heal without purpose
it never stops
the wide open wound
that never heals
the no one is me
the no one is me

Every night I can see the sands of time running through my hands, yet every time it seems that something gives me another chance.
All the times I've tried to die, no years no words can ever tell.
I want to leave but I'm doomed to live in this hell.

Sometimes I try to live. It feels like I'm made eternally to be.

Come funeral winds, embrace my soul. Carry me to a place where I can...(die)

Every night I can see the reflections before my eyes, and every time I must see my precious ones die.
Over and over again the cycle is never ending.
Over and over again I hope for the veil of death over me to descend.

I was born to be a creation of death. Again and again I must take my own life away.

Sometimes I try to live... I wish it would end. Again I have failed.

Come funeral winds, embrace my soul. Carry me to a place where I can...(die)

Again I shed my life out from my veins.

Kissan kieli tuntuu korvassa karheelta
ja joskus aamulla tosi voi tuntuu valheelta
sosiaalipornoon voi morkkikses langeta
mut koitan puhuu totta enkä kaunoissani kannella
tunti meni nopee toinen meni nopeemmin
noin, kolmannel herään viidennel jo operoin
ei kukaan huomaa mua ees mikroskoopin
avulla ja kostoks mä en huomaa miestä makaamassa kadulla
mä en oo sankari tänää
mä oon päivän sankari tänään
mun tuomiot voi olla ankarii
mä oon syntyny tänää ja ihan varmasti voin olla hyvä ihminen, mut tänään mä en oo parhaani
mullon piadan alla napa
jonka ympärillä pyörii maailma jossa mä elän ja sinne se ryömii se mies kadulta mun mieleen
mun päivä menee pieleen mä en auta sua vaik tukehtuisit kieleen
muiden taakat tuntuu raskaalt
hyvää syntymäpäivää vaan vitun paska
herkän tasapainon turvin
paremmasta voin uneksia silloin harvoin kun jaksan
sä oot se mikä tän selän poikkasee
tää kameli on pystys
nyt tuskin vaan huolet voittanee
anteeks herra mut nyt ei taivu auttaa
mä oon kiireessä kotiin parin kapakan kautta

pyydän anteeks tuhannesti mut nyt en taivu auttaan
nyt kierrän ongelmat vaan kaukaa
pysyminen tolpilla on sattuman kauppaa
mut mä voin laulaa jos se auttaa

pyydän anteeks tuhannesti mut nyt en taivu auttaan
nyt kierrän ongelmat vaan kaukaa
pysyminen tolpilla on sattuman kauppaa
mut mä voin laulaa jos se auttaa

omatunto huonos kunnossa jo ennestään
mä en oo paha kellekkään
onks se terevttä
mä jätin auttamat ku muutkin istu perseellä
se on perseestä mut normaalii pelkästään
korva kurvis mies kuunteli maata
viel kun tulin baarist olin kaatamaan naamat
se mies on mun naapuri
nyt mun kellot soi
mut ei tähän aikaa enää ovikellot soi
ja kerro pois ois pitäny soittaa se piipaa-auto mut sori, paha voittaa
kuolema on paha ja unisen nätti lapsi
ja mua unettaa nyt suunnattomasti
sä et kykene lyömään
mä myönnän et se vaikuttaa, mut mä synnyn tänä yönä
anna asvaltti lakanan sua hellii
mä autan ehkä huomenna jos pidät noi stellit, öitä

anteeks tuhannesti mut nyt en jaksa auttaa
nyt kierrän ongelmat vaan kaukaa
pysyminen tolpilla on sattuman kauppaa
mä autan sanojeni kautta

anteeks tuhannesti mut nyt en jaksa auttaa
nyt kierrän ongelmat vaan kaukaa
pysyminen tolpilla on sattuman kauppaa
mä autan sanojeni kautta

aamul pitää taas muistikuvat niputtaa
mieleen tulee mies se makaa pitkin pituuttaan
väri mun kasvoist pakenee mun jalkoihin ku nään et meiän taloyhtiö puoltehol liputtaa
mä putoon selälleen mun muovi parkettiin katon mun kattoon ja sil ne kuvat haveksii mua
mut itsekkyys on ihmis luonnossa ja
näin pahalt tuntuu olla taas vuode vanhempi

anteeks tuhannesti mut nyt en jaksa auttaa
nyt kierrän ongelmat vaan kaukaa
pysyminen tolpilla on sattuman kauppaa
mä autan sanojeni kautta

pyydän anteeks tuhannesti mut nyt en taivu auttaan
nyt kierrän ongelmat vaan kaukaa
pysyminen tolpilla on sattuman kauppaa
mut mä voin laulaa jos se auttaa

ne sanoo et keskiviikon lapsi voi murheita kohdata mut voin puhuu siit vaan omalta kohdalta
mä en aio nostaa ees kättä saati avaa suuta
syntyny kaheskaheksas lokakuuta

Pyhimys - 28 Lokakuuta

How do you do?
Have yourself, a pleasent afternoon.
Well, fuck you too,
Goodnight's the one I choose, for you!


I'll kill myself,
I'll blow my brains onto the wall.
See you in Hell,
I will not take this anymore.
Now this is where it ends, this is where I will draw the line,
So excuse me while, I end my life.

I will pull this through,
Not having a reason's no excuse.
What the Hell do you,
Suppose that I have left to lose?

I'll kill myself,
I'll blow my brains onto the wall.
See you in Hell,
I will not take this anymore.
Now this is where it ends, this is where I will draw the line,
So excuse me while, I end my life.

[Guitar Solo]

*Spoken* I'll kill myself...
See you in Hell
I'll kill myself
See you in Hell
I'll kill myself
See you in Hell
I'll kill myself
See you in Hell
I'll kill myself
See you in Hell
I'll kill myself

I'll kill myself,
I'll blow my brains onto the wall!
See you in Hell,
I will not take this anymore!
This is where it ends,
I put a bullet in my head,
And yes, drop dead.
This is where it ends,
This is where I will draw the line.
Excuse me while....

I kill myself.

Sometimes you've said I didn't listen to your words
That I even made you cry
Maybe I didn't show in every possible way
how much I cared

I'm sorry for
not being myself
For everything
ending this way

Maybe I maybe you
could made this change
I'm sorry for
for everything

I wish that I
could stop your tears
from falling down

But unlike me I make it worse

Maybe I wasn't always tehre
But it doesn't mean I don't care

Whatever it was

I'm sorry for not being myself
For everything
ending this way

Maybe I maybe you could made this change
I'm sorry for
For everything

We're minutes away
from saying goodbye for all of time
I'm second away
from breaking apart

I'm sorry for
for everything (I'm sorry for not being myself)

For everything
ending this way
maybe I maybe you could made this change

I'm sorry for (I'm sorry for everything) for everything (for everything)

DBA - Sorry for Everything