IRC-Galleria

As the flame of the candle stands still in the biting air, and the silhouettes of a broken man crash to the floor, he rues the day he flew too close to the sun, recalling her smile, as his wings melted and he descended to the depths below. She had spoken of things all too impossible for hearts to behold. Her beauty beckoning his soul, defenseless he fell enamored by her intoxicating charm. She had spoken of things, which he began to believe. This was not supposed to be, screamed the temptress. Empathy being her only vice she constructed a heart shaped tomb, there she swore she would lie and perish, with his wings charred and the pieces of his heart lying in ruins on the floor. She had spoken of things all too impossible for hearts to behold.
He dreams of a day when the candle would begin to flicker in the cold night air, perhaps then he would fly again. He will fly again...

I did not hear the warning,
I did not see the signs.
You're the master of illusion,
You're the devil in disguise.

Temptress in lace and leather,
You make me loose control.
One sinful night,
And I just lost my heart and lost my soul.

I was the one to hold you,
But not the only one.
I hear you say you're sorry,
But some things can not be undone!

I tried so hard to forget,
Tried so hard to fuck it.
I tried to understand,
But it's too late to make amends.

Don't come here asking for forgiveness,
For the things you've done.
Don't point your finger at me,
Because you are the fallen one.

[Chorus:]
Thorn in my side.
Forever hurting me.
You're for my first,
Stay for the night.

Please stay here,
Close to me.
I'll play the clown,
Just strike me down,
Again.

Still searching for my pieces,
So still out of control.
One piece is always missing,
And I don't know how to fill that hole.

Still I don't know the answer,
Or what the question is.
Don't know how weak I feel,
But I don't want it to end like this.

[Chorus]

Please stay here,
Close to me.
I'll play the clown,
Just strike me down,
Again.

[Solo]

Still I want to touch you,
Still I long to hold you,
Still I need you to be here,
Right here by my side.

And still I cannot have you,
Still you are too wild and free.
And still I cannot accept,
That you are not meant for me.

[Chorus]

Please stay here, close to me.

Still I want to touch you,
Still I long to hold you,
Still I need you to be here,
Right here by my side.

Still I want to touch you,
Still I long to hold you,
Still I need you to be here,
Right here by my side.

Drool runs down from my mouth again
Low-life - I've killed myself again
Time is running out too fast for me
Living in lie is just too much for me

And the next day dawns dead
Off with my head
And the circle begins again
No place left to somber
Not a single rock I can crawl under

Never again or forevermore - Self-deception calls
This heavy lead
Full bottle
Then crawl along the floor

This is the End I won't take anymore - Again the weak one

falls
Straight ahead
Full throttle
Smashed against the wall

I can see that you don't get it
It eats you alive if you let it
That's what I've done
No place left to run
Not a single rock I can crawl under

Never again or forevermore - Self-deception calls
This heavy lead
Full bottle
Then crawl along the floor

This is the End I won't take anymore - Again the weak one

falls
Straight ahead
Full throttle
Smashed against the wall

Never again or forevermore - Self-deception calls
This heavy lead
Full bottle
Then crawl along the floor

This is the End I won't take anymore - Again the weak one

falls
Straight ahead
Full throttle
Smashed against the wall

Never again or forevermore - Self-deception calls
This heavy lead
Full bottle
Then crawl along the floor

This is the End I won't take anymore - Again the weak one

falls
Straight ahead
Full throttle
Smashed against the wall

Hand in hand
A gun in hand
Ready to shoot down a promise again
Tempting lips, burnt fingertips
Ready to tell another lie once again

Hand in hand
A chunk in hand
Ready to take another bite once again
Swollen lips, swaying hips
Able to whisper a lie once again

Floating down this river of shit with you
Can't you see that I am so full of it
And I know you're too

It takes two to play this sick game
Two going insane
So tight is the noose around our necks
Words roll out in vain
Looking for something to blame
Don't you think that enough is already said?

We play this sick game while going insane
So tight is the noose around our necks
Words come out in vain
Looking for someone to blame
Don't you think that too much is already dead?

Hand in hand
A gun in hand
Ready to kill another promise again
Tempting lips, burnt fingertips
Ready to yell another lie once again

Floating down this river of shit with you
Can't you see that I am so full of it
But fuck you too!

It takes two to play this sick game
Two going insane
So tight is the noose around our necks
Words roll out in vain
Looking for something to blame
Don't you think that enough is already said?

We play this sick game while going insane
So tight is the noose around our necks
Words come out in vain
Looking for someone to blame
Don't you think that too much is already dead?

[Solo: Laihiala]

It takes two to play this sick game
Two going insane
So tight is the noose around our necks
Words roll out in vain
Looking for something to blame
Don't you think that enough is already said?

We play this sick game
While going insane
So tight is the noose around our necks
Words come out in vain
Looking for someone to blame
Don't you think that too much is already dead?

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh God it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

How do you feel? That is the question
But I forget you don't expect an easy answer
When something like a soul becomes initialized
And folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You can't expect a bit of folks

So while you're outside looking in
Describing what you see
Remember what you're staring at is me

'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

How much is real? So much to question
An epidemic of the mannequins, contaminating everything
We thought came from the heart
But never did right from the start
Just listen to the noises
(Null and void instead of voices)

Before you tell yourself
It's just a different scene
Remember it's just different from what you've seen

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
And all I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
And all I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you, yeah

And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you, yeah

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh God it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you, yeah
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you, yeah

And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you, yeah
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you, yeah yeah

Who are the stars?
Who are the stars that lie?

On yö ja loputtoman monta tähtilaivaa
Kulkee hiljaa yläpuolellani läpi taivaan
Aikaa on kulunu mutta mieltäni painaa
Ku unohdettii minkä etee yhes nähtii vaivaa
Se on varmaan tää pimeä mikä pistää miettimää
Joskus puoliunessa sun hahmon vieres vielki nään
Koitan halata mut sit katoat ilmaan
Tuuli kuiskailee korviini sun sanoja hiljaa
Makaan tässä missä me niin usein maattiin
Missä suurii suunnitelmiaki usein laattii
Haaveilin hölmöjä ja sie haaveilit mun kanssa
Valon säteet ikkunasta laineili tukassas
Kaivan laatikosta kirjees esiin
Se tuo hymyn suupieleen ja silmist pilkkeen esiin
Alan raapustaa paperiin muistojani tosi herkkiä
Kirjeeseen johon en koskaan laita postimerkkiä

kertosäe:
Päästän kynäni taas lentoon
Ja se saa mun unelmani paperille kertoo
Kuvittelen että luet sanat hymyillen
Ja mietit mua hetken
Päästän kynäni taas lentoon
Ja se saa mun unelmani paperille kertoo
Kuvittelen että luet sanat hymyillen

Tunnit kuluu kynä puhuu kynä kuluu
Ilta tummuu ja oon pukeutunu pyhäpukuu
Makaan alastamona vaarattomana
Hiljaisuus on tarttunu minuu kylmän sanattomana
Naura mun kuullen ja laula mut uneen
Ennenku yksinäisyyden talvi hautaa mut lumeen
Vaik tajuan muuttuneen jo menneen
Haluun kaiken olevan niin kuten oli ennen
Piirrän kömpelön sydämmen kirjeeni kuoreen
Tietäen ettei se koskaan poistu tästä huoneest
Kaikenlaista hassuu mietin unissani
Ja nään kaikelaista kummaa mielikuvissani
Silloin kun leuan haivenet on muuttunut parraks
Ja tukka harvaks ja purukalusto tekohampaiksi
Kun lapsieni lapset sanoo mua papaksi
Sie oot siinä vieressä kasvanu mun kaa vanhaksi

edorf, vanha biisi, piti vähän tilittää,
jussin biitti, sydän verta, lähtösi jälkeen, aut, jee

Niin paljon pystyy muutama sana muuttamaan
niin paljon pystyy murtamaan, saada huutamaan
nyt tahdon kysyy sulta vaan vieläkö kaipaat?
vielä joskus mua muistellen vietätkö aikaa?
ja tiedätkö lainkaan miten sua rakastan
ja miten paljon sattuu kun tiedän etten sua takas saa?
miten paljon tahtoisin vaan olla lähelläsi
käsi kädessäsi kuulla lämmön äänessäsi
mut kai meidän on tarkotus erillään nyt kulkee
eri tuulet tuntee, silmät eri sängyis sulkee
jotain tahdon silti aina merkitä myös sulle
ehkä toisiamme joskus mietitään yön tullen
vielki melkein kuulen hyvää yötä mulle kuiskaavan
äänesi ja sen kai ikuisesti tulen muistamaan
mietteiltä usein itseeni vietyy mä en saa uneen
ennen kuin tiedän hänen saapuneen on tähdet sammuneet

Itken sun tähtesi jälleen
On pimeempää sun lähtösi jälkeen
miks kyyneliä välttelin tälleen?
tuskaansa on aivan turha kätkee sisälleen
Haluun kuulla äänesi jälleen
On hiljaista sun lähtösi jälkeen
ja nyt kun sydän kaipaa taas sua,
vaikken takas saa sua, aina rakastan sua

vielki kasvoistasi kuva palaa aina mieleeni
mietin niit aikoi ja sit sua salaa kaipaan viereeni
mut vaikkei sun kaa olla enää nytte yhdes,
tahdon jotain pitää hengissä ja elää yhteydes
nyt ees tutut sanatkaan eivät enää tunnu samalta
vaan uuvuttavalta, jo hymyilykin tuntuu pahalta
mut ku halataan ystävinä, turtuu haavat ja
samal haluais taas lähtöruutuun palata
mut vaikka vuoksesi itkenkin edelleen joskus,
kaipaan sua lohduks,
tiedän, et vaik muistoillani ruoskisin itseni verille
vaikka yksin juoksisin sittenkin perille (perille)
vain muistoni voi enää tuoda takas
ne hetket, jotka vietin kun olin sun luonas, rakas
vielki muistan, kuinka painoit hiljaa huulet mun suulle
mun sydän ei koskaan kuulunu muille ku sulle

Itken sun tähtesi jälleen
On pimeempää sun lähtösi jälkeen
miks kyyneliä välttelin tälleen?
tuskaansa on aivan turha kätkee sisälleen
Haluun kuulla äänesi jälleen
On hiljaista sun lähtösi jälkeen
ja nyt kun sydän kaipaa taas sua,
vaikken takas saa sua, aina rakastan sua

hämmennys ja pelko, molemmat elämään liittyy
mut kaikki sekava lopult´ selvänä piirtyy
ei ikin´ voinu arvata toiseen että näin kiintyy
ei menetä mitään vaik täytyy eteenpäin siirtyy
vaik´ nyt oon onnistunu kai päästämään irti
tunteita sua kohtaan mä tuun ain´ säästämään silti
Pienet hetket sun kaa on mua opettanu eniten
en ite kai mä koskaan odottanu, et miten
paljon asioita oppii arvokkaana pitämään
sen arvoisena pidän mieltä valloittavaa ikävää
en haluu koskaan joutuu kadottamaan, mitä mä
oon saanu sydäntäni pahoin haavoittamal itämään
jos kävelemään sattunut tielläni sä et oiskaan
oisin ollut yksin, pääs vieläkin äänet toistaa
sit, kun lähdet kulkemaan, tiedän, et lähde pois, vaan
sä meet toista tietä ja sielläki tähdet loistaa

Itken sun tähtesi jälleen
On pimeempää sun lähtösi jälkeen
miks kyyneliä välttelin tälleen?
tuskaansa on aivan turha kätkee sisälleen
Haluun kuulla äänesi jälleen
On hiljaista sun lähtösi jälkeen
ja nyt kun sydän kaipaa taas sua,
vaikken takas saa sua, aina rakastan sua

Itken sun tähtesi jälleen
On pimeempää sun lähtösi jälkeen
miks kyyneliä välttelin tälleen?
tuskaansa on aivan turha kätkee sisälleen
Haluun kuulla äänesi jälleen
On hiljaista sun lähtösi jälkeen
ja nyt kun sydän kaipaa taas sua,
vaikken takas saa sua, aina rakastan sua

I can see how you are beautiful, can you feel my eyes on you,
I'm shy and turn my head away
Working late in diner Citylite, I see that you get home alright
Make sure that you can't see me, hoping you will see me

Sometimes I'm Wondering why you look me and you blink your eye
You can't be acting like my Dana
I see you in Citylite diner serving all those meals and then
I see reflection of me in your eye, oh please

Talk to me, show some pity
You touch me in many, many ways
But I'm shy can't you see

Obsessed by you, your looks, well, anyway "I would any day die for you",
I write on paper & erased away
Still I sit in diner Citylite, drinking coffee and reading lies
Turn my head and I can see you, could that really be you

Sometimes I'm wondering why you look me and you blink your eye
You can't be acting like my Dana?
I see your beautiful smile and I would like to run away from
Reflections of me in your eyes, oh please

Talk to me, show some pity
You touch me in many, many ways
But I'm shy can't you see

I see, can't have you, can't leave you there 'cos I must sometimes see you
But I don't understand how you can keep me in chains
And every waken hour, I feel your taking power From me and I can't leave
Repeating the scenery over again

Sometimes I'm wondering why you look me and you blink your eye
You can't be acting like my Dana?
I see your beautiful smile and I would like to run away from
Reflections of me in your eyes, oh please

Talk to me, show some pity
You touch me in many, many ways
But I'm shy can't you see

I have come a long way where I started from
but I'm still not even close to where I'm going
(and now) I can no longer see the shine
that has been lighting up my way
I cannot feel its glowing

The fire in my heart is dying
and the zeal I had is gone

This path that I've chosen's a rocky one
Long, hard and frozen it has become
Each turn that I've taken on the way
has only led me back to Hell
I am dying down growing weaker now
It could seem that I'm doing fine
but I'm broken to little pieces deep inside

Why did I ever choose to go this way
The question I keep asking myself all the time
I guess it was my instinct for self-destruction
that pointed me down this way

The fire in my eyes is dying
and the dream I had is gone

This path that I've chosen's a rocky one
Long, hard and frozen it has become
Each turn that I've taken on the way
has only led me back to Hell
I am dying down growing weaker now
It could seem that I'm doing fine
but I'm broken to little pieces deep inside

Bleed from core
Destruction with no cure
To repair as whole
Structures of soul grown wrong
Descent of sun
Reveals the map of stars
Hiding my scars

Be still
Don't even breathe
And death won't find you Here
I hide you in my dream
To keep you with me

Ears distorted
False words from venomous tongues
Tearing my world
In pieces
Try resolve
This puzzle of broken life
Move aside
Not in your hands the sands of ages