You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!
Stranger: hey
Stranger: how are you?
You: I'm good
You: you?
Stranger: i mean how have you been................since the accident?
You: OH THAT ACCIDENT
You: well
You: it's been rough
You: but made it with my BF
You: he's helped me a lot
Stranger: are you sure youre okay about everything that happened?
You: well
You: you know if I could choose I would'nt have got up from bed that day
You: but you gotta live with what you're given
Stranger: well, its not your fault, i hope youre no longer blaming yourself
You: I know
You: but it's real hard to see anyone else to blame
You: for me being the only one there
You: when IT happened
Stranger: you didnt know it would happen
You: what if I did something wrong before it
Stranger: you didnt
You: you sure?
Stranger: you and i both know that
You: mmhm
You: I guess I just gotta keep on going forward
You: Can't change the past
You: tho I want so badly
You: but I can't :S
Stranger: i hope you are no longer having the nightmares
You: Not as much as before
You: but there are those nights I can't sleep
Stranger: tell me more about the nightmares
You: I can't get a hang of them, you know all I see is my world
suddenly going black and when I wake up in shock I can't breathe
Stranger: thats because deep down, you still feel responsible
You: How can I make it stop?
Stranger: you can let go
You: It's freaking the shit out of me
Stranger: know that its not your fault
You: it's not that easy
You: Guess it just takes time : /
Stranger: you have time
Stranger: before i leave....is there anything else youd like to tell
me?
You: Thanks for the help <3 love you whoever you are helped me a
lot : ) Take care ;)
Stranger: i love you to, i dont know youre name
Stranger: ♥
You: Jessica
Stranger: Seth
You: ;)
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PS. "The Accident" kumpikaa ei kikki tienny mikä "accident" se oli vaa niinko pääst :D