You have heard this already, I know.
But I want you to listen to me
I want you to tell me how you really feel about me.
Was I your so-called summer cat
or whether it involved real feelings.
Tell it
I enduring truth.
I do not like sham.
i love.
Why do I have a feeling that while all your friends know something about what I need to know
but all are so kind to tell me not to agree on matters of truth.
Fuck, I'm not starry-eyed child
an adult human being, and enduring it that my feelings did not respond like I want.
but I am angry when you do not speak!