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My heart is so broken now.
And this life hurts too much.
Maybe my death will come true soon?
I can so easily help it.
But, if I do something, it maybe hurts some people, that are important to me.
And I don't want to arouse concer to them.
So I don't know what I'm going to do..
Listen to my heart, that tells me to do something painful?
Or my fucking sense, that tells me to carry on and try to forget that pain what is inside me?

Total:

#Mansoni t-paita♥
#2x Mansonin levy♥
#Niittiranneke♥
#Sormus (pienii pääkalloi)♥
#Hikipanta? mikälie 8(( (punasii pääkalloi, voitin sen)♥
#Raxipaskaa
#Jäätelö
#Pommac
#Pezzei
#Omppu tikkari♥

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Vittuku oli hauskaa, paitsi sillo ku halusin delaa taas♥ Mut ei siit mitää. Kiitos päiväst kultasille.
~Ei oo kaikki 6 utereiset mutanttilehmät navetas taas♥

En kestä, jos masennus tulee takas♥ Huommen pitäis lähtee Ouluun Sussun kans Saanan luokse♥ Jännää, pääsee shoppaa ;__; Olispa lämmint, et päästäis nallikariin. Yääh, angstil mennään o/

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Lindan sanoin: Invitituutio / intutitiitio / intuvitiitio.
Suomeksi: Intuitio.

//Forgiven to me
You're forgiven to me
You're just another dead man living to me
Forgiven to me
You're all giving to me
How can you let a dead man live?
Forgiven to me
You're forgiven to me
You're just another nightmare walking to me
You weren't dreaming of me
Now you're giving to me
No longer will the nightmare live\\

Hold me now I need to feel relief
Like I never wanted anything
I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to
I'm so ashamed of defeat
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
I'm out of trying to get by

I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all

I can't face myself when I wake up
And look inside a mirror
I'm so ashamed of that thing
I suppose I'll let it go
Til I have something more to say for me
I'm so afraid of defeat
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
I'm out of trying to defy

I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all

Hold me now I need to feel complete
Like I matter to the one I need

I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all

Now I'm ashamed of this
I am so ashamed of this
Now I'm so ashamed of this
I am so ashamed of me...

~Seether - The gift~

//Enkä pääse minäkään
Koskaan täältä lentämään
Mun kuului jäädä tänne
Ikuisesti päälle maan

Kauas pois
Vie mut täältä johonkin pois
Oon odottanut liian kauan aikaa, että pääsisin pois..\\

//Toisella on niin kova ikävä
Ja se kantaa käsissään kyyneleitä
Villasukkiin tarttui multaa ja ruohoa
Kun siinä haudan vierellä itkettiin

Pois lähdettiin..\\

It's just a feeling
I get sometimes
A feeling
Sometimes

And I get frightened
Just like you
I get frightened too
But it's

(No no no) No time for heartache
(No no no) No time to run and hide
(No no no) No time for breaking down
(No no no) No time to cry

Sometimes in the world as is you've
Got to shake the hand that feeds you
It's just like Adam says
It's not so hard to understand

It's just like always coming down on
Just like Jesus never came and
What did you expect to find
It's just like always here again it's

(No no no) No time for heartache
(No no no) No time to run and hide
(No no no) No time for breaking down
(No no no) No time to cry

Everything will be alright
Everything will turn out fine
Some nights I still can't sleep
And the voices pass with time
And I keep

No time for tears
No time to run and hide
No time to be afraid of fear
I keep no time to cry

(No no no) No time for heartache
(No no no) No time to run and hide
(No no no) No time for breaking down
(No no no) No time to cry

~Cradle of Filth - No time to cry~

Don't load me up with stones
Load me up with gold
Weigh it on the shoulders
Weigh it on the bleeding soul

So you wanna break me
So you wanna break my will
Now I know you shoot to kill
Now I know you only wanted

Bring me down
Crush me under your heel
Bring me down
Break every bone in me
Bring me down
Tear off my self esteem
Bring me down
Bring me all the way down, down, down, down

These days are murder
These days are darkest days
Faces surround me
All turning to one big mess

Words are like little knives
Slicing me piece by piece
Now I know you shoot to kill
Now I know what you want from me

You destroy my solar system, but you'll never break me mister

Bring me down
Crush me under your heel
Bring me down
Break every bone in me
Bring me down
Tear off my self esteem
Bring me down
Bring me all the way down, down, down, down

Bring me down
Crush me under your heel
Bring me down
Break every bone in me
Bring me down
Tear off my self esteem
Bring me down
Bring me all the way down

~Apulanta - Bring me down~

You have eyes that
Lead me on
And a body that
Shows me death
Your lips look like they were made
For something else but
They just suck my breath

I want your pain
To taste why you're ashamed
And I know you're not just what you say to me
And I'm not the only moment you're made of

You're so sudden and sweet
All the legs, knuckle, knees
Head's blown clean off
Your mouth's paid off
Fuck me till we know it's unsafe
And we'll paint
Over the evidence

I want you wanting me
I want what I see in your eyes
So give me something to be scared of
Don't give me something to satisfy

You're so sudden and sweet
All the legs, knuckle, knees
Head's blown clean off
Your mouth's paid off
Fuck me till we know it's unsafe
And we'll paint
Over the evidence

I want your pain
To taste why you're ashamed
And I know you're not just what you say to me
And I'm not the only moment you're made of

You're so sudden and sweet
All legs, knuckle, knees
Head's blown clean off
Your mouth's paid off
Fuck me till we know it's unsafe
And we'll paint
Over the evidence

~Marilyn Manson - Evidence~