My heart is so broken now.
And this life hurts too much.
Maybe my death will come true soon?
I can so easily help it.
But, if I do something, it maybe hurts some people, that are important to me.
And I don't want to arouse concer to them.
So I don't know what I'm going to do..
Listen to my heart, that tells me to do something painful?
Or my fucking sense, that tells me to carry on and try to forget that pain what is inside me?