The last night and day were hell. A serious one. But luckily it's alright. Not completely, I'm still worried to death, but I won't stand at the window any more, all shaking, with my mobile phone in my hand, shouting at it 'Ring, ring, RING!!' I cried all day long and Onni kept bringing me toys. Which paradoxely made me cry even more. A baby won't understand why I'm crying and that toys won't help me, but he shows me that he cares.. When he found some plush toys and teddy bears, he even showed me that I should cuddle them.. So nice.. It's amazing how babies can show their affection so easily and honestly..
Well, on the other hand, Saturday night was just amazing. It's so great to see that I've made someone happy.. :-)