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Yeeeeeeeeeeeess!! They're paying me even the week off, yay! "I think we will pay you the whole month, even though you're not here the one week, but it doesn't matter, because you do your job so well that you deserve it." :-) Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!! :-)
So, next two steps: to check my account if money for this week have arrived and then buy the strapshirt and CD x))

Edit: Yep yep, the account says +131,35e, which means strapshirt and CD AND credit as well. I love this family :D x))

I should write a lot for MS this month.. The reasons:
http://www.fanzone.fi/entwine/productinfo.cfm?tuotenumero=195758&lang=en and
http://www.fanzone.fi/entwine/productinfo.cfm?tuotenumero=199783&lang=en

I could actually afford them as my 'Christmas present' from the grandparents, but then there's no money left for phone credit.. I know I don't necessarily need 30e credit, but getting 30e plus another 30e extra for that.. That doesn't happen often.. I don't know.. Maybe I could ask for it as a Christmas present for mum.. Kind of vague as a present, but what can I do.. I know I wouldn't have to care about credit for a year, but still- give 30e at a time is just quite too much..
So far I should have 380kc from MS and for the strapshirt and CD I need.. Some 1300kc.. Hm. I could get 150 for the HIM report. And if the boss gets me the press pass (which I REALLY don't believe in), I'd be happy. OK, then only to find someone who would buy my ticket. Saving or not saving 37e makes a hell of a difference. I've already wasted 20e for a Lovex ticket because of one silly little girl, who promised me to buy it from me and on the gig day simply came to me and with a smile saying she'd got it herself already. And totally not understanding why I was pissed off.
Well, everything would be pretty much sorted out if the host family paid me also the week that I'm not with them (quite weird and I can't remember anything like that from the contract, but well, why not, right?), but I probably won't know until the money appear on my account. Or not.
..
Over the last two nights I slept surprisingly well. Or at least I can't remember any nightmares or waking up in the middle of the night. Just last night the mobile phone kept waking me up, the f*cking operator really has to count sent messages at three in the morning. :-/
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And tomorrow home!! :-)

Hiiiiiii x)) I love my host-grandparents!! :D I just got a Christmas present- 40euros with "Buy what you like" x)) That will get me out of the financial shit for some time.. :D

The last night and day were hell. A serious one. But luckily it's alright. Not completely, I'm still worried to death, but I won't stand at the window any more, all shaking, with my mobile phone in my hand, shouting at it 'Ring, ring, RING!!' I cried all day long and Onni kept bringing me toys. Which paradoxely made me cry even more. A baby won't understand why I'm crying and that toys won't help me, but he shows me that he cares.. When he found some plush toys and teddy bears, he even showed me that I should cuddle them.. So nice.. It's amazing how babies can show their affection so easily and honestly..

Well, on the other hand, Saturday night was just amazing. It's so great to see that I've made someone happy.. :-)

Time to update..

16.1. White Flame- Kustaa
23.1. TAP- Kustaa
6.2. Entwine- Klubi
12.2. Lovex + White Flame + Emil Bulls- On The Rocks (Hki) -?
13.2. Renoise + Naughty Whisper + PSG- Vastavirtaklubi
15.2. Renoise + Heijaste + Monday- Klubi
20.2. Lovex- Amarillo (Hyvinkää) - ? (note: Play in Tampere!!)
28.2. Renoise + Apulanta- Tre-Talo
24.4. Entwine- Hotelli Iisoppi, Nokia

8.-11.7. Tammerfest, whatever there is

..still coming.. Considering it's something before half of December, it's quite a lot arranged allready. Only not for January, comparing January to February.. Hmm..
And another party at the first weekend of January, yay!! And a cruiseship in the spring and Provinssirock in June x))
And if the TWO 'projects' of mine work out in the spring, I'll be the happiest person ever :-)

And my T-shirt is finally here, yay! :-)

Hiiiiiiiiii, yes, that's what I was waiting for!!

6.2. Entwine, Klubi, Tampere

I have no idea why this made me even less into going to Backyard Babies the day after tomorrow.. Lea was free so we've planned to go out together, but at this point I'm only thinking if I should go to the gig or only go with her.. 22e is a lot of money and I'm not getting anything out of a review.. And it starts at 22:00, so we wouldn't meet before midnight anyway.. All the facts are telling me not to go, but for some reason I've still got this feeling that I would miss something if I go there.. Though I can't think of anything I could possibly really miss.. Hmm.. I guess I'll just arrive to her and go out right away, omit the gig.. Not 100% sure yet, but probably.. To save or not to save 22e makes a difference.

Yes, yes, yes, I'm getting money tomorrow, huiiiiiii! OK, I'm freaking out because of regular weekly pocket money, but still- I just can't wait to have SOMETHING again.
And the cinema tomorrow. I don't really think I'm getting much of the Finnish dubbing, but, well, let's see. the main point is Ville Valo's voice, anyway..
And I guess me going or not going to Klubi on Saturday will also depend on Lea's programme. If she wants to go out with me then, I will go. If not.. Well, I can't understand it.. I do want to see them, but there's something in me that says 'pointless.. pointless.. pointless..'
Renoise have a private show, so still no other programme so far.. Sh*t. And my T-shirt is still NOT here, grrrrrr..
It's actually come to my mind that I was in Tre four times last week, not three times. That's 40e for travelling ONLY, so no wonder I have nothing left of 65e..

Right.. I will just go to bed with my new addiction: http://www.hry.cz/free/pacmanadv :D

..and all the fans of the band Budulínek can kiss my ass. I really won't weep the geniality of lyrics about killing pigs with a chainsaw. If someone likes it, their problem. I don't. My problem. Full stop. Face it.

And everyone can kiss my a*s.

Bad day.

Wittu.

I'm seriously thinking about leaving out Backyard Babies this Saturday.. First, I don't have money, second, I totally don't feel like going there.. But again there's this feeling 'missing something'.. Well well.. I guess I will probably go if I don't find any decent second option. I do want to see them, but on the other hand I feel like there's no point for me of going there.. I don't know.. I'm definitely not staying at home, because that's the least acceptable thing to do. OK, let's see..

And no Manzana on Tuesday.. :-(

In continuation of the conversation between me and my mum last night I've been watching several advertisements at Youtube..

http://cz.youtube.com/watch?v=dpf2hsZGsJM

http://cz.youtube.com/watch?v=lGb7xTdO8k4
"Don't you wanna put her in the baby seat?" - "Oh, it's just around the corner.."
"Are you ready even to pay such a price?"

http://cz.youtube.com/watch?v=Lgj-CU9ZR4g
"Will we be there on time?" - "Don't worry, I'll take it fast."
"Don't take decisions about others' lives.."

http://cz.youtube.com/watch?v=Lb5q_YYpxB0

This is not a commercial, but made me cry even more..
http://cz.youtube.com/watch?v=46AR-e7WE6k

Besides other they make me homesick. Make me miss the ones I love the most and suffer from not being with them..