i just missed out on a fucking excellent job opportunity for the summer because i never got the appropriate support for finnish language training and for getting my professional qualification accepted here in finland.
don't ask how i feel about this.
don't tell me i'll be alright.
i hate this and i won't be alright.
at this point i do not enjoy living and am not sure i'll ever enjoy it again.
at this point i hate everything about this country.
i want to slit my other wrist.