WORST POSSIBLE OUTCOME
You will achieve nothing you set out to achieve. Your social connections become disconnected. Your world dies around you, mostly because you let it die around you, and you do nothing to stop it. Wow. Nothing goes right for you and you end as a failure. Although it is hard for me to see at this point in your life, there may be a different, more joyous and fulfilling path to take. It's not in the cards, but people are known to change course via tectonic plate shifts or spiritual intervention, or some other way my crystal ball is limited in seeing. Good luck, you'll need it..