IRC-Galleria

Get out of my head. Leave me alone. Why did you turn into these nighmares. Why do I feel like everything is going straight to the hell but I don't know why. Am I crying for nothing? Am I seeking something else? Nobody cares. they just think that "Ou, he will be just alright". Well I'm not! But I don't just know what's wrong. If I knew earlier, I wouldn't probably even be in this situation. That's the difference. All I ever wanted was just support when I had harsh times. But I made you run away from me. I don't blame you. I blame me. Because of my stupidity and selfishness I'm now grying on the floor, begging for God to help me. But I hear no answer. Everybody hates me , even God. What's worth of living if every thing reminds me of you, every minute takes pieces from inside until there is nothing left. Only an empty soul if even that. I'm crying for help and nobody seems to hear me. Please, help me before I tear myself apart. I'll tell you everything.