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Kun ihminen särkyy liian monta kertaa rakkaudesta, se menettää luotamuksensa itsee ja muihin, se pelkää rakastua uudellee koska tietää että se sattuu jossain vaiheessa taas.
Silti vaikka ihminen tietää sen että rakkaus sattuu, se silti kaipaa sitä enenmän kuin mitään muuta.
Luottamuksen saaminen takasin on todella vaikeaa, pikku hiljaa sitä huomaa et se itseluottamus alkaa kasvaan taas, mutta muihin luottaminen on viellä vaikeaa.

Vaikka sitä ihastuukin johonkin erityiseen ei silti pakolla uskalla tehdä sen eteen mitään, sitä vaan koittaa tukahduttaa tunteensa.

Ikävä kyllä tätä sattuu, tosin tällä hetkellä puhun vain omista kokemuksista, joten en yleistä tätä näkökulmaa.


"I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That donÂ’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
IÂ’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend IÂ’m ok
But thatÂ’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryinÂ’ to do

ItÂ’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But IÂ’m doinÂ’ It
ItÂ’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and IÂ’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livinÂ’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
ThatÂ’s what I was trying to do."