do you ever feel like you have no one in this world to truly open up to about everything ...
ive never trusted anyone in this world , i mean truly trusted and for a while i thought i did
but as much as i try to trust him i just keep having things that make me differ .. this is gonna be just whining to him . he wants to be in my life but he does to things to make me want him out.. and
yes this is about a little thing but its the little things that count. ijust feel so compltely and utterly alone..and if i talk to him about it he tells me what i want to hear at that moment .. and then changes again .. hed completly deny it but i see it and i cant change it ..