I've been trying not to feel what I feel
It was real the feeling I had for you
And you told me how you need me too
How dare you break my heart
And dance on the pieces
Being without you just tares me apart
I've been trying to grow, I've been holding on
I've been trying to be strong
Once again I just want to feel something true
Once again I just want to get closer to you
Nothing will ever change anyway
This is all we have
Not again will I lie to myself
I've been wanting to die, just so you know
Trying to show them all how I'm alone
I've been hating my bedroom in the night
I've seen heaven and hell with you
Still I would do it again and again