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HYVÄT IHMISET OPETELKAA PITÄMÄÄN HUOLTA OMISTA ASIOISTANNE, KIITOS!

I have to leave, but you are still sleeping
ThereÂ’s nothing to say, our time has run out
You took me to bed, thatÂ’s what you were seeking
But you donÂ’t even care what I am about

I wanna, I wanna wake you

Leave me alone, I wanna go home
I donÂ’t wanna see you so leave me alone
Leave me alone ‘cause I feel like dying
Leave me alone, I wanna go home
The day will still come when I see you crying
‘Cause you will get yours, just leave me alone

But what if I stay and wait til she comes home
She donÂ’t even know, she loves you in vain
The lies that you told will turn into sorrow
I gotta go crazy just to stay sane

I wanna, I wanna break you

Leave me alone, I wanna go home
I donÂ’t wanna see you so leave me alone
Leave me alone ‘cause I feel like dying
Leave me alone, I wanna go home
The day will still come when I see you crying
‘Cause you will get yours, just leave me alone

I gotta, I gotta hate you

Leave me alone, I wanna go home
I donÂ’t wanna see you so leave me alone
Leave me alone ‘cause I feel like dying
Leave me alone, I wanna go home
I couldnÂ’t care less if love just lies dying
And this is goodbye, just leave me alone

Why does it feel like night today?
Something in here's not right today.
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoia's all I got left
I don't know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed
But I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head
It's like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
(And watches everything)
So I know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is hearing me
Right underneath my skin

It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

I know I've got a face in me
Points out all my mistakes to me
You've got a face on the inside too and
Your paranoia's probably worse
I don't know what set me off first but I know what I can't stand
Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is
I can't add up to what you can but
Everybody has a face that they hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time they lie
A face that laughs every time they fall
(And watches everything)
So you know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is watching you too
Right inside your skin

Chorus

The face inside is right beneath your skin (3x)

The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me (Repeat until end)

Chorus (Repeat until end)

Do I attract you?
Do I repulse you with my queasy smile?
Am I too dirty?
Am I too flirty?
Do I like what you like?

I could be wholesome
I could be loathsome
I guess Im a little bit shy
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you like me without making me try?

I try to be like Grace Kelly
But all her looks were too sad
So I try a little Freddie
Ive gone identity mad!

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you walk out the door!

How can I help it
How can I help it
How can I help what you think?
Hello my baby
Hello my baby
Putting my life on the brink
Why dont yo like me
Why dont you like me
Why dont you like yourself?
Should I bend over?
Should I look older just to be put on the shelf?

I try to be like Grace Kelly
But all her looks were too sad
So I try a little Freddie
Ive gone identity mad!

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you walk out the door!

Say what you want to satisfy yourself
But you only want what everybody else says you should want

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you walk out the door!


Ehkä maailman paras piisi!

haisen paskalle, kun ehtis käydä suihkus.

pääsin eilen kahentoista jälkeen häistä.. sain 40e... tarjoilin kaljaa kolmekymppisille ihmisille, miehille, jokka yritti iskee.. likasta. mut sitten sinne tuli kaks kasevan entistä jäsentä ja ne soitti striptiis naisen!! se oli koko päivän kohokohta.. oli muuten jalat vähä paskana sen jälkee.. mulla ei oikeesti ois aikaa olla täällä kun on kaikki koulu jutut kesken. en ehi tekeen mitään, kaikki jää kesken.
pitää varmaan mennä lukeen matikkaa oon tyhmä, ihan homo. kumpa mulle tulis masennus tai joku syöpä tai anoreksia ja kuolisin pois. niin ois hyvä.. kaikilla.

saatiin kitaristi ja basisti!! tänää vedettiin kahen tunnin reenit koulun jälkeen :)

sain 8 äikän prosessikirjotuksen eka vaiheesta. paras mitä oon saanu arolta koskaan, se kun vihaa mun kirjotustyyliä yli kaiken.

mulla on kaks hissan tutkielma sivua valmiina!!!! tuntuu että oon edistyny ihan hirveesti.
(siis teksti sivua.. yhteensä sivuja on 12, niissä lopuissa on vaan alustavaa kirjotusta, sisällysluetteloita, kuvia, lähdetietoja jne...)

sitten pitäis vielä se monologi ettiä.. ja se hiton roolihenkilökuvaus tehä siittä.. joo, varmaa.. ei riitä aika.. matikan kokeet maanantaina.

26.03.07 22:38 <hanigirl> tänään oltiin Runossa!!! ei hitto sinne haluan uudestaan, oli ihan älyttömän ihana ihana ihana paikka. sinne vien joskus jonkun kivan miehen.
26.03.07 22:39 <hanigirl> kun ois vaan ollu rahaa.. iskä sai pienet heparit kun kysyin rahaa aamulla.. kun viikonloppuna meni se 30.. mut laskeskeli ettei oo mitenkää mahollista että mulla meni niin paljon.. puuttuu ainaki 5. koska en mää jannellekkaan niin reilu ollu.'
26.03.07 22:40 <hanigirl> ethän.. se on paikka jonne mennään erittäin tärkeän miehen kanssa.
26.03.07 22:40 <hanigirl> rakastuin siihen paikkaan ihan täysin
26.03.07 22:40 <hanigirl> voisin muuttaa sinne